Schizophrenia and Fear

  • ók so im schizophrenic right, i see shit right- and its really fucking freaking me out, and i tried telling my mom and she doesn't believe me, and im home alone rn, and ill watch scary shit and it freaks me the fuck out, and i just found out that you can have schizophrenic episodes and you see a LOT fo shit in those episodes, and im scared. and im already stressed with my mums dissapointment, and school, and my mental state sucks rn, and im finding out that my crush likes me, but hes moving, and i just feel like everything is out to get me/

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  • schiizophrenia is seeing shit, and i see weird ppl, and hear things i cant explain

    whats urs like?

    i would hate that, i kinda see that in pictures. like their face would make different expressions

    whats bad is im alone in my house rn

    im okay when im around ppl, but i cant when im alone

    i luv writing

    sounds fun :)

    im doing book club in my ela class lol

    book club is pretty easy

    uhm basically we split the group into two im with two other ppl, and we are reading patina, the other is reading a night divided, and basically we meet up every friday-

    ;-; people make fun of me for having some kind of phobia

    This reminds me of a good friend of mine who sadly is slightly suicidal and says that she doesn’t care about her life because it has no meaning which is sad for me to hear because she is really nice.

    Sturdy Weaverfish