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2026. The year that will be my best. I will be honest with how I feel to myself and to those who matter in my life. I will not starve myself. I will not cut myself. I will not overdose. I will not put myself into that fucked up reality state. I will not smoke weed. I will not drink alcohol. I will not let a man use me. I will try in this relationship. it might sound really fucking stupid, but this year will change my life. I will get better. I will try. I will succeed in school. I will write my books. This year WILL be diffrent.

Who's ready to see how shitty 2026 is! Not me :D cuz 2025 was a pain in the ass, A close friend dear to me had abandoned me because of their lover, legal guardians finding out about my crave to fulfill by holding the blade

This year has been a short but horrible year. Maybe not for all. If it was, im sorry. If it was a good year, good im glad. Some found happiness, while some only found hurt. Some found both. It seems like last year was only yesterday when next year is tomorrow. With all saying, I'm proud of every single one of you, people who aren't here, and people who are. Im proud youve made it this far. If you're going through a rโ€ฆ Read more

Maybe im not doing as good as i thought? Maybe i am enough i wonder if I am , wide at night can't sleep been few days? Im in need of something I dont know what it is ? Maybe its money or maybe food or communication with close ones? Maybe i am enough to them ? Maybe im not? Wether I cry for no reason or cry for a reason it feels the same? Wether I want to get held just close ? Why am I ranting?I dont even know? Are yโ€ฆ Read more

,ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒใ‚ใชใŸใซใจใฃใฆ้‡่ทใซใชใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ—ใŸใ‚‰ใ€ๅฟƒใ‹ใ‚‰ใŠ่ฉซใณ็”ณใ—ไธŠใ’ใพใ™ใ€‚็งใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ใจใฉใพใ‚‰ใ›ใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ—ใชใ„ใงใใ ใ•ใ„ใ€‚ๅนธใ›ใ‚’ๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‹ๆ—ฅใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ™ใŒใ€ใใ‚Œไปฅๅค–ใฎๆ—ฅใฏๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใ„ใŸใ„ใจ้ก˜ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚็งใฏใ‚‚ใ†ใ“ใฎไบบ็”Ÿใซๆทฑใๆฒˆใฟ่พผใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ๆ™‚ใ€…ใ€ๆญปใŒใ‚‚ใฃใจๆ—ฉใ่จชใ‚Œใฆใปใ—ใ„ใจ้ก˜ใ†ไธ€ๆ–นใงใ€ๅ‹้”ใจไธ€็ท’ใซใ„ใŸใ„ใจใ‚‚ๆ€ใฃใฆใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใŸใ‚‰ใ€่ชฐใ‚‚็งใ‚’ๆŽขใ—ใฆใใ‚Œใชใ„ใจๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใซใ€็”Ÿใใฆใ„ใ‚‹ๆ„ๅ‘ณใชใ‚“ใฆใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†ใ‹?็”Ÿใ็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹็†็”ฑใ‚’ๆŽขใ—ใฆใ„ใพใ™ใŒใ€ๆŽขใ—ใฆใ‚‚่ฆ‹ใคใ‹ใ‚‹ใฎใฏ้™ใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸใ‚‚ใฎใฐใ‹ใ‚Šใงใ™ใ€‚ใ‚ปใƒฉใƒ”ใƒผใ‚‚ๅŠนๆžœใŒใ‚ใ‚Šใพใ›ใ‚“ใ€‚ๅ‹้”ใฏๅคšๅฐ‘ๅŠฉใ‘ใซใชใฃใฆใใ‚Œใพใ™ใŒใ€ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚่€ƒใˆใฆใ—ใพใ„ใพใ™ใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—็งใŒๆญปใ‚“ใงใ—ใพใฃใŸใ‚‰ใฉใ†ใชใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†?่ชฐใ‹็งใ‚’ๆ‹ใ—ใๆ€ใฃใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ๆฐ—ใซใ‹ใ‘ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?ๆฐ—ใฅใ„ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?็งใŒใ‚‚ใ†ไบŒๅบฆใจ้€ฃ็ตกใ‚’ๅ–ใ‚‰ใชใใชใฃใŸใจๆ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใฆใ—ใพใ†ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹?

.ใฉใ†ใ›่ฒ ใ‘ใ‚‹ใจๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใซใ€ใชใœ็งใŸใกใฏๆˆฆใ„็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†?ไบบ็”Ÿใฏ่พ›ใ„ใ€‚่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎไบบ็”Ÿใซไพกๅ€คใŒใชใ„ใฎใซใ€ๆˆฆใ„็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใซใ†ใ‚“ใ–ใ‚Šใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚ไป–ไบบใฎใ“ใจใ‚’่‡ชๅˆ†ใ‚ˆใ‚Šๅ„ชๅ…ˆใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใฏใ€ใใ†ใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใง่ชฐใ‹ใฎๅฝนใซ็ซ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ ใ€‚ๆฏŽ้ฃŸๅพŒใ€ๅใ“ใ†ใจใ™ใ‚‹ใ‘ใ‚Œใฉใ€ไฝ•ใ‚‚่ตทใ“ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ€‚็ก็œ ่–ฌใ‚’้ฃฒใ‚€ใจใใ€ๆฏŽๆ™ฉใƒœใƒˆใƒซใ‚’ๅ…จ้ƒจ้ฃฒใฟๅนฒใ•ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ“ใจใ‚’ๅพŒๆ‚”ใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

Hi fellaz! :3 so like. I told somebody that I used to cut (no more scars. Yippee) and they LOOKED AT ME LIKE I COMMITTED A FELONY. Like hellooo? I'm sorry for being depressed asf

some songs just give me anxiety, some things just do, some people. Some popele are bad for me, im bad for some. I do fucked up things, i cant take back. My dad is right. no matter what poeple think, its true. im manulative, im controlling, im obessive, attention seeking. some people see it, others dont. everythgin i do has a reason, weather its a defecne, or not. ill stilll be bad for some pople. im thanfull thesโ€ฆ Read more

Well guys, I guess that's it.

In retrospect, my claim was always right: No lasting good can ever come from WorstJokesEver.com None. And I don't know what I hoped to achieve by coming back here trying to prove my own self wrong. Things were fun, but they were in poor taste, or in vain. They led to worsening symptoms and lasting trauma for those involved. It's a part of our fragile lives unable to be reclaimed. I prayโ€ฆ Read more

When will the world stop spinning? When will it all be real? There's a difference between nightmares and dreams, but nothing is how it seems.. โ€˜In a different world, one that's smaller, one without color. Invisible, I am. No matter where I go, I lie at home, all alone. I sleep to dream. When will it end? I cry out. No response. The voices fall silent. So, so will I. I know I'll get high and try to die. The voices fall silent. So, so will I.

Extremely depressing poem I wrote last year when I tried to kill myself

They were an inch wide and a centimeter deep But I donโ€™t remember the length As I passed out in fear I remember staying pure Not being afraid of what I could do But I broke that years ago Last year, they used to be a millimeter wide and a nanometer deep An inch long I cried yet it wasnโ€™t enough for me I remember being hot The wool sweater wโ€ฆ Read more

https://youtube.com/shorts/OplrL_DT7bM?si=s2dB3JE0dnLWqyRg

no matter how much pain you or anyone else is in, there's always a way to recover.

I want some loser no-lifer girlfriend. Here are my preferences: โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €

smelly, always says she's pheromone maxxing, not fart-or-poop-smelly tho, just all-the-other-parts-smelly if you get me

crusty skin, oily hair, green armpit gas and flies around her, bad breath, people around her would normally gag (but she doesn't go out so the only physical real human she knows is me)

hating showโ€ฆ Read more

Hello all, as yall been realizing i donโ€™t really go on here anymore. First off im FINALLY on antipsychotics and antidepressants and im finally stable enough to go off the internet. also im 15 now and like i dont really have time to go on here like when i was 12 years old. imma be on but i really hope yall are doing well. -opal

its about time i made something clear. I am definetely real El and i just needa say smt. it was a year and a half ago since I was on here. I was 11 im now 13. The state this site left me in was ridiculous. I had to get therapy and a big thing this site did was make me insecure. Luckily im better now and ive learnt a lesson and know tons more about being safe online. i regretted everything I ever said about anyone on here and i sincerely apologise. so from now on i will still be using the site just less and more responisbly. love yall <3