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A Cry for Help and Emotional Exhaustion

i'm tired of everything honestly. nothing fazes me anymore. everything seems fucking dull. life seems more like a chore that i am done doing. I want to fucking die. but I also don't. I have shit to live for, yet the more shit happens. i get pissed off, I lash out on people. I'm scared. I'm scared of saying something wrong and ruining everything. I'm starting to break. I can't take this anymore. I know I have SO many people to talk to. My friends are there. I have you guys. and lifee is starting to warm up. but it is also freezing in my mind. i force myself to throw up because o the stupidd image i see in the morning every single morning. I hate my form.. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. MAKE IT FUCKING STOP

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    • it sickens me to look in the mirror

    hate how i look alllll the time

    the way you see yourself in a mirror is not the way others see you

    Every morning I wake up I have to walk past like 5 mirrors and it makes me so insecure

    everyone's insecure about how they look

    -Vinxity🩶

    Every morning I wake up I have to walk past like 5 mirrors and it makes me so insecure

    mhm, and when I'm brushin my teeth. i have to see it in the fucking mirror

    Your brain has this filter to only see everything bad

    you ain't ever gonna fuckin look "perfect"

    so don't strive for perfection

    it's hard not to. people in my classes are fucking rude. they will make fun of your sexuality, your body, your looks, and they will go as far to bringing up something that happened the one time you show your emotions

    thats why i lock down when im in public

    Mine too. My whole class are trucking pedos and shit and look way to close at girls bodies

    -Vinxity🩶

    Mine too. My whole class are trucking pedos and shit and look way to close at girls bodies

    exactly.

    Bree_ 7772

    thats why i lock down when im in public

    That is so realistic

    and then theres this one boy, he flirts with EVERYONE while his girlfriend is unaware

    he flirts w/ me too. and im fucking disgusted

    -Vinxity🩶

    Mine too. My whole class are trucking pedos and shit and look way to close at girls bodies

    yeah i was a complete dipshit when i was in yalls age. but seriously i didn't fuckin judge everyone like that

    most guys don't judge completely on looks

    Cosmo idk

    yeah i was a complete dipshit when i was in yalls age. but seriously i didn't fuckin judge everyone like that

    at least you werent a total asshole

    Bree_ 7772

    at least you werent a total asshole

    i was a pervert tho. like rlly bad

    Cosmo idk

    most guys don't judge completely on looks

    every single guy in my school does except for my friends

    And I mean, at my age boys are freaking stupid but they are just so ignorant and aggressive

    -Vinxity🩶

    And I mean, at my age boys are freaking stupid but they are just so ignorant and aggressive

    exactly

    There was literally a kid who’s like 3 years older then me that tried to lift up my skirt the one day

    -Vinxity🩶

    There was literally a kid who’s like 3 years older then me that tried to lift up my skirt the one day

    what the fuck

    -Vinxity🩶

    There was literally a kid who’s like 3 years older then me that tried to lift up my skirt the one day

    wtf?

    can i respectfully burn his skin <3

    Bree_ 7772

    can i respectfully burn his skin <3

    Absolutely

    actually no. DISRESPECTFULLY

    i got some other methods

    I say we psychologically and physically torture all the shitty men in the world

    -Vinxity🩶

    I say we psychologically and physically torture all the shitty men in the world

    ...

    And then burn they’re skin off while they’re alive

    i used to be a shitty guy

    there are different levels of shitty men

    lets make them look like this

    ONG WE SHOULD GET ALL THE GIRLIES ON HERE TO DO THIS

    shove it up the pedophiles dick repeatedly

    That’s even more vile then I was thinking

    and squeeze it up the guys dick

    We tie them down. test on them with toxic chemicals. then torture them by then putting gasoline on small parts of their body. setting it ablaze. then keepon doing so until they look like a rasin :D

    Cosmo idk

    and squeeze it up the guys dick

    and then take some bullet ants, rip off the abdomens, squeeze out the venom into a syringe and repeat

    Cosmo idk

    ...

    Totally random but the number I gave that guy- it was for my 47 yr old uncle :)

    -Vinxity🩶

    Totally random but the number I gave that guy- it was for my 47 yr old uncle :)

    BAHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHA

    Bree_ 7772

    We tie them down. test on them with toxic chemicals. then torture them by then putting gasoline on small parts of their body. setting it ablaze. then keepon doing so until they look like a rasin :D

    ABSOLUTELY

    -Vinxity🩶

    Totally random but the number I gave that guy- it was for my 47 yr old uncle :)

    CRAZY

    Bree_ 7772

    We tie them down. test on them with toxic chemicals. then torture them by then putting gasoline on small parts of their body. setting it ablaze. then keepon doing so until they look like a rasin :D

    nah

    -Vinxity🩶

    ABSOLUTELY

    oh and we cut their dicks off and pull a ICP

    we gotta make it slow so they suffer

    Bree_ 7772

    oh and we cut their dicks off and pull a ICP

    BAHAAAAHAHAHAHA

    we should DEFINITELY cut off the dick with slow slices every day

    make sure it doesnt stop bleeding

    Cosmo idk

    we gotta make it slow so they suffer

    take a ball of string, make em swallow it

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    Bree_ 7772

    your cock my glock <3

    I shall carry that phrase everywhere now

    and at the end of the string, tie some barbed wire

    we should feed them rat poison while doing the torture

    the food they will get is moldy cheese and expired chunky milk

    so there are these climbing things called 'cams' the original name for them is 'friends'

    Feed them whatever the hell they’re allergic to

    (look up climbing cams to see what im talking about)

    A little more everyday so they’re having reactions daily but not dying

    hell yeah, put nightshades that are deadly and put it in boiling water, extract the poison somehow. and put it ALL ON THEIR SKIN

    Like start with a little bit- get an EpiPen and then just continue to do that

    give em a mr hands treatment (if you don't know who he is, don't look him up)

    why tf would you tell me to not look smt up

    why the fuck is that your name

    Black Girthy Veiny Dih

    HEY CRACKER

    sorry but uh racism is a no-no here and thats a full slur. thats a strike

    Bree_ 7772
    Image

    thankfully i don't dress for christmas

    Black Girthy Veiny Dih

    FOR REAL!!!

    preach

    Cosmo idk

    thankfully i don't dress for christmas

    you better start

    Bree_ 7772

    you better start

    hell no

    gtta go get my amazing wonderful beverage

    Cosmo idk

    sorry but uh racism is a no-no here and thats a full slur. thats a strike

    ITS A FUCKING JOKES SITE THATS MAINLY ABOUT RACISM, WHY IS THAT A STRIKE MORON

    Black Girthy Veiny Dih

    ITS A FUCKING JOKES SITE THATS MAINLY ABOUT RACISM, WHY IS THAT A STRIKE MORON

    cuz of this guy called matt is german

    what are we talking abt again

    so we should make him slowly get poisoned. a dose a day, and we keep it going for three years. wait until they are about to die. and when they think its over, we hit him in the back of the head with a hatchet <3

    Im gnna plot more ideas >:)

    Slippery Sportive Lemur