Who's Online?

I am

heyyy wyd

Im good hbu

i’m aight

i’ll brb i’m driving to the grocery store lmao

K thats cool lmao cya later then.

Meee

Wsg

hiiiii

hruuuuuu

it’s been a bit

oog also your wje acc got approved

don’t tell me you left bruh

Oop

lmao

bro always says hi, waits 2 seconds, then dips smhsmhsmh

Relatable

lmao

Heyyy

Oh lemme see

hiiiii

hru

Wait your account can get approved in wje? Approved of what?

to be made

a mod need to allow your acc to exist

wtf

Idk bro

🫩

that’s retarded

how you been

Yea

Pretty good wbuuu

i’m alright lmao

all my friends decided to hang out td and not tell me 🤠

They arent your real friends

it only rlly happens when they hang w this one girl im kinda friends with

but she’s moving tuesday so it’s fine

Ok..

lmao

they’re my only friends so i can’t lose them 🤠

Oh im sorry

it’s fine

I hung out with a friend today

We skates

ooo that’s fun

Skated*

cool

And climbed fences to like ear berried

what you been up to

it’s been a bit

And jump into bushes

lmao

They so bouncy

lmaoo

🫩✌️ Break into the garadge of our neighborhood with a stick even tho we had keys

Ye it was a pretty fun da

Day

funnnnn

Gonna do the same tomorrow

nice

First time i went out w friends in a lokg time btw

Js rotted in my room till today

real

me n my friend went shopping the other day

i got a rlly cute one piece that looks like a dress but the bottom is flowy shorts

One Piece?

Cool

ahuh

yea

Im tryna swat an annoying mosquitto rn.

how’s that going lmao

Horribly

It knows my every move

It bites me when i am sleep

lmaooo

tell it to stop

Eh ill just tame it.

make it your pet??

Yep

real

It will live inside a jar.

what will you name it

Annoyance will be its name

lmao

i’ll brb i’m driving home

Cool. Cya soon.

welp

i bought a bottle of seltzer

and i opened it

i love life.

i have a fucking pool in my cup holders

Relatable

anyway

brb in like 10 min

Cool. Seeing you later then.

💔💔💔

Its 22:44 here

Its 21:44 at mines

it’s 16:45 for me

i’m at a red light that’s taking forever

Real

I can relate whenever im crossing the road on a light thats green for way too long

Heya

i'm back

hii

for realsies

sry I was gone again, my parents wanted to fuck me up again

wdym

Uhh should i be worried?

had a stupid argument with them.

ohh i’m sorry

Nah I don't fuck with my parents literally

Welp... i am used to it by now. I've endured this crap for nearly 19 years... and soon I will be gone anyway.

gone where..

i’m home!

Yayyyyy

Somewhere else. Somewhere better.

should i be concerned

I don't think so. I mean you don't know me really

so?

i’m still concerned

don't need to be.

okay..

ik you don’t know me but if you needa talk im here

i’ve honestly been through hell so i’m good at listening

I appreciate it... but talking about my problems always eventually hurt me just more.

*hurts

i understand that

what’s their acc

don't want to say in case she is online.

ohh ok

wyd

right now? just being alone with my thoughts.

real

yeah... don't know what to do rn

haha

i’m listening to music and making a mug cookie

i’ve had a productive day

cool and yummy :)

yesss

What did you achieve today?

nothing super important lmao but i used my keyboard, i did my nails, i worked on writing my testimony )cus im getting baptized next month), and i grocery shopped

ooooo :) that is more than I could do today

what’s you do today?

I am not proud to admit it... but really nothing except being online and fighting with my parents...

that’s fair tbh

well today was my only day off this week.

day off from what

work

ooo nice

what do you do for work?

sales assistant

i'm 18 btw

turning 19 in october

ooo nice

It isn't that nice... it is like soooooo exhausting always having to be nice to customers even when you have a bad day... I always have to pretend I am in a good mood even tho I am clearly not

that’s fair

i work with kids so i have to always be super happy and energetic

it sucks sometimes

it is extremely exhausting, isn't it?

like hell...

yup

some of the kids are straight awful too

yeah spoiled little brats...

how old are ya if you don't mind saying

i’m 16

ill be 17 in september tho

once a 4th grade boy asked if he could “smack dat ass” if he made a shot in basketball

and you're working already?

oof...

i’ve been working since i was 14

what???

it’s only 3-4 days a week tho

when i started i worked 2 days a week

but yeah this is my 3rd year at my job

and if I understand that correct you are like a substitute teacher or...?

i work at a childcare program, so during the summer it’s a summer camp and in the school year it’s an after school program

ah okay

I wonder what his parents did wrong in parenting...

me too

hes one of the worst kids there

he just doesnt stop

the sexual remarks are just not okay

They gave him an ipad

real

uuuuurgh... Apple ewwwwwwww

I am allergic to apple products... Samsung is waaaaaay better

whaaat

imo

lmao

Yeees finally someone who thinks samsung is better

im literally on a macbook rn playing music from my iphone 🤠

I don't care if others use apple... but me, I will never touch an iPhone or something else from apple

lmaoo

thats fair

ofc... apple is waaaaay overpriced (says one who bought the nintendo switch 2 for 500 bucks)

lmao

Real

im bored

my whole familys away rn

but coming back to that iPad kid... just smack him if he tries to touch your ass

real

smack'em to hell these little brats

i wish i could hit them

Gen alpha🫠🫠

yeaaaaaah partyyyyyyyyy

i wishhhh

Welp... gen Z isn't any better... (and I am part of it...)

lmao

but you would get in trouble if you did

id prolly get fired

except you say that he tried to sexually harrass you.

*if

which if he touches you first... is kinda true

yeah but id get in trouble for not going to my bosses instead

if he touches me ill go to my boss and shell call his parents

and probably kick him out of the program considering his reputation

okay that would be better than risking your job

sooooo lets help ya with your boredom

lmao okay

if i just knew how I could help

uuuuuuhhhhh

lemme think

lmao

btw just out of curiosity... on a scale from 1 to 10, how good is my english?

like 10 prolly

youre typing better than i do lmao

lol

Yeah 10

I type english better than I speak german... even tho I am german lmao

lmaoo

german is hard

i took a class for it for 2 years and i dont remember anything

if you're not a native speaker, you're screwed

with der die das dem des and so on

it was so confusing lmao

ik what you're talking about...

the only word i remember is kartoffel cus me and my friend say it a lot

all the rules... aaaaaagh

theyre so hard to rememberrr\

I am a kartoffel XD

Yeah...

me toooo

i had work off this week and ive just been rotting at home

that is why germans like potatoes...

lmao

me everytime when I have a day off...

lmao

okay I am not always THAT useless. Sometimes I play piano

ooo cool

Wanna listen to it?

sure

Wait... I first need to set up my Piano

I'll be right back in like 2 minutes

okay!

there is a website which allows me to connect my piano to and play piano online for and with others together.

ooo

https://pianoverse.net/?r=SW%20Lobby&p That is a lobby I created, originally for the german WJE site but doesn't get used really. but it is private. so no other people without this link can join

but if you never were on the site before, it might take a minute or two until it loads

and to load the sounds

okay

thank you for that

that was rlly good

thank you for taking the time to listen

i enjoyed it a lot

me too

we could do this again sometime

yessss

The book linked in your bio... did you write that prologue yourself?

yes i did

ive been working on chapter 1 but im kinda stuck lmao

I started shivering while reading it

oo rlly

Yeah, and I want to know how the story goes on

aw cool! i plan to keep updating it as i write more chapters

i have like a paragraph of chapter 1 and after that im stuck lmao

i have another thing i wrote like a year and a half ago on that account too

Need help?

sure

My hands trembled as I held the tape in my hands. “Listen” was scribbled across the front in red, lanky letters. I’d purchased it days ago but hadn’t yet mustered the courage to listen to it. My cowardice ended now. I needed to know what the tape said. I was done with the unanswered questions, the lingering fear, the inexplicable guilt that rested in the back of my throat, making it hard to breathe. I inserted the tape gently into my cassette player, the anticipation building up in the pit of my stomach. this is what i have so far for chapter 1

Hmmmmmm

like ik where im gonna go with it for the most part, im j struggling to put it into words

the hardest thing for me when i write is i tend to go too fast

i need to learn to slow down a little and use more descriptions

In which direction shall the story go?

the woman had a manic episode and it turns out she killed her friend, which will be revealed when she listens to the tape

but the story is going to be her trying to figure out if it actually happened

and how

because on the tape is going to be her confessing to killing her best friend

hmmm...

lemme think...

You should find a way to incorporate RAP into the story

secretly....eminem killed her friend 🫢

and the woman went on to make a living out of rapping about her friend

the end

PERFECT

or plot twist... it wasn't actually the main character, it was her twin sister

and they were separated at birth

if it'd end like that... booooooring

and the sister got so jealous that she decided shed remove everyone her sister cared about one by one

exactly.

Oooor... the friend that got killed was actually both their mothers. and the twin sister searched for revenge for abandoning her

*mother

ohhhhhh damnnn

and the car accident their dad died in a few months prior was a result of her tampering with his car

I've got plenty of Ideas

ooooo

share

OH OH

Or main char's friend tampered with her dads car, which got him killed, and that is why char killed her friend

also for revemge

ah can't type anymore

oooo

wdym

My fat fingers do a lot of typing errors

mine too lmao

i depend on spell check at this point

I have autocorrect turned off. It annoys me more than it help

*helps

main character got drugged by the real killer and he forced a false confession out of her, but she cant remember that because she was drugged, but she also knows theres no way in hell she killed her best friend so its up to her to find the real culprit

lmao it always autocorrects my real name

Oh I like that...

the killer turns out to be her dad who abandoned the family to try and make it big when main character was a little girl and he's jealous at how successful his x wife became so he killed her for revenge

so char's friend is then his ex wife and with that also char's mother? Plot error

oh shit

FUCK OFF MOSQUITOES. IF ONE MORE OF YOU BITES ME I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, I'LL EAT YOU FOR BREAKFAST

Sry...

OH the dad just wanted to kill everyone in his daughter's life because he blames her for his falling out with his wife, so he went insane and started a murder spree to make his daughter suffer for ruining his life

lmfao

Or..... he killed main char's friend because.... main char was sexually abused as a kid by him and she went to the police with her mom and her best friend, which caused that the father was taken away to jail for a couple of years, and he lost everything he had because of that, his job, his family... and he blames main char for it even though it is his own fault and that is why he is trying to ruin her life

ooooo

yes

or ( a lame ending) main char went on a party with her friend and she got so drunk that she passed out and her friend decided to pull just a prank on her

LMAO

and then they became rappers

yeah XD

lmaooo

Hmmm well... I don't want to spoil your story... so I am not gonna interfere much...

in the end you gotta decide

i have a lot of great options now

Wait one more Idea....

oooo okay lmao

random but do you like cat

cats

Main Char thinks she killed her friend like one of the earlier ideas... but actually her friend is not dead. Her friend wanted to fake her own death because of whatever reason you can think of and she asked main char for help. But so that main char can't accidentally spoil her friend's secret, she had a laser that makes people forget what they do or something like that. and then she placed the scene like this that even main char believed that she really killed her but the memories come back bit by bit and the secret unfolds.

OMFG I LOVE CATS but mine died 2 weeks ago... ToT

omg

im so sorry

i love it

just an idea, how u use it is completely up to u

ill prolly use some twist on that

not your fault. At least my cat died of old age and not because it was hit by a car.

aw

how old was it

she was... 14? 15? I am not entirely sure. but around that.

aww

but even tho she was a cat grandma... she was cute af

aw i bet

cats are adorable

maybe I have a photo of her somewhere

oooo okay

i have 2 cats

and they’re incredibly fat cus i feed them too much

there she is my sweet little angel

omg so cute

cam quality was ass because of the ass lighting

but still cute kitty

she looks adorable

she was... she sure was

what was her name?

Her name was minka

aww

and she loooooooooooooved to be pet

that’s so sweet

Wsg

Who u?

no me

Pass

hey.

Hru

Whos this

im decent hbu

Alr

Tired

real

someone

then sleep

its late for you innit

Fair enough

Ye kmma gtb soon

real

i should too but... naaaaah don't want to and i am not tired

I do, I'm usually tired anyway or there abouts

im aboutta water color

lmao

youre gonna be tired tmrw

Lmao, I am like always a mild tired but refuse to sleep much cuz I can function w what I got

Bet???

but thats a problem for future you

what 😭

Y r u saying that?

i was saying it to ice

Lwk I can think of no other reason than a sex joke

Ohh

Mb

Mb chat

lmao

Anyway I'm bored af

Cya ppl

buh bye

ice you still there

yeah

wyd

and if i am... nobody cares.

real

I miss my cat ToT

aw i bet

And why is my head so empty rn...

wdym

I cannot think of something to talk about.

ohh

hmmmm

what kinda music do you listen to?

ummmm... really to everything except for german schlager and Rapmusic in general...

nice

you?

uhh a lotta pop and a little rap

i used to be into emo/punk rock too so im familiar with some of that stuff

i had my phase like that when I was 14

thats about when i had mine

when i was into the emo music and baggy clothes and black nails lmao

every 14 year old is or was emo lol

hahaha yup

for like 2 years i only wore baggy clothes

Baggy clothes are just so comfy...

what was that?

truee

nothing...

okayy

If i can I wear oversized hoodies and baggy jeans

i looove oversized hoodies

in the winter i always wear leggings and giant hoodies

Especially in fall I looooove to be dressed like that, sitting at the window watching the rain fall, wrapped in a blanket, sipping on a nice tea.

that sounds rlly nice

whats your favorite type of tea

I love cherry tea, apple tea, well... almost every type of fruit tea

fruit tea is so yummy

cherry and raspberry are my favorites

yeah

I need to drink more tea

me too

i always forget about it

im more of a coffee drinker tho

I was, until i discovered tea

yeah i need the caffeine tho

i get headaches otherwise

Black tea is better than coffee

for caffeine

i dont rlly love the taste of black tea

then try it with a squirt of lemon juice and a bit of honey.

ooo that sounds good

ill hafta try that

then you have a kinda healthy lemonade.

hahaha truee

or lemon ice tea if you let it chill in the refrigerator

yum

watcha doin

Thinking

what abt

Nothing good.

aw im sorry :/

it is not your fault

i hope your thoughts get happier

maybe in a couple of years...

hopefully :)

have you ever had made an experience with self-harm or suicide...?

many times

me too...

im sorry to hear that

did you ever try to... off yourself?

a few times

a couple years ago

are you comfortable talking about such a topic? or should we talk about something else?

im comfortable with it

im a very open person so i dont mind talking about more difficult topics

kk

I tried to off myself multiple times too... one time was very recently even...

im sorry

and what I said when we were talking abt hoodies and baggy clothes... which i deleted... was baggy clothes are great for hiding scars...

i understand that