Angry Text to the Devil

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Hello

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Hi.

Do u have issacs number?

if so telll him if im upset to not point it out..

I don't remember

kk\

nvm then

I think I had him on my old phone number, but not my new one

Its alr v has him

im trying to not cry

Let it out

No

Yes.

I dont allow myself to cry

It's better than keeping them in

idk

Why don't you

Its pointless

Im running out of tears to cry anyhow.

Nonsense

I gtg

You can't do that

ttyl.

:(

i might lose power

Ttly

big storm coming

I love you babe

and we need alot of wood

Xoxo

so ill be back soon enough

stay

*moves your hand away*

Wont help

Sorry i thought id take longer

but my dad used the weelbarrow

If the storms to bad we wont have school tmre

Please talk

B

yayy

If you stop talking the thoughts'll get to me and ill do smthin stupid

I dunno what to talk aby

Abt

idk.

I just know theres one thing im so tempted to do..

And that one thing is

Damnit

If i took tm melationion i wouldnt pass out forever

Od

V-rhas dad wont bring me home so i cant go anyhow..

...

Are you fr?

OMG U CAN OD ON TYLENOL

I could tell cause it gave me 988🥰

:(

Babe

Why

Just in case?

I misread

Misread what?

Nothing

It doesn't matter

Hey

That was a bad question..

Put that back

Let me see

no..

Ill be the judge of that

you wont like it

It wasn't a question

I asked

Put. It. Back.

How many Tylenol pills would u need to take to od..

You cant

u can

Babe

It leads to kidney and liver damige

That shit will kill you

Ik =D

but dw

im not doing it

its just in case

How would you feel if I killed myself

In purpose

On

I wouldnt feel..

I would non-stop cry for a day then fully run out of tears and never feel again

Tehn sense i dont feel and would want to again and I only did with you

about a month later id do the same

Then stop saying your gonna do shit that'll kill you

Cause I feel the same way

I haven't been able to feel for a long time

And you had me feel again

I know

Yeah

I also need a break this week anyhow

So we onna go next prolly

You know cereal was invented so kids stopped touching themselves

^^

Kool

With her mom its a 50/50

im sorry

Oh well

Sorry for what

that if my mind dosent get taken off the page what'll happen..

but ik myself it'll get taken off

Talk dirty?

That wont help

That's a good way to take your mind off something

It is but something this big just goes back right after

Ah

like

Ive never told anyoen this

but uhm

Yk how i am like very very against drugs?

Mhm

Well

my sister did drugs

And when she left i thought it was my fault

So once she left i started art cause she loved art

I started going on my chromebook alot cause she did

sleeping more cause she did

I did everything she did except that

but i still thought it was my fault

and i needed to know what i did

I'm very proud of you for staying away from drugs

I didnt.

but ive been very very very against drugs sense I was 5

I would never do that shit

Sorry if I sound rude but, why are you telling me this

Respectively

Like we were talking about not drugs and then this

Mhm

Mhmm

nd another reason.

i need to understadn why

u here..?

Ochie

huh?

Yes

ok..

im sorry

For wha

that im against

just to understand

and zack, zack for the most part.

js to understand?

You not to long ago: maybe you shouldn't be saying you have pictures of me naked

You the next day:

Yeah this bitch has pictures of my legs

yeah

ignore tht

Hehe

Whoa

Big thunder :0

I like big boom

i dont

but

d

Thunder buddies?

. . .

I love how u js ignored that

But why

You can't fucking vape >:(

only two pple can stop me im sorry

but i need to understand her..

Ru here?

ok im scared now..

Fletcher?

I'm back

ok.

ur not gonna tell my dad right?

I'll tell Zack and Quinn

..

They see. Like they would do something

Seem

If u tell my dad illnever talk to u again

Quinn wont,

Zack will try.

Nah

he is one of those poeple who stop me.

zack is

Just don't get addicted

Quinn wonnt not for that

im planning to cause she did.

You aren't willing to

Not like I will but

If you where to tell my fucking dad I would

but js please please please dont let the last person talk sense into me

ik ydk who they are but

just idk

Babe

i hope he wont care

but knowing him

hell us elogic

You just said you would break up with me over a vape

Do you hear yourself rn

no no no no no no

i would never talk to u if u told my dad

that diff

...

god i do hear myself.

im sorry

Thats just as bad as

No no

It's fine

I won't but I just want you to think five times over

Js dont get the one person whos logical enough to know what to do

please

Babe

hm?

Don't get addicted

If you do I will tell

...

Wth.

Tell who?

Your fucking dad

Duh

........

I cant trust you.

I just don't want yougetting addicted

Ouch.

I got addicted once and zack got me out of it

but i need to get addicted for at least a week then ill make sure it gets taken away I just need to understand

Can i atleast do that?

So i dont keep wondering

if it dosent help ill know it wasn't that

I trust you.

But

Promise me you'll give it back

Or get it taken away

after im addicted for a week?

Afk gotta get firewood but say whatever u need here

I trust you with everything

I trust youll give it back

BUT PROMISE ME

You will

Ok

I promise

Promise?

Okay

Thank uou

If i struggle remind me i promised if i stilll struggle

Get gus.

He can talk me out of anything and everything..

but thats only if i dont all in the end

dont drag him now he will understadn but not like you

Ok?

Okay

ok my dad got me pink lemonade from arbys and its actually really really good.

Pink lemonade is almost always good

Also im going to think about this for like 3 days before I even lay my hands on one

i gtg soon

:(

yeah ik..

:(

I tried making out with you after school when I kissed you

Heh

Ik

I was supurised

I tried doing a chaplain, but I dropped it, and I slammed it down, and my hands went into the blabe

Owww

...

R u ok?

Ni

No

It burns

oh shit

I want to help but i gtg

Just..

Idk

uhm

Ask turner he always helps when i stab myself?

it's a headphone

It's a hair comb trainer

oh ok good

well

And I slammed the bristles

it'll be fine

Yeah

js odnt move u hand to much for a few mind

but i gtg

Goodnight i love youu~

Bye

I love you babe

Xoxo

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