MayWantsACoolName1 year agobanned beeyou know how much i missed talking to you this summer?You mean bp people in general
MayWantsACoolName1 year agoWhat if I do a fake attempt that I know for sure won't kill me just to get tf away
MayWantsACoolName1 year agoSo uh I need you to either talk me out of or encourage my terrible idea because idk what to do
MayWantsACoolName1 year agobanned beeyour family seems really dumbYeah but they won't care if I try it, it would be down to other people to help
MayWantsACoolName1 year agoI imagined I'd do something stupid enough to go to the hospital, and probably talk to some cos person or something there idk
MayWantsACoolName1 year agoIdk. Probably that my family is abusive and I had no proof so I thought death was the only option (so basically the truth)
MayWantsACoolName1 year agobanned beebecause there are online ones and text onesThen again, I have no proof. I feel like the stupid thing is what gets people to actually believe me because my family can easily deny it
banned bee1 year agobut if it's a legitimate organization that tries to help they won't believe your family is telling the truth when denying it
banned bee1 year agomy cousins have gotten cps called on them before cause of their mom but they're young so i couldnt ask them anything about it
MayWantsACoolName1 year agoI WAS THINKING OF BUYING ONE OF THOSE OLD USED GAME COLLECTIONS WITH TONS OF GAMES
Mid-Western Motherfucker
Michael Keaton?
Mid-Western Motherfucker
Leonardo DiCaprio?
Toast ツ
Shotgun Willy?
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Machine gun Kelly?
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Ryan Reynolds?
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Answer us @freakingbee
banned bee
totally
MayWantsACoolName
Hiii
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HIII
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george floyd
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Hruuuu
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good wbuuu
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Terribleeee
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nooooo
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I could easily slit my wrists tonight that seems like an easy way to die
MayWantsACoolName
Anyway
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Tell Jordan I say hi :)
banned bee
may no :(
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i will
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but DO NOT DO THAT
MayWantsACoolName
Not really any reason not to
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I'm too much of a coward to talk to my mom
banned bee
you need to stay alive
MayWantsACoolName
Not really
MayWantsACoolName
The universe won't implode if I die
banned bee
you would never be able to meet any of us and hang out
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we would all be devastated
MayWantsACoolName
You'll be fine eventually :)
banned bee
but we wouldn't have you
MayWantsACoolName
And?
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and it would never be the same
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there would be that one part always missing
MayWantsACoolName
So? You'll make new friends
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but new friends couldn't replace you
MayWantsACoolName
I'm very replaceable
banned bee
no you are not
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you know how much i missed talking to you this summer?
MayWantsACoolName
Besides with my luck I'd probably fail the attempt anyway
banned bee
don't even try
MayWantsACoolName
You mean bp people in general
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you specifically
MayWantsACoolName
Nahhh
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if i had to rank it you would be #1
MayWantsACoolName
Probably not
banned bee
yes
MayWantsACoolName
I missed you though
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A lot
banned bee
i missed you a lot too
banned bee
like so much
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I just want to get away
MayWantsACoolName
And either way an attempt goes, I probably will
banned bee
please please don't try
MayWantsACoolName
Sorry
banned bee
no...
banned bee
please don't
MayWantsACoolName
I'm not doing it right now anyway, I'd do it at night
banned bee
yeah but still no
MayWantsACoolName
Chvghch life is too hard bee
banned bee
life is so hard
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but
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you'll make it through i promise i promise i promise
banned bee
eventually
banned bee
but you need to keep going
MayWantsACoolName
In years
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I'm not very patient
banned bee
but it will be worth it when it happens
banned bee
patience is practically impossible ik
MayWantsACoolName
Will it though?
banned bee
yes it will
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I'll basically be homeless after I'm 18
banned bee
after i'm living independently you can move in with me
banned bee
for as long as you need if you still don't have somewhere
MayWantsACoolName
Bee i just got a really really stupid idea
banned bee
what
MayWantsACoolName
What if I do a fake attempt that I know for sure won't kill me just to get tf away
banned bee
waiiiiit
banned bee
thats kinda-
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maybe
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also help we're in a hold
MayWantsACoolName
Kinda what
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we're literally releasing in 3 seconds
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??
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not supposed to leave class
MayWantsACoolName
Oh
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oh brb we're out i just have to walk downstairs i'll be back
MayWantsACoolName
Ok
banned bee
i'm back sorry my school is massive lmao
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and i have 3rd floor english
MayWantsACoolName
Ohh
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So uh I need you to either talk me out of or encourage my terrible idea because idk what to do
banned bee
i need details
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what exactly would you do
MayWantsACoolName
Idk
MayWantsACoolName
I could slit my wrists enough to bleed a lot but not die
banned bee
nope dont do that
MayWantsACoolName
I need ideas
MayWantsACoolName
Hmm
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Idkkk
MayWantsACoolName
I could overdose on pills with a non lethal but still recognizable amount
banned bee
nope
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do something actually fake
MayWantsACoolName
How tf would anyone buy that though
MayWantsACoolName
Got any ideas?
banned bee
your family seems really dumb
banned bee
hmmmmmmmmmm
banned bee
i'm brained out but i'll still try to think
MayWantsACoolName
Yeah but they won't care if I try it, it would be down to other people to help
banned bee
okay so what would happen after the actual execution of the plan
MayWantsACoolName
I imagined I'd do something stupid enough to go to the hospital, and probably talk to some cos person or something there idk
MayWantsACoolName
CPS*
banned bee
wait hmmm
banned bee
you could call 911 or something...
MayWantsACoolName
And do what
MayWantsACoolName
I have no proof
banned bee
so if you went to the hospital what would you tell someone there
banned bee
ughhh i wish i could ask my therapist about this she used to be a social worker
MayWantsACoolName
Idk. Probably that my family is abusive and I had no proof so I thought death was the only option (so basically the truth)
banned bee
so you could tell someone that without going to the hospital
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like some kind of hotline
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because there are online ones and text ones
MayWantsACoolName
Then again, I have no proof. I feel like the stupid thing is what gets people to actually believe me because my family can easily deny it
banned bee
but if it's a legitimate organization that tries to help they won't believe your family is telling the truth when denying it
banned bee
they would dive deeper
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they're more likely to believe the child
MayWantsACoolName
But how would they find anything out
MayWantsACoolName
There is literally no proof
banned bee
i'm sure there's ways to secretly collect information
MayWantsACoolName
Such as?
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recordings
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they might give you a wire or something
MayWantsACoolName
How the heck could that happen in secret
banned bee
like i said i'm sure there's ways
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my cousins have gotten cps called on them before cause of their mom but they're young so i couldnt ask them anything about it
banned bee
technically i'm not even supposed to know buuuuut i'm the one my family rants to
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I could bait them into saying shit
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While recording
banned bee
you need to get those recordings
banned bee
so definitely do
MayWantsACoolName
Because I can't just record all day so I need to know they'll do stuff
banned bee
yeah
MayWantsACoolName
I'll try that tonight
banned bee
that's a good idea
MayWantsACoolName
Anyway let's talk about non depressing stuff
banned bee
okayy
MayWantsACoolName
Unless you want to lol
banned bee
nah lol it's good to get away from that sometimes
MayWantsACoolName
What's your favorite video game
banned bee
acnh for sure
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hhbu
MayWantsACoolName
I sold my copy a few days ago
MayWantsACoolName
Hmmm probably Mario kart
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mario kart is sooo fun
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NOOO HWY
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AGHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOO NOT THE ISLANDDDD
MayWantsACoolName
AT LEAST I NO LONGER OWE TOM NOOK
banned bee
OH JEEZ I OWE TOM NOOK 1000000 BELLS FOR MY BASEMENT
banned bee
YOU'LL ALWAYS OWE HIM TECHNICAALLY
banned bee
YOU JUST CAN NEVER PAY HIM BACK
MayWantsACoolName
I MIGHT BUY ANOTHER COPY OFF EBAY LATER ON OR SOMETHING
banned bee
PLEASE DO
banned bee
MAYBE WE COULD PLAY ON EACH OTHERS ISLANDS
MayWantsACoolName
OKAY
MayWantsACoolName
I WAS THINKING OF BUYING ONE OF THOSE OLD USED GAME COLLECTIONS WITH TONS OF GAMES
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YESSSS
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OH I GTG BYEEE <333 TALK LATER
banned bee
OKAY BYEEE <3333