Life Far From Basic

My life is far from basic The emptiness around the void inside me like it's vacant Finding ways to feel it, unfulfilled's a natural villain As I battle mental illness, often clashing with my brilliance Now I'm smoking reefer 'til ashes crumble down And hit my sneakers, my fear and anxiety is off the meters The only thing I know is I don't know, storm into the unknown Shit is getting rocky with touchstone