I'm thinking about killing myself. No beacause I want to die, not because my life is "horrible." but beacause it would just be easier. I've hurt everyone I've crossed at least once. My dad wouldn't have to yell anymore. My therapist and friends wouldn't worry. My war would be over. I wouldn't hurt anyone else. There would be peace with my leaving. Maybe it would hurt people, but maybe it's give them time to stop worrying, to heal. It's not like "I'm going to do it," and it's not me having a mental breakdown I feel calm I just feel Life would be easier without me. I fear I already know the answers I'm going to get to this. But i do truly believe, it would be easier without me.
Cosmo idk
no
Cosmo idk
charlie
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
cosmo
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
I dont have a plan to kms
Cosmo idk
still
-Vinxity🩶
No
-Vinxity🩶
Absolutely not
-Vinxity🩶
Please
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
.
-Vinxity🩶
Either way
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
its just a thought
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
you guys are saying no to a thought
-Vinxity🩶
Yeas I am
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
that kinda makes no sence
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
also lilz, was school canceld for you today?
-Vinxity🩶
Yes
-Vinxity🩶
It makes total sense
-Vinxity🩶
Because 99.9% of the times people put thoughts in reality
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
no
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
not even close
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
yes lots of people kill themselves, but alot more only think about it
Cosmo idk
that is true
Cosmo idk
however you unfortunately have a history
-Vinxity🩶
True
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
im aware
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
lately
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
its hard to do anything
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
even breathe
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
like i tried journaling again and it was 10x harder than it shouldve been
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
i cant bring myself to do much
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
like being on here , replying to people, its just too much wrok
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
i just want to do nothing
-Vinxity🩶
Have you been able to eat:
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
i mean i ate a peice of toast today
-Vinxity🩶
Please go eat more.
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
im making food
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
my one and only home
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
FUCK IT GOT BLOCKED
scooter22
I DO
scooter22
when i'm 20
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
20?
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
uhm..
𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓭𝔂 ♡
ok.
scooter22
maybe sooner
scooter22
20 is the lateist
scooter22
idfk how to spell it i speed
scooter22
sped