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sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.

"Suicide is the retreat of existence. It is getting rid of yourself because of scum that degrades others for enjoyment or because of physical pain that you want to be able to feel sweet relief for. But the truth is with other people like you and resources for comfortable survival there is never a good reason for this retreat. There is always something worse unless you live in solitude being constantly tortured and it is always possible to rise to greatness no matter how poor or ruined. It only leads to loss."

- Lovely Perv. 6-7 months ago.

Jake help, my forehead is like really warm but i feel cold? And then its hot then cold..? And i feel like ima pass out ova half the time 0-0

Icanfeelmyheartinpainicanfeelittearingapartrightnowicanfeelthetearscomeingicanfeelmyemotnionsfadeingicanfeelimnotokandidontthinkiwillbeforawhileifeelikeaburdenifeellikeidontbelonganywhereanymoresowhygoanywhereimnotfuckingokandimhideingthatiwanttobeoksomeonefuckingmakeitokbeforeigrabalighteranddosomestupidshit..

im so sorry to everyone, im sorry to the ones I was mean to for no reason. I'm sorry for being a burden and hurting others when I shouldn't have. and I think its best if its my time to give up. i wish everyone good luck and I love you all. even the ones that don't like me. I'm sorry for everything.

goodbye.

i’m probably not going to be on here for a while cause my parents are taking away my phone. they’re pretty mad. probably gonna get a couple more bruises. pretty hard to type with sprained fingers anyway.

Fletcher please get on I need you rn to make life feel better... Talk if you want but just people around doesn't seem to fun rn... I might have to take a real break from this site i really don't know right now...