imagine if you just suddenly lost your touch with reality and everything but 1 person is there for and with you. But what would you do if it was someone you still or used to care about. Someone who probably broke your heart. What would you do?

Jake im sorry, I know I made a promise... But I can't take this anymore, soon ill be off for the night for a move, and idk when and if I'll be back tonight, but idek. When I wake up tmrw morning if seem off, if I don't seem happy, if I don't seem sad, if I don't seem anything its cause I won't for a while. It all feels like my fault, so im done. Im don't with emotion. Like the one person I've always cared for says I was acting and just fucking hurts me on and on and they know they do, so im done. I will be praying that I don't even wake up, I won't do anything to stop myself from waking up though.

Thanks for great night guys, let’s do that again sometime lol