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Hey Julie, heard you got that wet, wet, wet Something for my neck, neck, neck Hey Julie, heard you got that drip, got that drip Something for my wrist, for my wrist Hey Julie Ooh, hey Julie Yeah, hey Julie, heard you got that drip, drip, drip, drip Yeah, something for my wrist, wrist, wrist, wrist Paparazzi sound like flick, flick, flick, flick (Flick flick, flick flick) Nikon, I'm an Icon like Will Smith kid, yeah Mโ€ฆ Read more

Is life meaningful? No. Am I still gonna sit here, brushing my hair, doing my nails, and singing the girliest songs to exist? Yes. Because life is a shitshow that weโ€™re all a part of. So just sit back and join the goddamn ride

Life is such a fucking bore :// See me in the street? Run me over till im fucking bleeding.

i'm tired of everything honestly. nothing fazes me anymore. everything seems fucking dull. life seems more like a chore that i am done doing. I want to fucking die. but I also don't. I have shit to live for, yet the more shit happens. i get pissed off, I lash out on people. I'm scared. I'm scared of saying something wrong and ruining everything. I'm starting to break. I can't take this anymore. I know I have SO many โ€ฆ Read more

I'm thinking about killing myself. No beacause I want to die, not because my life is "horrible." but beacause it would just be easier. I've hurt everyone I've crossed at least once. My dad wouldn't have to yell anymore. My therapist and friends wouldn't worry. My war would be over. I wouldn't hurt anyone else. There would be peace with my leaving. Maybe it would hurt people, but maybe it's give them time to stop worrying, to heal. It's not like "I'm going to do it," and it's not me having a mental breakdown I feel calm I just feel Life would be easier without me. I fear I already know the answers I'm going to get to this. But i do truly believe, it would be easier without me.

Choke me like you hate me, but you love me Lowkey wanna date me when you fuck me (uwu) Touch me with the lights off and my chains on Baby, I'm not the right one you should wait on She a freak, lil' bad ho Gaspare told me kill it I said, "Let me grab my Death Note" Huh, she pulled me in like a lasso Sayin' that she know me, I don't even know her at though Ain't no daddy issues, then I won't even bother She say I kill โ€ฆ Read more

mal im sorry i migt be gone for 11 days it might be 35 idk it depends on how staff is feeling i will lock tf in idk how if i cant talk to you bbg but i promase i will do everything im my power to be able to talk to you asap im so sorry my love ill be back as soon as possable i fucking love you more than anything in this world you are my everything and this will be te hardest week or weeks of my life without you i would wright more but staff wants the laptop back im so so so SO sorry ilysm never forget that

(As per Cosmo's request)

Jack opened his drying eyes, awoken by a piercing ray of sunlight shining through crooked blinds. A gentle smell wafted in from the corner of what his temporarily blinded eyes knew to be a dilapidated kitchen. It was the one good thing about his life, that smell. He closed his eyes once more and awaited his call.

โ€œJacky, breakfast time!โ€ beckoned that oh-so-familiar girlish voice. โ€œOh, sillโ€ฆ Read more

Sorry for kinda fucking up the whole site even though i already said it, anyways good to see everyone and i donโ€™t really go on here anymore cuz i kinda like have shit to do, iโ€™m in basically rehab and im not dealing with shitty people anymore. iโ€™m in a band now, i donโ€™t smoke anymore and overall my life is pretty good. kayla, if youโ€™re reading this im sorry for being a bitch to you. and cosmo, if youโ€™re reading this i hope our political differences donโ€™t get in the way. anyways as jake always says, stay fresh cheese bags :)

Gotta loe the feeling of depression feling empty and incomplete but iidk what might help complete me ik its not death but idk what in life i want no more haven't felt lke this for a long time don't guess who i am not gonn confirm nor deny all of yall know me but thas al im saying about meself i j wish i coud love others lke the way my frends love me" oh wait i barly have any friends cuz im a complete fuckup i rlly wish i was someone different ig thats it

This year has been a short but horrible year. Maybe not for all. If it was, im sorry. If it was a good year, good im glad. Some found happiness, while some only found hurt. Some found both. It seems like last year was only yesterday when next year is tomorrow. With all saying, I'm proud of every single one of you, people who aren't here, and people who are. Im proud youve made it this far. If you're going through a rโ€ฆ Read more

2026. The year that will be my best. I will be honest with how I feel to myself and to those who matter in my life. I will not starve myself. I will not cut myself. I will not overdose. I will not put myself into that fucked up reality state. I will not smoke weed. I will not drink alcohol. I will not let a man use me. I will try in this relationship. it might sound really fucking stupid, but this year will change my life. I will get better. I will try. I will succeed in school. I will write my books. This year WILL be diffrent.

Ive decied that im done. Im done letting men walk all over me, and use me. im done letting poeple just treat me like this. ive deiced that, im going to take my time with this, and not try to find someone, but be happy with myself. then maybe ill find a person who can treat me right and im done not being picky. i want to find seomoen who be there when my parents die, who will be there when i have my children, someone who can stay with me and walk me through life. im not going to settle for anything less. im done.

,ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒใ‚ใชใŸใซใจใฃใฆ้‡่ทใซใชใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ—ใŸใ‚‰ใ€ๅฟƒใ‹ใ‚‰ใŠ่ฉซใณ็”ณใ—ไธŠใ’ใพใ™ใ€‚็งใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ใจใฉใพใ‚‰ใ›ใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ—ใชใ„ใงใใ ใ•ใ„ใ€‚ๅนธใ›ใ‚’ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‹ๆ—ฅใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใŒใ€ใใ‚Œไปฅๅค–ใฎๆ—ฅใฏๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใ„ใŸใ„ใจ้ก˜ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚็งใฏใ‚‚ใ†ใ“ใฎไบบ็”Ÿใซๆทฑใๆฒˆใฟ่พผใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ๆ™‚ใ€…ใ€ๆญปใŒใ‚‚ใฃใจๆ—ฉใ่จชใ‚Œใฆใปใ—ใ„ใจ้ก˜ใ†ไธ€ๆ–นใงใ€ๅ‹้”ใจไธ€็ท’ใซใ„ใŸใ„ใจใ‚‚ๆ€ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใŸใ‚‰ใ€่ชฐใ‚‚็งใ‚’ๆŽขใ—ใฆใใ‚Œใชใ„ใจๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใซใ€็”Ÿใใฆใ„ใ‚‹ๆ„ๅ‘ณใชใ‚“ใฆใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ‹?็”Ÿใ็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹็†็”ฑใ‚’ๆŽขใ—ใฆใ„ใพใ™ใŒใ€ๆŽขใ—ใฆใ‚‚่ฆ‹ใคใ‹ใ‚‹ใฎใฏ้™ใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸใ‚‚ใฎใฐใ‹ใ‚Šใงใ™ใ€‚ใ‚ปใƒฉใƒ”ใƒผใ‚‚ๅŠนๆžœใŒใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใ€‚ๅ‹้”ใฏๅคšๅฐ‘ๅŠฉใ‘ใซใชใฃใฆใใ‚Œใพใ™ใŒใ€ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚่€ƒใˆใฆใ—ใพใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใŸใ‚‰ใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†?่ชฐใ‹็งใ‚’ๆ‹ใ—ใๆ€ใฃใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ๆฐ—ใซใ‹ใ‘ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ๆฐ—ใฅใ„ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?็งใŒใ‚‚ใ†ไบŒๅบฆใจ้€ฃ็ตกใ‚’ๅ–ใ‚‰ใชใใชใฃใŸใจๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใฆใ—ใพใ†ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?

.ใฉใ†ใ›่ฒ ใ‘ใ‚‹ใจๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใซใ€ใชใœ็งใŸใกใฏๆˆฆใ„็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†?ไบบ็”Ÿใฏ่พ›ใ„ใ€‚่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎไบบ็”Ÿใซไพกๅ€คใŒใชใ„ใฎใซใ€ๆˆฆใ„็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใซใ†ใ‚“ใ–ใ‚Šใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ไป–ไบบใฎใ“ใจใ‚’่‡ชๅˆ†ใ‚ˆใ‚Šๅ„ชๅ…ˆใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใฏใ€ใใ†ใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใง่ชฐใ‹ใฎๅฝนใซ็ซ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ ใ€‚ๆฏŽ้ฃŸๅพŒใ€ๅใ“ใ†ใจใ™ใ‚‹ใ‘ใ‚Œใฉใ€ไฝ•ใ‚‚่ตทใ“ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ€‚็ก็œ ่–ฌใ‚’้ฃฒใ‚€ใจใใ€ๆฏŽๆ™ฉใƒœใƒˆใƒซใ‚’ๅ…จ้ƒจ้ฃฒใฟๅนฒใ•ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ“ใจใ‚’ๅพŒๆ‚”ใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

His voice is so angelic. His mind is so perfect. He's so kind. He makes me feel at home. He makes me want to get up in the morning. To get better. He makes me feel safe. He's willing to do anything for me. He compliments me. He always makes me feel better. He doesn't hide me, he's proud of me. He does his best to talk to me. He makes me feel whole. I feel special with him. I felt like I've never felt before. I'm so โ€ฆ Read more

some songs just give me anxiety, some things just do, some people. Some popele are bad for me, im bad for some. I do fucked up things, i cant take back. My dad is right. no matter what poeple think, its true. im manulative, im controlling, im obessive, attention seeking. some people see it, others dont. everythgin i do has a reason, weather its a defecne, or not. ill stilll be bad for some pople. im thanfull thesโ€ฆ Read more

MEMORIAL POST To the New Era,

The "Australians' Era," which ran from late 2021 into early 2023. The site operated differently back then. All the original members from that period have left now. We were a specific kind of immature, young crowd that was pretty active. We had a lot of community, both good and bad. It was a time of low-quality jokes, drama and high energy.

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