Sometimes I get jealous when I see a gravestone.
Envy of a Gravestone's Peacefulness and Quietness, Permanently and Absolutely Soundless
Explanation
Explain Bear
Listen here, you silly goose. This person is jealous of a gravestone, meaning they envy the dead. It's a dark joke, because they're basically saying they wish they were dead. You are still alive, so be grateful.
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@girlkisser
KittyCatt
ok
KittyCatt
I don't wanna hurt mal
KittyCatt
but I don't wanna hurt anymore
KittyCatt
cause all caring has done is fucked me and my life up
Cosmo idk
No.
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Charlie. I'm not angry at you at all
KittyCatt
ok?
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I'm equally worried about you and mal.
KittyCatt
cute
KittyCatt
go to Mal helkp her
KittyCatt
ok
Cosmo idk
She just needs to refresh her day
KittyCatt
hm.
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I've fake-dated her before. I know her
KittyCatt
y'know whats cute
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What
KittyCatt
Mal nor you just went straight telling me to change and not do this
KittyCatt
but not what's wrong not why
KittyCatt
just mals saying shell leave
KittyCatt
Wich I understand
KittyCatt
nd Yu going to talking abt malk.
KittyCatt
Mal*
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She wasn't thinking why. She was thinking of what the problem was
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Tell me why you smoked the joint.
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Just what got you to do it
KittyCatt
nothing.
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Gotta put my phone away
KittyCatt
ok.
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Kinda back
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So you just felt like it?
KittyCatt
no.
KittyCatt
wtvr
KittyCatt
my case manager told me
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Then it isn't nothing
KittyCatt
depression
KittyCatt
makes you feel alone and not cared for or about
KittyCatt
even if I have a million pple
KittyCatt
but anyways
KittyCatt
im sick or liking a guy and shit going bad
KittyCatt
esp when the last one broke me
KittyCatt
nd then next guy I start to like
KittyCatt
is getting abused
KittyCatt
and somehow added to the list of pple I'm terrified I wont see tmwr
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I would rather have three close friends that are really really good than three million mediocre friends
KittyCatt
so why do I spend hours praying for Lilly, and so many other pple just to heal mentally or physically
KittyCatt
nd why do I have to care abt pple
KittyCatt
when I've just been fucking hurt
KittyCatt
big things small things
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I get mals done with me
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I really struggle making friends, but once they're established, I'm there for them
KittyCatt
and everything is telling me I'd be better off alone
KittyCatt
when I text parker
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You love people
KittyCatt
asking for help
KittyCatt
he dosent have to,me for me
KittyCatt
asking NBA and boby for help
KittyCatt
they tell me I'm cooked and move on they don't care
KittyCatt
I ask v for help
KittyCatt
she changes it to her
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I ask Emma or mia I get ignored
KittyCatt
I begged my dad for help
KittyCatt
maybe its not everyone
KittyCatt
but its enough
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And i know how that turned out
KittyCatt
to get ignored when I'm surrounded by pple
KittyCatt
I feel alone no matter fucing what
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One friend is enough.
KittyCatt
except when I was w. alain
KittyCatt
I cant go Mal or you because if I told you my fucking thouhgfs
KittyCatt
you'd leave or worry so much
KittyCatt
so do wtvr you want
KittyCatt
if you leave or she leaves that's ok
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Charlie
KittyCatt
I need more weed
KittyCatt
I mean
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Are you crying now?
KittyCatt
I promised mel nd anavbell nd paris I wouldn't hurt myself
KittyCatt
but if they'll just leave why do I care?
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Because you can
KittyCatt
all caring has done
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Because you care about people deeply
KittyCatt
take away my sister, kept my dad
KittyCatt
let me be used over and over again
KittyCatt
leave pple I love
KittyCatt
stick the fuck around
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So that's the problem
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You just don't know the solution
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But the solution ain't to stop caring
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You have to care about yourself
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I know you can
KittyCatt
this bs.
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The fact that you're still alive today proves it
KittyCatt
I'll ttyl, cosmo.
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This bs is real, Charlie
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Gn Charlie