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HEyyY

hruu?

im good

u???

thats good

im decent ig

how was ur day??

pretty boring tbh i slept all day so i cant sleep for school tmr 😭

hbu?

i just came home from school tdy was our first day back

back from summer?

no the 2 week holidays

ohhh

between every term??

damn we only had a half day on friday and today off too

we go back tmr KMSSS

for what reason???

i had the same feeling yesterday lol

todays columbius day i think

and friday was bc of the 9 week mark

every end of 9 weeks we get a half day

oooh

yuppieee

crazy

we get 2 weeks off every 10 weeks of school

yupp

LUCKY

i want 2 weeks off smh smh

finally its the last term of school i cant wait for it to end

2 months and 9 days to go !!!

god lucky

not u counting down

help school just started and i want it to end

me too brooo

school is way to much especially as a freshman

wait so n usuall days u have school rn???

wdym?

sorry but whats a freshman people here keep teling me but i keep forgetting

like what time is it for u rn???

its the first year of highschool so 9th grade

it is 12:24

i have to wake up at 5:45

oooh i see crazy

yuppp

wakinng up at 5 is to much

ooooh i get it thx

school starts at 8:25 but i gotta wake up at 5:45 bc my bus comes at like 7:17

i am amazed

HOW THE HELL DOES SCHOOL START A 8:25

middle school starts at 8:50 but ends at 4:15

what the heck dam schools can be different

highschool starts at 8:25 and ends at 3:50

yup ik

yall have different times for highschool and middle school

im debating should i wear a hoodie nd leggings tmr or a cropped tank top w sweats

the only time change we have is for preschool they have half a day

idek and theyre in the same district also like wtfffff

gimme a sec

brb

okk i might gtb

nevamind

im back

okkk

cropped ank and sweats bbut its up to u

i might do that

honestly messed u

up

yupp

atleast highschool gets out earlier, i s dont get home till almost 5 bc im bus

js^

help yall have come crazy schooling

some

anyways imma try to gtb nd if i cant imma come back on, goodnight <33

goodnight ssleep well

you too :)

>333

Yolo

hi

Wsg

In bored

But I'm not tired

same

I wrote cosmo a whole paragraph

props to me

Props given

tyty

Can u add sum to da paragraph?

sure

"Also ethan said wsg"

also today makes 5 months

okayy

Dsngg I'm almost to my 2nd month if she isn't to mad at me rn......

damn what'd u do?

So.....

So I got high due to stress

It took my mind off it

But when I got un high my stress was there

damn ethan

So me and my friend did a friendly fight , I won, but there was a video

The video got caught

yk that isnt good for uoy

oh you in trouble?

I got caught homeboy did not

damn

Yeah last week Wednesday had 3days oss

(She was mad at me before the fight)

damn

She said she had bipolar so I kinda thought it was that

you needa fix your relationship

not being rude

Then the fight them IS A SO SHE IS either going to BE RLLY PISSED or break up with me :)....

Yeah ik.

Js

damn...well there is online dating :)

jkjk

but fr

I feel like I'm getting close to resorting back to what I did in 8th grade.

Lol

what'd you do?

I got a someone too so frfr

you got insta? we can talk there

if you dont wanna say here

Heh. I used to cut and shit. And well it's really tempting now.

Ethan dont really its not healthy

My body hides scars easily so no one will ever know.

Look you really saved my girl last night you can do the same with you

Thats not the point

Hah , I am good at helping others

But.

you need to help yourself too

I can't help myself. Like basically a mask u can call it?

ik, and you need to talk about ir

it

let it go

Lol I'm good lmao :)

So easy.

them periods say other wise

:)

Crazy part is my parents "think they know me"

They rlly don't at all

And there almost the closest people to me.

yeah

I understand that feeling

I try to help others just to feel like I did something I can't do for myself , not saying I don't or do care I mainly do care abt each person but still

You also need to care about yourself Ethan

It's fun until they watch you from heaven

Ik you love helping other people but your making youself feel worse you may not feel it but you are

I try to help myself

Yeah but I think my mom is proud of me hopefully

I read , I pray I accepted god and everything

I draw , I sleep

I do music

I edit vechiles

Good things take time you just gotta have patience

AND all those things you do is because YOU ENJOY DOING IT not nobody else but you

I have a ton of patience I just don't know where or when the limit will appear

give it some time trust

Heh. I trust u but

So like my body is still recovering

?

From?

From losing 20lbs in the span of 1.5weeks from being sick, bloodloss, marching

Are you okay?

That doesnt sound okay ethan?

I am glad I got introble and got OSS cuz it's letting my body rest alot

I'm 135 currently , gained back 5lbs

That is good

I am glad

keep it up

Did yk that ur body used ur scar tissue to replace it help or burn or heal ur body?

Really? Thats crazy

I can see my scars from middle school.

wow

I normally couldn't but now I can feel them or. The main one.

wym "the main one"

I had a scar dedicated horizontally

From?

Like frm my wrist to like my elbow

what happened?

I did that due to middle school, lies,rumors, daep, abusive parents?, Law , probation , family , my family breaking apart (house hold and uncles etc) money , good

Many things

Many more.

Wow you had it rough

and yet your still here I am proud of you

your still hanging on

Personally no one will ever know what's going on with me irl

Surprisingly. Some how failed twice

Idk how

For a good reason too, god isnt ready for you

Well 1 of them I seem sum that I just can't see anymore

My mom always told me that if you try to kill yourself and you dont sucueed it mean god isnt ready for you yet

no matter how u try to die if he isnt ready for you whos gonna make you make it out of there alive

Gosh I need help.

But ion wanna deal with the repercussions

I don't want people to think less of me

Nobody isn't gonna think less of you

My family

School

Deep down your family loves you, your family will never think bad of you

FUCK SCHOOL?????? THERE OPNION DOESNT MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!! only your friends at school mattter and there fake friends if they start to think less about youu

I just don't believe that , they have before countless of times

Replied to tht

True

Did they say that about you>

?

Yes My dad told me I'm going no where I in life and I might as Well kms

So fun :D

wait what that say?

DUCK YOUR DAD

FUCK*

My parents,take each others side and my lil sister follows them

I am so sorry about that

Shot this is nothing compared to slot of people I just need to suck,it in and deal with it

There just haters

I have those all the time

But I am also proud of you for making it through, you still try even though you may feel down keep it up I hope/want you to become succffusel in life and prove your father wrong rub it in his face he doubted you and you just proved him wrong

Thank you

I'll try to get better?

You can get better

I know you can I believe in you and so does your friends

Hello sah 👋

huh?

I see your ghosting

oh lol

Sah is,on the post

ayyy, I didn't wanted to Interrupt you guys

And,I got a plugin I made to see who is

ohhh lol

I'm good lol :)

i was just helping him out ( i tried my best )

Hru sah

Ik, that's why, cuz If I interrupted you guys, ethan wouldn't tell that all, ig

but ethan fr if you need anything come talk to me I am here for you and anyone else here I hope I helped you out some

nahh you good

I will

Thank you

just keep talking you two, it's also better for Ethan to talk about it.

I'm decent rn

Join up in the trios sah

yes lol

How's it school life going

How is your school life going sah

AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WHY WE UP STILL

Pluh

WHAT I MISSED

HELP

ME

ON

INFO

Wsg Kayla :)

AYYYYYYYYYYY WSG EFAN :)

Reread

REREAD ;-;

I'm not going into depth again

AYYYY OKAY

Ethan, if you want to talk about your problems, than do that. There's no point in bottling it all up. I've read everything and I'm really so sorry for everything you've had to go through and still have to go through. I hope you know that I'm always here for you and I'd be happy to listen to you too. I just didn't want to interrupt you guys because you probably wouldn't have continued talking about your problems, which is what happened when I came.

Sah I was pretty much done

Cough cough

Fun part is none of my friends close friends will ever figure this out unless they read this post.

:)

ETHANNNNNNNNNNNNN MY FAM GNG 4 LIFE ONG ONG!!!!! I AM SO SORRY WHAT YOUR SHITTY AS PARENTS AND HOW THEY TREAT YOU IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU BUD FUCK THE HATERSSSSSSS AYYYYYYYYYYY WERE JUST TO GOOD FOR THEM WE LOVE YOU ETHAN AND DONT HUET YOURSELF AGAIN OR ILL HURT YOUR CAT :)

Sah=luiz=Kayla confirmed?

FRHFTRHFGTIRHGE

NAHHHHHHHHH WE CARE ABOUT U BRO

Hahaha lol can't guarantee last part lmsl

IMA EAT THE CAT

HE/SHE IS SO CUTEEEE

It not Leo or ethan....

I have many cats

Around 6

All together I own 60 animals

But, I am very proud of you for being alive until today and as Luiz said, there was a reason why it didn't work out twice. You don't need to hide how you feel. If you keep suppressing your feelings and pretending everything is okay when it isn't, that won't help you. Instead, you need to face your feelings and deal with them. Know that you have us and you are not alone. I know it's not easy to help online, but I will try my best to help you if you want my help at all.

NOOOOOOO

Lmal

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME AND SAH ARE MARRIED

MWAH MWAH

YESSS MA'AM

Cough

MWAH MWAH

AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I WAS AT THE STORE TODAY AND SOME GIRL SAID I LOOK LIKE RHIANNA

HELLOOOOO

Luiz u a real 1 btw

BROOO DONATE SOME ANIMALS PLEASE

helllllllllllllo WIFEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MWAH

Nah expensive

ILL DONATE MY ORGAN FOR A PET

You realize my cats are specifically designed to look similar to black panthers purposely

HEY POOKIEEEEEEE

BLACK PANTHERS OMGGG YOUR CATS ARE GONNA BE IN THE NEW MOVIE VJHFBVFBRHBRFHVBRHFEVBFREH

I have 2 based on it ,1 Siamese cat 1 light dirt brown 1.orange cst,1silver and yes silver shiny /gray cat

BROOOOOOOO UR SO LUCKT

I GOT A HAMSTER, AND A PITBULL MIX MASTIFF

Not when ur kinda alergic

BRO WANNA TRADE

👹

where do u keep them all

Oh I got 2 dogs , husky and a German shepherd /wolf/heeler

HEYYOOOOOOO JKW!!!

BROOOOOOOOO THATS NOT FAIR

My house

I own 2 snakes , 1 banana looking 1, blue eyed lucy

GIVE ME YOUR ADRESS NOW IM FINNA LIVE IN YOUR BARN

ok wth

OR IN THE WALLS

what colour are the german sheperds eyes

And.48lizards worth over 100k :)

Yellow

BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LEMME LIVE IN UR BASEMENT

PLEASE

OR OUTSIDE

OR IN THE BARN

OH WE GOT A NEW ONE

OR IN THE WALLS

ANY WHERE

Ewww snakes

WE GOT

bro u dont live in a flipping house u live in old Macdonalds farm

THE

LMAOO

SMILING LEOPARD GECKO :))))))

what abt the husky

Btw my house is only 2k square feet so a smaller house

BRO

ETHAN

Blue , with a mix like a poison effect to it

WHAT

DONATE TO THE HOMELESSS

REAL

YES FINALLY

GIVE ME PETS

I want a brown cat, with green eyes y'all

AND A DOG

And a capybara

Ethan, u should get a capybara

I WANT A JAGUAR AND A LION AND A TIGER

girl bye where u gon raise them

Funny part was I was once like that back in California, then we got a 2bed,1bath for 4people

I WANT A TIGER TOO

House

When I'm old enough, Ima get a huge house

Aladin?

IN MY RIIM

MY DREAM KITTYY]

I WANT A TASMANIAN DEVIL HELP THEY UGLY BUT OH WELL

I WANT A LEOPARD ASWELL

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

BAD LEOPARDS

AWEEE NOOO

GET SNOW LEOPARDS

OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSS

WHITE TIGERS

I WANT LEOPARDS AND SNOW LEOPARFS

I WANT BOTH

okay guys ima gts im tired

IMMA GO ON A 3 HOUR FLIGHT TO GO KIDNAPP A TASMANIAN DEVIL (i have no hopes that ethan has one)

Ninja.....

WUT

sleep well sweet dreams pookie>2222

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE MWAH

Lemme check under my porch

WTH

His name is mew2

HOW COME

LMAO

GOOD NIGHT, SLEEP WELL AND SWEET DREAMSSSSSSSS MWAH MWAHHH POOKIE<333

WHY???

GOOODNIGHT POOKIE MWAH MWAH ILYSM

His jaw line

GNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN JKWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ILYSMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM POOOKIE

Bro is sigma

BYEBYE🤫🧏🏻‍♀️

Yes

BYE KAYLA

GOODNIGHT ETHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN MWAG MWAH

I LOVEEEEE YOUUUU MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE MWAH MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BYDDDDD

MWAHHHH MWAHHHHHHHH <33333333333

GN BABE SLEEP WELLL

I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL POOKIES MWAH MWAH

Lmao

Ethan, don't forget, we are always here for u

BBG DREAM OF ME

Yeah , lol.

no joke do u have one.....

:)

add me to the dream tooo

No comment

PWGSHSHAGSHGSGD

WHYYYYYYYYYYYY

ILL DREAM OF U ALL MWAH MWAH

Okokokok lalalalalalalala

les go

😘😘

Well jkw no I do not , but GUYS

YES

ETHAN GET A CAPYBARA PLS

YOU KNOW THE YOUTUBER BELUGA?

Ima come visit you

No

....

OMG I LOVE HIMMMMMMMMMMMMM

BELUGA THE CAT?

YK THe acc called HACKER

YESSSSSSSS

U HAVE LITERALLY ALL THE ANIMALS BRO ATP U HAVE SHEAN THE SHEEP

At this point, I'm jealous of him

MY MOM WANTS To get one of those its legal

OMGGGGGGGG

Yeah lmaoooo

fr he should donate

Reall

BRO I LOVE BELUGA HIS VIDEOS ARE SUCH A W

SHOW PICS

Once I get a house I'm getting horses , hellcats , then most white , ghetto thing ever

GUYS GOT THE SNIMAL MY MOM WANTS

THE FAMOUS CAT YOUTUBERR BELUGA THE CAT

IT'S CALLED A FLOPPA

ONGG

THERE LIKE CARCALS

MY MOM WANTS A FLOPA LOOK IT UP

BUT PET CATS

Yes lmso

SO CUTEE

Yep

thats sick

Imma have slog , reptiles , mammals

OMGGG OMGGG OMGGG

but he'll eat my hampter 😪😔🥺

a slug???

LMAO

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

Nah , fish

SLUG

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

My mom wants to get one.....

OKAY FR GUYS I NEEDA SLEEP GNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

ETHAN DO U HAVE CHICKENS

gnnn sleep wel

LUV YALLL SLEEP WELL DONT LIKE MOMO GET YALLLL

I had chickens

oop..

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

And pigs

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

And once horses , donkeys

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

OMGGG OMGG A COOL CAT

where they at....(help the first thing I thought of was u ate them)

But that was my biological dads place

I moved with my step fam and bio mom not my bio dad

ooh

yall i want to experience a red back spider bite

Once I was a wee little lad , I kicked a chicken omw to the playground in my back yard (I was really small so my kick did nothing at all

I once had a few tarantula

i have those all over the place here

but they are harmless

Same out on texas

We got stuff called the tarantula wasp

but honestly the maount of spiders here are insane

Ikr , hunstmann

best part is most people dont know which ones are venemous

Ur Aussie rigjt

THE CAT LOOKS SO MAJESTOC

lived in aus my whole life

Ohhhj KAMODODRAGONS

grew up with kangaroos......

KAMODODRAGONS

Kangaroos are dangerous especially male ones

if u wanna see them u have to go to queensland