Desire to Talk to Fletcher

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MOM LEAVE ME ALONE I JUST WANNA BE FAMOUS

I WANNA BE FAMOUSSSSS

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MY THERAPIST SAYS I GOT ADHD

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANSSSSS

Jassy I don't think now's the time

i wanna cheer her up though

that's fair

Angel, anything we can do to help?

but ig ur right i should just let her be

no..

DO THE STANKY LEG

DO THE STANKY LEG STANK STANK

NOW WATCH ME BOP BOP

ima carve shit into my hand (:

NOW WATCH ME YOUR NOW WATCH ME SUPERMANNNN

No, please don't do that

ehh.

mf i swear to jesus if u do that im jumping off my roof irl

Jassy maybe we should just give her some space while she waits for fletcher to get on

k?

k ill make a new post

Angel, please don't harm yourself. I know there's not much I can do from here, but please just don't do it.

we love u just wanted u to know that

ima js drink a lotta salt water dw

kk tell us if u need anything love ya bestie

k

that's not exactly healthy but it's better than the other thing so you do you

yea to much salt can kill ya (:

Big fact

mhm..

so i drink salt water once a day ^^

This one?

si

What's up?

jake i feel like im going to pass out..

like

very very light headed..

From blood loss?

irdk

Mom..?

...

my legs did go limp..

shush everyone else go away

just for like a minute though

okay, make sure you're sitting/laying down

Ok ...

k

but i almost passed out

and that blood is circulating well

Please tell me if Mom's ok...

huh?

i will be kid dw

also try to take big breaths, and maybe drink some water if you need to/can

ok..

anything i can do to help

Are you bleeding rn?

no...

but i also drank like

okay, that's good

alot of

salt water

yeah that's probably what it is

stop drink salt water

you might be severely dehydrated

i got sick from doing that

oh.

like i got hostpitilized

I-

try to drink a lot of normal water and lay down

don't overexert yourself

No i want to wait for fletcher..

wait for fletcher before drinking water?

No before i lie down

charlie go drink water and then u can wait for fletcher

ok..

yeah, definitely do that

pls be careful i cant lose you too

and if I were you I would definitely try to rest a bit

just keep ur computer with if fletcher comes on

Cant :/

i cant bring it away from the table

i did js grab water though

ok u do that

idek where he is..

I mean rest after you drink the water

yall i scared

a LOT of water

Dude im not resting

im wateing fro fletcher

angel can i tell u smt

/hm

hm?

um so my grandpa is in surgery and they said that he might not make it and im rlly scared that im gonna lose him

itll be ok..

oh my moms calling me

ok

...

my grandpa is gone...

..

dont worry. hes in a good place.

itll be ok

just if i where you id take a break

...

ok

i cant belive hes gone

ik

is this rlly happening or am i just dreaming?

its real luv..

no im just dreaming

no jas

its real.

no im just dreaming i know hes still alive

hes not

r u sure

yes.

oh...

im sorry jas

its...its fine

ok..

Just go take a break.

get some food or smthn

yeah ill be back in a lil bit

ok

im back

kk

hey can u go to my new post pls

Benis

Fletcherrrrrrr

Sorry my dad came home

Ik

Yea

Smooch :)

I walked back to the table

and he said

Me :)

"why are you running from the phone for"

I just said i was calling dom

he llike half belived me

Yo calling on a landline

No

Landlines dont even work anymore?

But also

I have no good picutres about myself

of*

u left?

ok bye..

Srry

Its oki (:

My brain aint workin

Also ignore what serena said, ok? You are an amazing boyfriend and make me very happy and trust me you are not unimportant or useless. I love you

I js poured water all over myself brb

That means so much to me, I love you and am greatful you entered my life <3

Plus it doesn't matter if it's good or not

Picturr

None of them are

they all bad

horrible

every damn picture of me is

or i js look emo in it

You're very pretty to me

^^

It depends on if its how hair was before

or how is now

so just take a picture and send it to me

my parents aren't judgmental at all

ehhh~

hea?

yeah they're not judgmental

trust me, they won't say anything bad about you

ok

one sec lemme ask jas

Jas and jake both fuckin dead..

sup

i-

Jake go to jas newes t posr

ok

you should definitely send a picture of yourself

One sec

This one >-<

I tottaly didnt struggle

And i def look emo <3

You look very pretty

How-

rgrbwr

FLETCHER GET YO ASS BACK HERE

YEAHH

DUDE IM FUCKING SHAKING HELP

Are you lonelyyyyyyyyy~~~~~

im alone rn..

hey im still here

Ima ghost

dude im so tired

same

I dont think ima sleep toni

If the chance was there I would let you sleep on my shoulder :3

hell yeah

Fletcher

Why did you say do it 42352435 times afta school?

Cause I want a kiss :)

Well why say do it 42352435 times when you couldve js taken one?

I can't initiate it

huh?

I dunno how :(

You're my first in person girlfriend

awww neither of you know how to kissss it's so cute

The first one was over snapchat and shit

0//////0

Jake stop embreassin me

Really?

Yeah

oh?

Well i wanna be the last to ^^

look look

:3Ɛ:

it's like that

that's how you do it

I plan to make you the last girly girl I go out with :3

"girly girl"

hehe~

Good bcuz your mine.

Fine by me

^^

:)

*tackles you but stays holdin onto you*Rawrr~

Ima dinosaur

^^

That's adorable

How..?

*buries my face into your chest*^^

:3

*bites your hand*

Ooh kinky...

-.-

Nu

*chews on your finger*

:D

*closes my eyes*U my lil mexicanoo

you guys are fucking adorable

I'll leave tho lmao

didn't know I had this tab open

Jake no

Ikr

Why am i shaking ):

Cause you know we are adorable ;)

hehehe~

I aint sleeo tongith

(:

Where ya go?

Lovee~

bye..?

Srry

Got sidetracked

oh..

Its ok (:

Im just trying to not fall alseep

You can go to sleep

im not going to tonight

For me

Please

Fletcher ill be fine.

Pretty please

:3

Damn. I'm out of ideas for pleases

I cant sleep..

:(

I bet if you were with me you'd be sleeping :3

Its just..

Prolly

Snuggling sounds fun

yeah.

With you especially

i doubt itll be that long till my dad finds out abt u tbh

hes noticed im wayy more happy then normal

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fd1PJL6GgPs

Will he try to break us up or will he just be mad

Well

knowing him.

He will say he will murder you, then want to meet you then not gaf

then ask how you are every day

like ask me how u are

and ask 1mil questions bout u

So he'll be chill with me after a while

Yea.

If you like his tacos he wont gaf tbh

Knowing him

You can't fuck up a taco

HIS ARRY ME TACOS

MARY*

He calls em that

cuz they js that good

LIKE EUGH

Well he gotta know abt me sooner or later

Id rather have his tacos then any other restaurant

So if I act like a gentleman then I'll be chill

Oh he loves going through all my shit so prolly

yh.

I can be a real nice gentlemen

this song is my calm place, couldt put ma to sleep in like 5 mins if i try to sleep with it on

You should do that

I would love for you to sleep tonight

:D

i keep seeing things..

Right before i feel asleep any other noght i saw a man hanging...

it kept me awake

then

Close your eyes and go to bed

Now

i keep hearing very very very faint screaming

I'm not asking. I'm demanding

0//0

You need to sleep or you will die

Dont add logic.

What u was js doin was conving

Just promise me you'll get a better sleep schedule

Now all the convincing left.

You act like ion like being controlled and dont have hella mommy and daddy issues

Just go to bed

Please

Make me.

I said please

You kinda have to

Gurl-

Please is the magic word

Please just makes me feel bad...

Either way 8:30 is creeping up

Yea.....

Just go to bed

Doesn't matter if it's a nap

I cant..

I just want you to get some shut eye

i keep hearing it..

Ignore it

Yea just ignore the thing that scares ya sm to the point you start crying (:

#mentalbreakdownseverynight

I wish I was there

I wanna comfort you :)

Like i have Phonophobia-

You'll wake up

Dude, wrong fear...

It has to do with the screaming

If we're still together and living with each other then I'll be sure to wake you up

*dies in sleep*

You brought up that you feared you wouldn't wake up

Womp

:(

ik.

Im scared of loud sounds and the sound of screaming

Awh

like whenever i held your hand tighter or my legs went fa your legs

or when i was like very fidigty

Oh

yea..

you did make it better but its a really bad fear

Glad I could comfort you

(:

Hey

huh

?

Instead of kissing straight for the lips

Try cheeks

Might be a good start

You're thinking about it

Aren't you

:)

I-

HOW TF YK ME SO WELL

ITS

WEVE BEEN TG

FOR 5 DAYS

WHATRWBTW

You got mad butterflies

. . .

2+2=5

When you slept on my shoulder I had so many butterflies I got nauseous

:)

Tbh i could tell

No you dudnt

I can tell if someone gets butterflies by the way they move when and if they do

I didn't know I could get stomach nauseous by butterflies

When you wanted my hand~

:)

That wasn't towards you

I didnt even see it

Ah

🤫

I still didnt..

I wanna sleep but I'm gonna wake up at 12 and not go back to sleep

why

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