To all of the people who have called me ugly:
Your opinion on my looks doesn't change my personality. I may be ugly, I may be a disgrace to look at, but I don't care. You're not the judge of what is beautiful, so fuck off. I know I'm ugly, and having so many people tell me this has made my self esteem image 100 times worse. So I hope you can all sleep well knowing that you ruined my image of myself.
And you're right. I am ugly.
Anonymous
I do sleep very well y saying your ugly
Shithead
just rude!
Hailey ❁
They're right Cacey. Stop saying that I'm not.
Shithead
but your not
The Unknown King of Moderation
Hailey, it’s not good to just give up like this. I’ve grown up with countless people who’ve had this mindset, I even knew another Hailey with it (spelled different tho), and that made things even worse. If you really do see yourself as ugly, see what you can do to to see yourself as beautiful, the same way myself and so many others do. Again, not trying to be creepy. Just try not to let these people get in your head. They’re trolls who find it funny to try and ruin other people’s lives.
Hailey ❁
But whats the point in trying to fight back?
The Unknown King of Moderation
Honestly, there isn’t a point. People are freaking stubborn, and really stupid. Sometimes you just need to forget about them and ignore them. Trying to fight back and just giving in aren’t the only options, but they are the worst ones. This sounds stupid, but I heard a quote similar to this in some Star Wats thing. “The path to the dark side is an easy one,” and that is very true in life. Doing the wrong things is often easier than the right ones, but it is destructive to us. Doing the right things, albeit a more difficult task, makes us better, it comes with rewards. It may take a while, but it’s always the better thing to do.
Hailey ❁
My image of myself is already destroyed though,
The Unknown King of Moderation
I understand that, I’ve been through the same thing, and I gave up, just as you seem to be doing. And it destroyed me further, I became shrouded by my fears, all because I gave into them. The path of recovery is a difficult one, and it’s one I’m struggling to follow, but it’s there. It’s always there, even in the darkest of places.
Hailey ❁
Yeah.... I know you're right but theres just something in me that won't stop.
The Unknown King of Moderation
I get that too. It’s like when I watch a horror movie late at night. I know it’s not real, I know the truth, but something in my mind tries to tell me that it is. And that part of the mind is manipulative, it’s strong. It’s seemingly impossible to turn off. Honestly, the only way I know how to deal with it is to just keep going. It might hurt, I might be super anxious walking around the house that night, but I can’t let that stop from doing things. I can’t let it truly get to me and prevent me from living my life. And after defying it long enough, it goes away.
Hailey ❁
Thats a good way to put it.
The Unknown King of Moderation
I’ve got to go get ready for bed, but I’ll be back on soon if you need to talk about anything.
Hailey ❁
K
The Unknown King of Moderation
I’m back btw, just thought I’d let you know. Forgot to say that earlier lol
Hailey ❁
I'm home from school now, Finally, so CLOSE to camp!! :D
The Unknown King of Moderation
Nice!! That’ll be a fun break from stuff, especially all the drama that was going on today lol
Hailey ❁
Yea :)
KatsukiBakugouSimp
fr no one asked, I mean I'm not trying to be rude but like why would you put all that info about yourself on here your 12 Hailey and I bet your really pretty but like your a child
The Unknown King of Moderation
Pedo weeb
Hailey ❁
......
Anonymous
Hailey, you have to rebuild your self-esteem or you won't succeed in life. Fuck everybody who says you're ugly. FUCK THEM ALL.
The Unknown King of Moderation
YES BUT NOT LITERALLY!!! What Dagger said is the absolute truth, things get hard when you keep yourself in a dark place. When people try to keep you in that dark place you just need to ignore them, forget about them. Don’t let them affect you.
edward
Hailey ur awesome dont listen to them
Marjoiredabest
Ya my friends and i love ur jokes ur so funny
murder muffin
at last you finally admitted you were ugly
Anonymous
ok didnt ask
《 rmk 》
christ yall.
《 rmk 》
dagger and jake, that was number 1. cyberbullying is illegal
The Unknown King of Moderation
Wdym number one? Also murder muffin, go drink bleach pls.
《 rmk 》
remember i said i was gonna count every front and illegal action here? well cyberbullying is technically illegal sooo murder muffin in trouble >:)
Anonymous
LMAO.
《 rmk 》
also jake why drink bleach when you can slurp don't molten lego?
The Unknown King of Moderation
Ah, that's what you meant. Nice, forgot about that lol. Thanks for keeping tab.
Side note, melting legos smell disgusting but also kind of lemony.
《 rmk 》
the fact that you know that @_@
Anonymous
LMFAO.
《 rmk 》
but hey im down if you wanna get high on legos together
The Unknown King of Moderation
Lmao, I was just melting a lego with a magnifying glass one day and it had such a potent smell, I'll never forget it.
Anonymous
Damn.
《 rmk 》
so you got high without me?!?! :(
The Unknown King of Moderation
Nah...maybe...not sure, it was a while ago
《 rmk 》
but you still did it without me :(
The Unknown King of Moderation
Sorry man, it was like 4 or 5 years ago, how was I supposed to know
《 rmk 》
im disappointed in you
《 rmk 》
lol
Anonymous
LMAO.
die
ur ugly there
The Unknown King of Moderation
die, why come here and just start causing problems?
Hailey ❁
No. He's right.
The Unknown King of Moderation
Sorry you still had to come back to that, Hailey. I wish I had the power to stop trolls like this but unfortunately I don’t.
murder muffin
hailey really brought the whole squad in to defend her xd
murder muffin
and i did drink that bleach, it was delicious. 10/10 stars
The Unknown King of Moderation
Nice, glad you enjoyed it! She didn’t bring anyone, we’re just a supportive community.
Anonymous
Hailey, your new profile pic looks awesome! Why do you call yourself ugly? I think that first face reveal threw us off because it's all about positioning. But really, you're not ugly.
Hailey ❁
All of my friends aren't ugly, fat, too skinny or anything.... I'm like the odd one out.
《 rmk 》
stop it hailey. you are hurting yourself with these comments.
The Unknown King of Moderation
Yeah, rmk is right. I know it may not mean much to you but you really are NOT ugly. And also, being too skinny isn't a thing. Maybe you could argue that starving African children are too skinny, but you are totally not like that. Being skinny & small is awesome! I'm super skinny and really short, and it comes in handy. I think I said it before, but it really helps in large crowds when I need to get places faster. I like to think of it as some sort of "tiny people powers," if you will.
Hailey ❁
If I'm hurting myself with these comments, and you think I should stop, that doesn't make any sense. Because It would hurt me more if I were lying to myself. You don't know how self conscious I am.
Anonymous
Hailey, your definition of truth and lie has been twisted. It's not a truth that you're not ugly, you just don't see it that way.
Hailey ❁
Last night I was at Maccas bc we needed to eat before the party we went to, and these girls were pointing at me, kinda frowning and whispering to eachother, I looked at them, and they instantly looked away. Not long after that, they look at me and laugh.
The Unknown King of Moderation
About how old would you say these girls were? And did they know you?
Anonymous
About how mature were they, Hailey? Negative 99999999999999999999999?
Hailey ❁
@Jake they looked like they were my age
Anonymous
There's a difference between being old and being mature. They were very very immature.
The Unknown King of Moderation
Yeah Dagger’s right, what they did was stupid and immature. Girls can be like that with other girls sometimes, ESPECIALLY when they feel bad about THEMSELVES. Like I said a few days ago when people were calling you ugly, people who think bad about themselves will try to bring other people down to, or below their level in order to make themselves feel better.
Anonymous
OMG, Jake understands what 0.99 percent of people understand.
Anonymous
Yes, what Jake said is right.
Hailey ❁
Jake is literally the most understanding person on here 😆
I opened YouTube shorts and this is what it first came up with:
www.youtube.com/shorts/UTymDoPOEnY
The Unknown King of Moderation
This actually sounds quite similar to what that previously mentioned other Hailey I knew had been going through when SHE was 12. Lots of bad self image stuff, ended up really hurting her. I remember her crying in class and talking to the teacher because she had no one else to talk with.
The Unknown King of Moderation
Dang that short hits pretty hard
Hailey ❁
Yea 💔😶
Anonymous
Holy shit, that is painful to watch.
Hailey ❁
Yeah
Anonymous
It's was my grandparents keep telling me. I believe them.
Anonymous
It's what*
Anonymous
Anyways, gtg. Bye!
Hailey ❁
Yea ;-;
Kk bye!
The Unknown King of Moderation
See ya, King
Hailey ❁
xD
The Unknown King of Moderation
Hailey, I always think about this: I’m the only one who truly knows what I’m going through. Because of this, I think that I’m the only one who can help myself, which isn’t entirely true. I’m the only one who can help other people help me. To an extent, yes, I can help myself, but that doesn’t work all by itself.
Is there anything at all that you can think of that can help you, or even that caused this in the first place? Both of those would be incredibly useful in tackling this. I have to be blunt here, but honestly, if you can’t get this under control now, it will further consume you and cause so much pain in your life.
Hailey ❁
I know, But I gtg now. I'll ttyl. Bai 😶
The Unknown King of Moderation
Cya o/
shizushizu
Don’t say bad things about yourself