Struggling with Emptiness and Identity

sry for the trauma dumping

Yknow, you are perfect for who you aRe.

am i though?

You are.

im not a good kid

And sometimes you cant always love others like your freinds love you

neither am i, but you gotta start trying.

but you gotta learn yo love yourself before trying for others.

life is tough i get it.

depression is hard.

It dosent go away

but that dosent mean you cant try and get better.

it went away for like 7 months and it came back recently

Oh im sorry.

It dose that.

yep

Do you have any coping skills that might help?

mm no

Well, what have you tried.

Huh?

dumbass computers slow af

Oh.

it ain't restorin

Its fine.

If i may ask, who may you even be?

nto saying

okay

as i siad im not revealing who i am

thats fine

i just wanna know if your one of my freinds.

instead im always fucking lying

ig yeah i am

I get that, trust me. I lie alot, it used to be really bad i guess.

but not irl

Okay, well then, if you need me ever. i wont judge or tell anyone anything, im here.

mhm

thx

Yu dont ever have to come to me, but i will listen.

you dont even have to tell me who you are, i wont guess.

just know im here.

appreciate that

Mhm.

But, if you wanna get better with lying, or being a btter person, you just have to try your best to drift away from tha.

When you say lying, do you mean pathalogical liar, or lying about important things/to protect your or someone else?

that's what i've been trying for so long, and like me, its a failure

Hey, you arent a failure.

The most you can do is try.

mm idk

No you arent

i know no faliures.

parnets are always angery at me

well now you do

no i dont.

I promise you that you are not one

i stronglt disagree

You may disagree.

But everyone thinks the wort of themselves

worse than anyone else will of them

im not saying i know what things are like for you in your life.

But if you think your a faliure, make something out of yourself.

Find out what you wanna do when yu grow up, get to that

well they very much suck

alot of peoples do.

mhm

true

you jsut gotta find a dream and stick to it

work for it

guess i got so much going for me that i gotta fucking shut up and go ahead with life

what?

nthn

my parents jsut inves so much in me and i throw it all away

sometimes i do the same.

dosent mean you cant stop

i got so much more than waht you have

huh?

and still i lie and cheat

fuckin oup my relationship with my parents

well thats kinda rude.

you have time to fix that.

...

yu can have everything in the world and not be happy.

Just because you have this and that, dosnet mean your sturggles arent real

You arent a failure yk

thank you

you don't know me

none of you really fucking do

i dont think anyones a faliure.

i dont know everyonel.

True, but i do know one thing, nobody is a failure, mistakes dont make you a bad human, they make you human

the mistakes ive made have brought me pretty close to being a bad person

i have to go..

If you feel that way then give yourself a chance to be better, to be happier.

Cya

cya

ugh this was a fucking mistake saying this shit

im just gonna go

reaching out is never a mistake

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