Losing Faith in Myself

don't your amazing

Stop saying that.

I know it's hard. but talk to us.

I mean it lilz

start believing that

It’s just I feel like I have no worth

My grades are slipping, I feel like I’m gonna relapse and I can’t stop myself from wanting to cut.

I know its hard. It happened to me

but you have worth

We all do,

INCLUDING YOU.

Sure it may not seem that way

but still

Thank you. It’s just soo hard.

Ik its tough

but your tougher

I feel like I need to. Like It’s the only way to feel human

Listen, I cut myself too

but maybe it isn't an option

it may feel the way to do it

and feeling hungry may be hard to do,

but when you start feeling that urge to do it

Draw your emotions

write about it

listen to music

or put band-aids where you feel the urge to cut

it helps me most of the time :)

Thank you :)

Np!

I’ll try that

Good >:3

or else ima eat yur hair

and yu'll be balder then my princapal

>:)

And im adopting charlie as my sister now

>:))

NOOOOOO not the principal!!!!! There like the baldest people ever

That means ur my aunt :)

YAAA

I finally have a peak niece'

lol

Awh yeaah Vectorr >:)

Who’s vector??? I only know like 3 people on here lol

Despicable me

>:)

Oooo nice lol

(I have a humor of a child with a flamethrower)

Must've been the wind!

girl whats your obession with eating hair

Real lol

.

SHHHH COSMO

ur weird smhsmh

SHHH YOUR SHINY BALD ANCIENT HAIR

WAIT WHAT

im not weirddd

just mentally funny

(i think)

sure....

AYE

lies

>:(

anyways gotta dip

AGAIN?!

bro always gotta skeedadle

Crazy, never could be me

anyway

byee, gotta charge my laptop

(im a hypocrite)

Oop lol

byeeee

yo

Hi?

hihi

Who u?

im one of the og members from a diff acct

you can call me xin

Ok

That’s cool

Well I’m bored

I'm back

hehehe

>:)

(ignore the new username. ik its so tuff)

HEYYY

I see lol

Hii

NO'

U SEE NUFFIN

My arm hurts soo badd

SOB

I'm gna eat th pink cotton candy in da walls

>:D

that’s the best cotton candy

10/10 will eat again

yess

LETS SHARE IT TWIN

SLAYYY

because the others says its bad for us. SO WE PROVE EM WRONGG

SLAYYYY

ABSOLUTELY YES

?

EYS

YES

WE ARE SO TUFF NIECE

IKR

SO TUFF

YESSS

Who u

WERE THE BEST COMBO

YES

So much new ppl

I've only been here for like 3-4-5 months so i can't say anything

I’ve been here about a month I think

omgg

Well my acc is older ish but I’ve been active for like a month

true

i had other accs

but i have like. three others

I have 2 more accounts the this one

deleted the other one that was just flat out plain and boring

same

This one accidentally became my main lol

i have bree-777 and breesaltacc or smt like that

and so true

yh my other one is bree227

sooo

New compared to me tho

I have a lot of accs on diff devices

Yall know the rules right

Same

Not really honestly

yeah

ik not to do dumb stuff tho

Don’t say the n word

Ok reasonable

Or post NSFW shi

that's reasonable

Ok again reasonable

Or I will ban you

fair

Me or Cosmo will

Ooo so your like an admin?

wasn't planning on doing that stuff either

but yeah their mods

Ye

Oh ok

and they r reasonable as hell

Well all those rules are extremely reasonable anyway

cus at least they don't abuse their power

true true

They’re not like school rules 🙄

ONGGG

school sucks ahh'

Ikr

frfrr

Like they don’t care if students are literally fighting but if your chewing gum

but like, nsfw stuff is for wattpad or sum shii

SUSPENDED

YEAH

NO.

ILL DO U BETE\TER

EXPELLLED

YEASSS

WRITE UP

SUSPENDED

EXPELLED!

OR LIKE IF YOUR SHOULDER IS SHOWING

MHM

WHATS SO DISTRACTIVE ABT A SHOULDER THO BROO

IDK

AND NOT THE BOYS ACTING LIKE A ZOO WHEN FEMININE HYGIENE SHOWS UP TOO.

LIKE OMGGG ITS A NORMAL PART OF YOUR BODY

IKKKKK

FRR

AND IF THE LEGGINGS DONT HAVE A TOP LONG ENOUGJ

DREEEEESSSSSSSS COOOOOODEEEEEE

EXPELLSIOUN

YEAAAA

AND THEN THEY BAN PHONES

LIKEWHATT

Like atp

when my future kids go to school

they won't be allowed to breathe </3

Or drink water-

or show fingers

or show thy knee

its gonna be back during the 1200w

1200s

Real

its gonna be like if a ladies dress is too short

men gonna be acting like zoo creatures

and then she gets burned </3

but my kid isgonna do online school

For being a witch-3

cus the algorithim is messed up

true true

Real

I wanna eat but i fr don't wanna face my dad

cus my eyes are still red lol

U ok?

yh

just had a little breakdown :3

My dads working till 11 so I won’t have to see him

but im gucci

luckyy

Ok

Ikkk

my dad used to work that late

My dad kinda treats me like shi

until MY MOM CONVINCED HIM TO WORK SHORTER

frr

He never listens to what i have to say unless it involves him

WHY WOULD SHE DOO THAT

idkk

that’s how my dad is too

frr

she did it for more 'family time'

he isnt even my family except by blood and last name

like

i mean,

he's okay SOME times

but yk

it's like gambling with a coin

one side its good luck and joy

then the next its like its bad and you lose what was good and you end up hurting mentally and crying

yk what im sayin'?

I have headphones on rn that enhance my hearing so i can hear them better

like 10x better

it's like i can hear everything throughout the house

so yea

if i randomly go offline

just know its bcuz he is near

depends on our strike system

man you lwk keep banning people without giving them strikes

...

pistachio is def an idjit

i think the strikes were ditched ages ago

You can tell since he says ur instead of you're

eh i stick with it

i don’t

but i also don’t usually ban people

if its someone who isn't being malevolent, i give em a strike or a warnin

i don't shoot first, ask questions later

i js delete their stuff and give them like 1 or 2 warnings

People who say ur only say it because they dont know the different between your and you're

fair

I think strikes are cool

my favorite was when this guy was harassing ppl n i said to shut up n he said make me so i banned him

it was funny

Do i have any strikes?

you have a million from the rb name dropping

but idrc abt those

Dpug terrence?

yes

Im lucky i made a typo

not true. ik the difference between them and i occasionally use ur, though i usually use the proper spellings. It's a mistake of assuming it on ur behalf

whitest ass name ever

Its not my fault he has such a hilarious and dumb name

crime matches the punishment. dumb name for a guy whos dumb

its perfect

theyre not actual strikes

He probably camoflages in snow

its jus warnings

guys i have a 5 page essay due at 11:59

not even

...

js me deleting the comments

thats fun

mhm

i have a paragraph done

and a sentence

yo, uk, i got a bit of a bone to pick with cambridge A levels paper 9239

part 4

cooked

ill be fine

its js a rough draft

sureeeeeee

i can revise it after submitting it

yep

Ok

yk that one or nah

Ofc i know

fucking global perspectives gotta get a UN 8 lenses perspective up my fucking ass

i don't wanna write a 5 thousand word essay and record how i research it

like literally idgaf

Ew

mhm

I got bored just reading that

and i have to turn in my "research proposal" in a week which i haven't even started

Essays drive me insane

i like yapping but i suck at discursive writing

lmao

I yap if i literally dont have anything to say

oh uh thats nice

i suck at argumentative writing

mal knows that pretty well

I suck at that too (is that just like creating an argument or sum?)

yeah

basically

I can only argue if it isnt something political

Cuz i dont look at the news

i look at a lot of news

I can kinda tell

and ive seen a lot of how shitty ur country has gotten cuz one of my main sources is from the UK

Cuz of our government

yep

Britain is a hellhole

and the immigration laws

15% of the UK is now sharia law

and ik you brits like your booze

and your women not covered in burkas

I dont even know what that is tbh

islamic law

which also teaches that infidels must either convert, get taxed, or die

its not safe for me as a jew to go to the uk

Thats like, wow

mhm

I wanna leave this country

don't leave

But at the same time

Why

Yeah

I dont want to at the same time

fight for your country first

Sup

Would u enlist if a war came?

Trues

Sup

Hey dude

Hru

Im good

Hbu

Alr

Tired af tbh

I got aong weekend tho

Yay

Mine starts next week

On thursday

U been up to much?

W

Not really

I was in today, but I'm off Mon and tue

Been doing a lot of homework lately

Cool, has much happened on this site, since like err ny time ish

Oh alr

Real

Not really anything stood out this past year imo

Rap has been on n off lately

But who cares

Ohh dam

Lmao real

Theyve been shitting hours worth a day

Nah, I'm rarely on cuz my WiFi doesn't let me connect to the Web until after 10pm and I keep forgetting to switch to my data

Omg lol

Exams soon?

Yeah

Same

After the weekend i have another week of mocks

Wyd A levels?

Dam gl my next ones r march

Ive been doing alr

Im glad mine arent on march

Thats when my bday takes place

Lmao real

I've got a friend who had a pe mock on his bday

Pe mocks exist?

For Scotland yeah

Our education system is was different to urs

We have like written pe and shit

Thank god I didn't take pe

Sounds boring

Apparently it's rlly shit

I wanna do actual pe shit

But it's an easy A so ppl take it

Real

Understandable

How old r u then? 17

?

15

Ohhh

Mb

Im doing mocks, remrmber

Its alr

Right I think

When's ur finals?

Ours is like Junish

My finals are like

At the end of the year or sum

Right

Ye

Also

Who is this Vinxity person?

Is it judt another charlie alt?

Nah

Her friend

They like know each other or sum

Ohhh

Mb

Its alr

Dude I'm so bored rn

Wuu2

Nothing much

Fair

I dont have any plans for the weekend

Same

It's crazy to think we've known eachother for a few years and never actually spoke

Like this

1 tor 1

Crazy

So do u have hobbies or anything?

Not really

I draw in my freetime

Ohhh

Cool

What type of stuff

Anything that comed to mind

Cool

Do you have any tips?

For drawing?

Yep

I just look at an image of what im drawing on google and try to replicate that as closely as i can

Ahh okai

They do turn out pretty good

Cool

Can I see some?

Dont have any rn

Lol faie

Fair

I forget where i put them

Such default ass response

But cool

DADDDYYYYY

https://discord.gg/RKqTqA7U

Dawg

Last time I banned someone

Over 4 months ago

uh

november 14th

thats like less than 4 months

ok but srry

Its

Nov 14

Feb 14 is in

8 days

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

DONT REMIND ME

just cuz im single doesn't mean you have to provoke that evil date

ha

oh stfu

i only jokingly thought of maybe getting you a bf from my program. i was never rlly serious about that

but uh

wait omg i forgot abt that

that’s funny asf

lmaooo

if you ever saw a kid, zach, that was one of the kids i was thinkin about

idk anything bout him

mhm

uh hes the kid that taught jomoki how to smoke coffee

and has a lot of facial hair

lmaooo

oh yeah the facial hair

no thanks

and was his roommate for a quick minute

ik you like jomoki with his big ass that makes it uncomfortable to lie down on his back

i do

and uh

its great that you do?

HOLY SHIT

desmos got its art contest stuff out

im lwk so happy

its an early hanakookah this year for me

oh

uh

yes it is

https://www.desmos.com/art#13

cool

yerrrr

i found out why ive been so grumpy lately

and its very ironic now

oh?

staying up too late...

guess i get grumpy when im rlly tired

https://www.desmos.com/calculator/rkpnpcc7nk

this lady liberty can chain me the fuck up

..

BAHAHA

i finally happe

again

great

yeh

are you happy?

yes i am

thats good

yessiree