Personal struggle jokes
Somebody asked me, "What's that on your arm?" I just said, "My cats got OCD."
I was having issues in my personal and professional life. I hated everyone. I was on the brink of a mental breakdown and depression. I decided to see a therapist about it. The therapist suggested that I should write letters to the people I hate and then burn them. I must admit I feel much better...
But now I don't know what to do with the letters.
My neck, my back, my crippling anxiety attacks.
Things I would have missed if my attempt in 2018 worked...
My attempts in 2019, 2020, and 2021!
So I meet with a therapist on a weekly basis. We talk about my depression and how it's been getting worse. Recently, I've been advised about my condition, and how I've been discussing with her about being suicidal. She's been very helpful throughout it. I was even told I can pay in advance from now on, so I don't have to worry about it later.
The other day at school we had to write down our hero and what we would do if they walked into our house. I got off easy because my hero is Stephen Hawking.
Community talk
Something happend today. I cut myself. And it wasn't normal. I felt bad, really bad. It used to always be that I just hurt myself. Now, I hurt someone he loves. He said Please don't do it. I still did. He gives me everything I could ever want, how do I repay him? I hurt the person he loves. I was never able to make a promise, because I knew I would break it. But today I hurt the person he loves, which hurts him… Read more
Maybe im not doing as good as i thought? Maybe i am enough i wonder if I am , wide at night can't sleep been few days? Im in need of something I dont know what it is ? Maybe its money or maybe food or communication with close ones? Maybe i am enough to them ? Maybe im not? Wether I cry for no reason or cry for a reason it feels the same? Wether I want to get held just close ? Why am I ranting?I dont even know? Are y… Read more
2nd day of skl 😭 i cantttttttttttttt

