Addressing the Recent Chaos

Ok, I need to make some things straight. This site has gone into chaos because of this stupid stuff that’s been going on, so right now I’m only gonna tell the facts. No stupid false stuff, no fluff, nothing. You guys need to understand what happened. A week ago, I attempted scuicide by overdose via Benadryl and a mix of other random opioids. This was around 7:55 AM EST. I passed out, making a big banging sound, awakening James, who was asleep in my room at the time. He called my mom, and then they took me to the hospital. I technically died for a couple minutes, which was when the posts that I was “dead” were made. After a long time of reviving me, I finally had a heartbeat and was fine, but I am still dealing with the physical, mental, and emotional side effects of the worst attempt I’ve ever had in my life. Second off, I am HORRIBLY sorry for not making a post when I was alive again. The hospital did NOT let me have my phone. They literally JUST gave me my phone back, since I’ve been in and out of hospitals and psych wards. It wasn’t fair for you guys, and I am deeply, deeply sorry for any pain or harm I have caused you. James also got a text via WJE lounge saying that his account was hacked. The same person who hacked my account made a fake account pretending to be my sister, and hacked into James’s account. And no, it’s not Opal. I’m not going to say who did it because they don’t deserve a single OUNCE of criticism by you guys. They did it out of fear, and they were a friend’s sister who stalks on WJE. You don’t have to believe this, or maybe you will, I don’t care. Anyways, that’s all I’m gonna say. I’ll be discharged tommorow and I’ll be back on. Goodbye for now, and I am deeply sorry for the panic that ensued in WJE. <3