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Reflections on Suicidal Ideation and Peace

    • I'm thinking about killing myself. No beacause I want to die, not because my life is "horrible." but beacause it would just be easier. I've hurt everyone I've crossed at least once. My dad wouldn't have to yell anymore. My therapist and friends wouldn't worry. My war would be over. I wouldn't hurt anyone else. There would be peace with my leaving. Maybe it would hurt people, but maybe it's give them time to stop worrying, to heal. It's not like "I'm going to do it," and it's not me having a mental breakdown I feel calm I just feel Life would be easier without me. I fear I already know the answers I'm going to get to this. But i do truly believe, it would be easier without me.

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    • I dont have a plan to kms

    Orlaith

    I dont have a plan to kms

    .

    its just a thought

    you guys are saying no to a thought

    that kinda makes no sence

    also lilz, was school canceld for you today?

    Because 99.9% of the times people put thoughts in reality

    yes lots of people kill themselves, but alot more only think about it

    however you unfortunately have a history

    its hard to do anything

    like i tried journaling again and it was 10x harder than it shouldve been

    i cant bring myself to do much

    like being on here , replying to people, its just too much wrok

    i just want to do nothing

    i mean i ate a peice of toast today

    Comment deleted by Orlaith

    my one and only home

    FUCK IT GOT BLOCKED

    Orlaith

    I dont have a plan to kms

    I DO

    idfk how to spell it i speed

    Ambivalent Killifish