Where Is Everyone?

HI

Hii

Mal

hey

I'm so bored

me too

how're you?

Terrible. I got like two hours of sleep before waking up for church. You?

i don't really know how to feel rn lol

Hm

Why?

this morning was amazing cause i went to church and saw liam and we stood together talking and kinda holding hands

Ooo

and then i got home and my dad lost his mind cause i forgot to clean the litter boxes for ONE FUCKING DAY so my cats pooped on the floor and he's so mad cause "this is like the second time it's happened"

and he threatened to sell my cats

i fucking hate my dad

Also I happened to be asleep when I was supposed to talk to crow

i hate him

oh damn

FUCK HIM

i never want to talk to him again

istg if he fucking TOUCHES my cats he will fucking regret it

if he does ANYTHING to them i will NEVER speak to him again i can promise that

he can do wtv he wants to me but do not fucking dare bring my cats into it

YOU SHOULD RUN TO SEATTLE AND WE CAN RAISE OUR CATS TOGETHER AND GET AWAY FROM YOUR SHIT DAD UGH

it's one fucking day of not cleaning the litter box. that's not a big deal. my cats shit on the floor cause they're snobs and refuse to touch their own poop.

when that happens (which isn't super often) as soon as i notice i clean the boxes and wipe down the floor

it's not like im going weeks without cleaning their shit and piss and then not cleaning the floor after

he's acting like im neglecting my cats or smth

he's so fucking dramatic

He's a bitch

he really is

and im so scared cause my parents hate my cats and have wanted to get rid of them for 3 years now

Brb

kay

I'm back

WHY DID THEY GET THEM THEN DUMBASSES

I DON'T FUCKING NOW

HE'S STUPID

WELL BOTH OF THEM ARE

UGH

they like sasha so they said they'd keep sasha for themselves which would be fine by me until i moved out

but they said they alr found someone who'd be willing to buy ollie

like wtaf

TF

they're not their cats to sell

they're MY cats

I'm going to murder them where do you live

if they touch my cats they'll be dead before you can get here

Sorry I can't help :( they're such assholes

fucking nobody screws with my cats

they really are

like why don't i sell one of their children see how they like that

Sell the 9 year old yess

THAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING LMFAO

i fucking hate the 9 year old

I know he's only nine but he sounds like an ass whenever I hear about him

he literally is

and my parents are always like "oh he's only 9 he has adhd" like tf that ain't an excuse

adhd doesn't mean bitch

Wtf 💀

boom

Hey amy

abd literally the blame it on me but he was fine and i loved him til i moved here like tf 💀

heyy

Adhd clearly causes you to become satan in human form 💀

he's become such an ass because my parents always make an excuse

oh yes ofc i could never be friends with someone with adhd (my best friend has adhd lmao and she's a saint my parents are so fucked up)

Bruh they're literally fucking enabling it are they blind

real

and even my parents admitted they think i prolly have adhd or at least add but they refuse to get me diagnosed with anything and they act like my brother is so troubled cause he has it

like what

the logic ain't logical

My parents do the same shit with my older brother. Only difference is he's able to hit harder and literally encouraged to do so

that's so fucked up

The logic ain't logicing here

like my brother pushes me and then i kick him and barely even hit him and they scream at me

if i try to kick him and miss im the bad guy even if he was just kicking me repeatedly

like what

Ah yes, self defense is a crime

yes ofc

I'm familiar with that

I don't even bother anymore

real though like there's no point in trying to argue

It just results in everything getting worse

my parents are j gonna tell me i can't accept when im wrong

i can accept when im wrong perfectly fine..when I'm actually..y'know..WRONG

but im not the type to back down when im not wrong

EXACTLY

like if they don't give me a reason im wrong besides "buhcuz" then like ofc im not gonna j submit and be like "oh yes perfect saintly father i see now that i am wrong simply 'buhcuz'"

LIKE MY PARENTS SAY I'M WRONG AND ACCUSE ME OF "BACK TALKING" (THAT'S HOW CONVERSATIONS WORK, USE YOUR BIG WORDS LIKE AN ADULT) WHENEVER I DISAGREE I'M LITERALLY FORCED TO BE THEM UNDER THE THREAT OF VIOLENCE

My parents do that all the time

I'M NOT EVEN DISRESPECTFUL OR ANYTHING

LIKE TF

Your parents should walk on legos

real

OH I FORGOT TO SAY my parents ALSO took my phone for a week cause of the litter box situation

WHAT THE HELL

a fucking week for not cleaning the litter box ONCE

Can we agree to kill each other's parents since they're all horrible? Make a deal?

i don't even care that much about my phone being taken i only text 2 of my friends regularly and i can email them on my computer it's j the sheer overreaction that pisses me off

fr bro

people like these should not be parents

The only reason I'm able to use the Internet half the time is I have a tablet that they thought broke but it works again for some reason and they don't know

damn

i have to use an incognito tab for everything cause my parents can view my history from their computers

even if i delete it

Mostly I use my phone but it's taken away a ridiculous amount

i feel that

my dad once took my phone away for 5 days cause i dropped a mug

one of MY mugs

and i immediately picked up the glass and he was j glaring at me

i was like "what"

and he was like "why would you do that? I'm taking for phone for the rest of the week:

like damn okay

My dad works with computers and shot and spies on me a ridiculous amount, luckily I know how to avoid tons of that

Shit*

damn

The fuck?

How dare you be human

damn

ik fr

and it wasn't even his mug 💀

Mistakes aren't allowed here

hey em

y’alls parents sound awful

That's of satan

they are

Hey

Hii

hi

Hru

my dad only loves me sometimes and like it's so scary cause if i try to talk to him i never know how he'll react

it's fucking terrifying

I’m good hru

sounds like it

It's like my parents don't love me, they love the idea of me, and if I dare stray away from that the smallest amount, I'm to be hated

Eh

Their idea of me*

I bet

i think my parents still hold on to who i used to be

cause they used to love me but then i fucking grew up

My parents love me if I'm them. They want a clone

damn why y’all’s parents have children in the first place like I’m not shitting on u guys but like

my parents want me to be constantly happy like i used to be

they have no idea what they’re doing and it shows

my parents adopted my brother and i cause they wanted kids but couldn't get pregnant.

How dare our child evolve as a person and no longer be 10

ohhhh

and then my mom got pregnant and it was meh and then i got older and now im not worth shit to them

ik it's crazy it's almost as though my childhood trauma is affecting me 🤯

hey it’s okay they won’t be all hurt and overreacting when u do move out and stuff at least

I can't believe that's a possibility 🤯 No wait, it's that damn phone of yours

im so excited to leave and then they'll be confused when they don't get daily calls from me like they think they will

Truly a mystery

yes my phone brought out my ptsd, that must be it. how did i not see it before?!

My mom made me promise to call her twice a day 💀

hey wade

Exactly

Hii

my mom is always saying she's excited to facetime me everyday when i move out and see how im doing 💀

💀💀💀

Hi Mal Hi May

how're you?

HELP THATS SO MY MOM

Pretty good I’m gonna watch a new Disney plus thing while I eat my cereal

like not the whole traumatizing shit she’s rlly cool and very hands off

good things promises are easily breakable

oo what kinda cereal

*very hands off parenting

Capn crunch

yum

BUT SHES SO GONNA CALL ME EVRY DAY

LMAO

Hsnsjsjss I still feel bad for wanting to abandon them

you shouldn't

i spent so long feeling bad for not wanting to talk to my dad but now i don't give a flying fuck

I can't just not though

It's hard

yeah i get that

it'll be hard at first but once you do it you won't regret it

And I'm way too overly emotional which makes it even harder

Also May I’ve decided to stop randomly insulting you for no reason, I’ll only do it if someone else does it so yea

Based decision

i get that but read literally any story of someone going through smth bad with their parents and they'll say going no contact was the best decision they made and their major turning point in life

Hdnssjnssj I know but like

Idk

And now I'm trying to get away

But that would probably destroy their lives

So?

I love them

they're destroying your life first

For some reason I love them

Girl…

And I can't just not

Just to be clear that does not mean we are friends or that I respect you it just means I’ll have more restraint about roasting you. Kinda like Dagger

I don't understand my brain

I fucking hate it

I know

ok but like maturing is realizing that sometimes just cause u love someone and want them in ur life isn’t always what should happen

But I can at least not destroy theirs

like I’ve realized that keeping toxic relationships rlly isn’t worth it like no imma think of myself and my priorities first yk?

i find satisfaction in the thought that one day all my parents will see of me is mere pictures of me having the time of my life with my future husband on social media

you gotta put yourself higher though. we need to take care of ourselves and if that means cutting the bad people out of our lives then sometimes he hafta do that.

**we

The thought of that with my parents makes me sad :( why do i still care about themmm

i don't knowww :(

My brain is fucked up and I'm not a fan of it

Like I know they suck

But

May

Idk

Toby

Hiii

Or Lilly too Idfc anymore

Hi

everyone’s main priority should be themselves and I think the problem is that u don’t love urself but you DO love ur parents and that’s why ur choosing them

I don't deserve to love myself

yes you do

everyone deserves to have a little self love

May with all due respect false

idk man

everyone deserves to love themselves whether other ppl love them is a different thing but everyone deserves to love themself

Hey may any time you need me I’m on uwu crew ok?

I probably deserve to die for planning the whole escape thing in the first place lol

Ok

easy to say when you’re pretty

I mean I deserve the shit my parents do

I know they suck but at the same time I'm a complete disappointment

maybe but I only thought of myself as pretty because I faked it until I made it, I pretended to love myself I pretended to have confidence I started not doing tolerating disrespect even tho I didn’t even know if i was doing the right thing

k

that’s the mindset that won’t get u anywhere and that will keep u holding on to ur parents

Ugh

Emotions suck

Also I kinda want to come out to my dad

But at the same time

That near definitely means conversion camp

so do.

ooh nvm then dont

Mal, you still here?

hm

I should just tell im trans lol

k

you should

mayhe

Everyone would hear, get it over with

true

End up in conversion therapy though

Not very cool

wood coat hangers hurt more than plastic as i learned today

:(

I got hit w/ a metal spatula today

damn

hello