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I feel like ive been fucked over by so many men i cant even find myself to trust or like them

Hello everyone, this isnt a guilt trip message before anyone says it is, this is just me telling you all, I'ma take a break for a bit, figure things out, and I'd like to formally apologize to anyone I may have hurt or made feel uncomfortable by the comments I made, mainly softstalker, this is not AI generated before anyone accuses me of AI generating this, and I will also apologize to the person I made those comments of, for the last time, I'm sorry everyone, mainly softstalker, I'll be back in maybe a month, c'yall then if you guys still get on here by then

I'm thinking about killing myself. No beacause I want to die, not because my life is "horrible." but beacause it would just be easier. I've hurt everyone I've crossed at least once. My dad wouldn't have to yell anymore. My therapist and friends wouldn't worry. My war would be over. I wouldn't hurt anyone else. There would be peace with my leaving. Maybe it would hurt people, but maybe it's give them time to stop worrying, to heal. It's not like "I'm going to do it," and it's not me having a mental breakdown I feel calm I just feel Life would be easier without me. I fear I already know the answers I'm going to get to this. But i do truly believe, it would be easier without me.

I regret chugging energy drinks, it has cought up with me by making me stay up ALL night and being productive in the morning but I feel like if i close my eyes ima fall asleep

The poem I wrote for ELA

Why Me? --------------- You always said that cheating was on your bucket list But i guess that part was missed I still got with you I never knew what you were gonna do

What you did was worst than cheating You slid your hand down Telling me that it was by habit I left with tears in my eyes And on my face was a frown

I bet you never thought about it But everynight i still feel your hands on me It happened two years ago But i still live with the thought of it

I spend hours trying to wash off the feeling But i guess its never leaving I know that i should be mad at you But somehow i still find ways to forgive you

Choke me like you hate me, but you love me Lowkey wanna date me when you fuck me (uwu) Touch me with the lights off and my chains on Baby, I'm not the right one you should wait on She a freak, lil' bad ho Gaspare told me kill it I said, "Let me grab my Death Note" Huh, she pulled me in like a lasso Sayin' that she know me, I don't even know her at though Ain't no daddy issues, then I won't even bother She say I kill … Read more

mal im sorry i migt be gone for 11 days it might be 35 idk it depends on how staff is feeling i will lock tf in idk how if i cant talk to you bbg but i promase i will do everything im my power to be able to talk to you asap im so sorry my love ill be back as soon as possable i fucking love you more than anything in this world you are my everything and this will be te hardest week or weeks of my life without you i would wright more but staff wants the laptop back im so so so SO sorry ilysm never forget that

Gotta loe the feeling of depression feling empty and incomplete but iidk what might help complete me ik its not death but idk what in life i want no more haven't felt lke this for a long time don't guess who i am not gonn confirm nor deny all of yall know me but thas al im saying about meself i j wish i coud love others lke the way my frends love me" oh wait i barly have any friends cuz im a complete fuckup i rlly wish i was someone different ig thats it

2026. The year that will be my best. I will be honest with how I feel to myself and to those who matter in my life. I will not starve myself. I will not cut myself. I will not overdose. I will not put myself into that fucked up reality state. I will not smoke weed. I will not drink alcohol. I will not let a man use me. I will try in this relationship. it might sound really fucking stupid, but this year will change my life. I will get better. I will try. I will succeed in school. I will write my books. This year WILL be diffrent.

Holy shit guys like fuck the ny, look back to 6 months ago, when this site was dead affff, HOW far we've came since since opal really fucked up (it's we love u now) and now there had been so many posts within the past few days, I genuinely remember a time when there hadn't been a new most in weeks (that's cap it was more like 6 or 7 days)

but I feel like I should do a shout out thing like Kitty did, but not of ppl i like, just ppl who have done so much for this site in the past year , I don't really know if i can be asse rn tho, and I'll defo forget ppl, so give me some names in the comments and I'll post later,

Maybe im not doing as good as i thought? Maybe i am enough i wonder if I am , wide at night can't sleep been few days? Im in need of something I dont know what it is ? Maybe its money or maybe food or communication with close ones? Maybe i am enough to them ? Maybe im not? Wether I cry for no reason or cry for a reason it feels the same? Wether I want to get held just close ? Why am I ranting?I dont even know? Are y… Read more

Guys my puppy feels a lot better, but she isn’t eating cause of the meds but she’ll feel better in a few days

I'm feeling better. Tysm guys for being there to support me. Especially u Charlie and cosmo. Tysm. And you too another new blach. I appreciate ur supports. And sorry if I made y'all worried. Im gonna attempt to be better Love you all!

Hi guys :3

Uhm. Hope ur all doing okay, feeling good, and I hope u all had s wonderful week!

His voice is so angelic. His mind is so perfect. He's so kind. He makes me feel at home. He makes me want to get up in the morning. To get better. He makes me feel safe. He's willing to do anything for me. He compliments me. He always makes me feel better. He doesn't hide me, he's proud of me. He does his best to talk to me. He makes me feel whole. I feel special with him. I felt like I've never felt before. I'm so … Read more