Musings on Silence and the Moon

Hello

Holaaaaa~

Heyyy

My eyes burn

😭

Why?

Idk

Prolly was cryin ta much

Mhmm

Why cry?

...reasons...

I understand if you don't wanna talk abt it

Dude im so fucking cold rn

like shakein

I've been touch deprived from you

Damn wish i could say the same :/

Uhm

I just got a feeling in me that says

Why u touch deprived though

More.

Yes

I have that

I dont get much like

Attention.

I give it

From me

I give a hell of alot

No not from anyone

i dont let it happen

Like one second ill tell somoen to like hug nd hold me then ill like throw em for touchin me

I don't wanna be judged though

I would definitely be more touchy and stuff

hm..

cool

You okay?

Mhm.

You okay?

Sure*

Mhm.

You sure?

Nah

I can tell by your responses

Sure

Then how do i feel?

I don't know

I just know you're off

Then figure it out

ill be on in like 30 mins

bye

Talk to jake or smthin

Mad?

Hiii

Mhm

I am the lorax, I speak for the trees

Angel he’s only trying to help

As your boyfriend it makes sense for him to care about your feelings

The trees speak Vietnamese

And if you question me, I'll break your knees

Jake

I dont need help :/

Fletcher r u here..?

Alrighty then, just letting you know that he cares for you

Yea

Jake tell fletcher he made me mad

Im trying to lighten up the mood, it's still depressing as FUCK

Jake died :/

Oop

Now i feel bad

Fletcher u here..?

Ye

good.

Then talk

I don't know what to say

Would you rather me not be here

No i want you here

I always want chu..

What did I do then

Why are you mad

.

Its just like

So many people make fun of me for likin u and that shit but idc bc when im with you everyone fades away and its like its just you and me in the world.. So i dont know why you care..

I'm sorry you have to deal with that

idc that i do

Cause when im with you i forget that i deal with it

and act like no one gaf

And then do the shit i do..

Ok

js nvm

I will be more touchy

k..

Wanna jump off a cliff w/ me =D

No

Well kinda

No? Alr then.

Ill jump alone

*runs to a cliff* whoaaaa~

*sits on edge* you died ): ...

*I sit next to you*

Yay ur a zombie

What would u do if there was a zombie apocalypse and i got bit?

Bite you back so you turn human

I-

I dont think thats how it works.

Hehe

Yeah js made a meme of u saying that

anyhow

www.youtube.com/shorts/cGlUvLssk5I 1 or 2?

You

3.

Wait nah

Both of them

Enslave them

nah im 68,736,942,013

SHIT

NO IM

I'm smart

Wait what

1 or 2 for what

im 67,873,742,06,913

And witch one did the dance better stilly

Silly*

Oh

also the numebr 67,873,742,06,913 has meaning

Wonder what it means

well

If anyone asks me my age i say "6,873" and have been saying that for 2 years now because its one of my fave numbers and then 7 is another fave number 420 cause obvi 69 cause obvi then 13 cause the number -13

Cool

Awesome

I cant decide between the two number 6,873 and 7

havent been able to for like a year and a half

Cool

Awesome

Why u keep say-

Nvm..

Ur actin off

Hungry

I have food now :3

Lol

oki

u didnt see that 0-0

No I didnt

When I delete shit I make sure you've read it

Example

What's your favorite cake

I'll go first

I personally like your cake ;)

i dont like cake

heheh

:)

i delete things

cause

i like saying fucked up shit

and inapropiate things

but

You're not always spsosed to knwo i said it

I want you to know

hm?

How else would I make you blush

I want you to know as in I want you to see it

Y'know

huh?

English?

3 yr old terms?

Ching Chong

MILK

I WANT MILK

0-0

Cock and ball torture

Thats the first thing you ever said on this site..

Oh yeah

im fucking

shaking

or shivering

Why :0

cause im cold

Come to my house i demand cuddles

Warm me tf up

Hehehe

You know just how to make my heart flutter

awh

good

^^

i found a very helpful video

very very helpful

www.youtube.com/shorts/WVH6fBkYVZc

You should definitely make sum wat rn

Got a lil lazy 😪

Nah

Make me a sandwitch

Anything on it?

Or just bread

I want a breadless sandwich with nothing on it

Air

Yummy

JAKE WAHTD U SAY

i didn see it

Without the cock and balls, it’s just torture

Reundelete it i js reasiled u did when u deleted it again

0////////0

Gross

Haha

ewewewwww

Hahaha

JAKE I WAS SAYING GROSS AND EWTO UR ROAST BEEF SHIT

Lmao

You’re the one who made me restore the comment like 3 times

Beef

You were curious

Gross

beef gross

didnt see it?

beef?

Gross beef

HEHEHEHHE

didnt see?

Imma just stop with the sex jokes lmao

Ima gouge my eyes out if someone don stop me

Virginity is cool kids, stay pure 😎

Please dont

Yo angel

Then you won’t be able to see fletcher

Yeah?

Imagine :0

Imagine dragons

Hehe

???

huh?

Imagine dragging deez nuts across your face

Beat me to it

I could imagine that

Heh

Beat me

Heh

Dammit

I’m just gonna

IM SAD

Go to work

…

I LOVE MY LAST NAME

fr it’s epic

WHAT IF I GET MARRIED😭

Keep it

Force fletcher to become a knight

I told my dad that i wont marry someone if they wont take my last name

Lol

I fucking love my last name

me to give it up

Yeah it’s dope af

I cant

My entire nameee~

I luv my middle nd las name

hate my first

Isn’t your middle name may

Or is that rylee

You can keep them

I think

My middle is may

Charlie’s a cool name

It fits you

And sounds cool with knight

Yippie

Better then my nickanme

I hate my middle name

Which one

Fletcher do you agree to become Fletcher Knight

Also what’s your middle name

Did not expect jake to ask that

Ask what

I asked 2 things

^^

Ah

Yeah

ANSWER IT FLETCHER

I like truskoski

L jake

Yeah that works too

U lostttt~

You guys should just keep your names

They fit you both well

Yk what

Ill give up my last name for him

Awwwww

Lmao

Alr imma actually go to work now cya

NO

Ima be lonely

Fletcher u hea?

Noooo

oh..

Then ima like

Stab my arm witha fork =D

But no fr i needa cause some typea pain to myself

Omfg

i havent

My dad's mad cause my friends did their fuckery in lunch detention

damn..

And cause I got marked absent

oh...

The office should unmark you if you email someone

or just talk to the teacher

i mean did the princeable bring u back to ur class like aaden?

Yeah

Then ask your teacher to fix it because you have proof

she can call down and he will say dw

nd for your freinds fucking up its there fault not yours

its not like they said you and just you or pointed out something you did

they balmed everyone but say you werent apart

I'm good

uhm

if i go afk in a few mins for a few mins dw ok?

My mom putting my dad in some deeeeeeep shit

oh..

im bored

Til?

Till what

nothing important luv ^^

Js my freinds birthday

I havent talked to her ina while though ):

Mhmm.

Now

Mb

Ooooh

...

The whole reason i hate oct

Anyhow before you realise some shit les talk about smthin esle

Afkkk~

K

Fletcher

Yes

Im sorry.

I love you..

I love you too

But for what?

...

I love you more then anyone and anything, ok..?

Promise you won't love anyone else..?

I won't love anyone else

You have my word for it

The next full moon is oct 28th

Mhm

Don't

Babe please don't

Hey

...

I love you

I love you too

Dont

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nEX-9exMc1A&embeds_referring_euri=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2Fsearch%3Fq%3Dthe%2Bmorning%2Bafter%2Bi%2Bkilled%2Bmyself%2Bby%2Billness%26source%3Dlmns%26tbm%3Dvid%26bih%3D809%26biw%3D400%26client%3Dms-opera&source_ve_path=Mjg2NjY&feature=emb_logo

Hey

im not going to serch that link up

Please

It wont work

I have a plan

not a js

Please dont

I'm begging of you

No.

Please

Please dont

Fletcher

Pleease

So you won't

You alone are not enough power to stop me

Only cause

Made up mind

Yk?

Jake is at work and I don't know the others

Thank god.

Please dont find out the first one

Who's G

But actually

I'm gonna fucking hate my life without you

someone at school that ydk

I wanna say gwen but you dropped her

no its her

def her

www.youtube.com/shorts/5KjQdA6WC8U This video made me have a panic attack..

Like almost did actually

ok its not gwen

Why wont i allow myself to lie to you.

They dont even go to our school

I don't wanna live without you

I dont wanna live..

I want you to

I want you to live

I need you

Its so obvi whot he first one is

i talk about him alot

wait no i dont

ok id o

FUCK

I fucking hate myself rn

I do to

forget he exist

u hate me rn?

huh?

No

Don't think that

u do what?

I hate myself rn

...

dont'

Your to amazing to be hated

...

i am not ok right now

im goign to do smthin ive never done..

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nEX-9exMc1A&embeds_referring_euri=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2Fsearch%3Fq%3Dthe%2Bmorning%2Bafter%2Bi%2Bkilled%2Bmyself%2Bby%2Billness%26source%3Dlmns%26tbm%3Dvid%26bih%3D809%26biw%3D400%26client%3Dms-opera&source_ve_path=Mjg2NjY&feature=emb_logo

Just

Please for me

If you love me you would do it

Fletcher

Well a diff helpline

i dont have a number for dis one :/

At least you're getting help

I cant leave..

talk to them

I cant lose the trust of the first person..

Please

I am dont worry

Thank you

Do i be fully honest?

Fletcher can u do me a favor

just incase?

Yes

Yes

ok..

im fucking shaking

but ik im not cold

Can i be honest with you rn..?

Yea

you wanna knw why i dont get help?

Why

I dont know whats wrong..

Im so happy then im jsut

Gone..

Every emontion feels fake

Im ok theen i realise im not

then im not

then i am

then im def not

tehn im like this

i just

im never ok but im always happy?

i dont understand it..

Hmm

Thats why sometimes i feel id rather be numb

bc idk how i feel]

or how to feel

somewhy im still in line for a counsaler

I feel like its selfish rn..

Mhm

If i have to wait this long that means many more people

who prolly have worse problems then me

I think ima js cancel..

they deserve help more..

No

Actually don't cancel

You need help to

You could get better

...

I desrve the pain

Promise me you aren't cancelling

No

What makes you think that

Landan

Landan makes me think that..

js dont tell him

Landan is trippin

Not everyone deserves pain

Whatd u delete?

No one deserves pain

No he's never said i have. hes never said i rude thing

Then I was like

There's some people

no

People do stupid things because they feel stupid

people hurt people cause they are hurt

they dont know how to handle it

so they do everything they can to get rid of it

so no one dsoe

You put my number in yet

yeah