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Reflections on Suicidal Ideation and Peace

I'm thinking about killing myself. No beacause I want to die, not because my life is "horrible." but beacause it would just be easier. I've hurt everyone I've crossed at least once. My dad wouldn't have to yell anymore. My therapist and friends wouldn't worry. My war would be over. I wouldn't hurt anyone else. There would be peace with my leaving. Maybe it would hurt people, but maybe it's give them time to stop worrying, to heal. It's not like "I'm going to do it," and it's not me having a mental breakdown I feel calm I just feel Life would be easier without me. I fear I already know the answers I'm going to get to this. But i do truly believe, it would be easier without me.

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softstalker

I dont have a plan to kms

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you guys are saying no to a thought

also lilz, was school canceld for you today?

Because 99.9% of the times people put thoughts in reality

yes lots of people kill themselves, but alot more only think about it

however you unfortunately have a history

like i tried journaling again and it was 10x harder than it shouldve been

like being on here , replying to people, its just too much wrok

i mean i ate a peice of toast today

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softstalker

I dont have a plan to kms

I DO

idfk how to spell it i speed