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He loves my eyes. I'll never cover them up. He loves my wavy hair. I'll never straighten it. He loves my smile. I'll never cover it up again. He loves my personality. I will always be myself. He loves how I yap. I will always express my words. He loves that I'm nice. I will always show my kindness. He loves that I respond fast. I will prioritize him. He loves my voice. I will keep it out. He loves that I listen. I … Read more

Ive decied that im done. Im done letting men walk all over me, and use me. im done letting poeple just treat me like this. ive deiced that, im going to take my time with this, and not try to find someone, but be happy with myself. then maybe ill find a person who can treat me right and im done not being picky. i want to find seomoen who be there when my parents die, who will be there when i have my children, someone who can stay with me and walk me through life. im not going to settle for anything less. im done.

some songs just give me anxiety, some things just do, some people. Some popele are bad for me, im bad for some. I do fucked up things, i cant take back. My dad is right. no matter what poeple think, its true. im manulative, im controlling, im obessive, attention seeking. some people see it, others dont. everythgin i do has a reason, weather its a defecne, or not. ill stilll be bad for some pople. im thanfull thes… Read more

I've got no balance in this life I can't let go of what I like Somebody told me in a dream That I look weaker when I cry My mother used to tell me things I know I wasn't supposed to know What's that got to do with me? How the fuck do I let go? Pitfalls from God without a rope Colored chalk around my throat How the fuck do I let go? She says, "Don't ya love me?" (And if not, then why?) She reminds me of mom (okay, alr… Read more

Extremely depressing poem I wrote last year when I tried to kill myself

They were an inch wide and a centimeter deep But I don’t remember the length As I passed out in fear I remember staying pure Not being afraid of what I could do But I broke that years ago Last year, they used to be a millimeter wide and a nanometer deep An inch long I cried yet it wasn’t enough for me I remember being hot The wool sweater w… Read more

This is going to be a mouthful, but I suggest you read it all. Posting as anonymous, but yeah, it's Amy. A lot wrong has happened on this site, like a LOT. And for me, this involved the insults & constant wars & whatnot. After it was all over, I think I started building myself off my hatred of you all. I started becoming my hatred ina way. Not a day went by that I didn't remember the hurt I felt. Also, somewhere alon… Read more

I used to take a hundred photographs Just to send the perfect one I felt a hundred butterflies Every time your name came up Three more years than you deserved Nervous when you never were Just one of like a hundred girls You'll never know how much it hurt When I saw her photograph next to mine She had cocoa hair laying by your side You said she's a friend for the hundredth time But I saw your face and your face don't … Read more

GUYS I DID NOT KILL MYSELF. I have just been taking a break and I low key got grounded and got everything taken away. I’m still alive and I’ll try and come on as much as I can but it’s not gonna be a lot.

Alrrrrrrr, since it's summer and I'm tryna work on myself, I'm gonna see y'all in 3 months, or maybe.... never?? Who knows. Might occasionally pop in here and there just to see how the site's holding up but I won't rlly say nun. On that note, I hope y'all don't do sum dumb shit, and I hope you guys enjoy your summer break. Ciao!

I know that no one will care but this is everything that i've written in my journal.

I've been told all of my life that all I do is ruin peoples lives and that all I am is a mistake and shit. I've been told I'm not good enough and that I have to kill myself to make everyone happier. Well guess what. I've fucking tried and tried so many times. I've been trying to keep fighting but what happens? I keep getting hu… Read more

Y'all probably thought I was a lib who killed myself after Trump came in, but actually it was because of Explain-it-bear.