An Apology and Farewell

Y'all, I just needed to say. It's obvious that I'm Chxl. It's obvious that I've changed... But I'm so used to everything being like, Someone apologizes and says they changed no one forgives them or even gives them another chance and doesn't believe they changed.. I only made more accounts because I didn't want you guys to deal with me even though you had to. I know I'm not the victim but Idk why I do but I run from my problems.. Mostly because I have too much, I did you all wrong, and Idk if I will be coming back.. Ethan Im sorry I got mad I don't still like you just my friends are always distant when they date someone and I was so scared to lose my bsf I got mad and lost you Dagger I'm sorry I know I'm annoying I know I wronged you all but idk I'm kinda lost in life. Jassy I love you and you my bestie sorry I'm going to go... Blach, Your a stupid fucking brit <33 Don't change... This isn't me saying "im leaving and making another account" This is me saying I'm going to sign out and watch y'all, If I'm ever needed or feel the need to help someone then I will.. Im sorry I wronged you all... I should've seen it was wrong I'm sorry... Who knows if I'll ever come back fr And Jit dont just say shit to be rude... And Ry I'm so sorry I don't know what came across me no I didn't want that Like I said I was scared to lose him like as my bsf and I should've explained and not lied and not acted that way. I am obviously struggling with a lot and Im sorry it led me to act like this, hopefully, if I ever come back it'll all be ok.. Goodbye everyone Thank you for curing my boredom... Sorry, I couldn't have just admitted everything before... Goodbye everyone..