And considering if she told my dad everything, this is probably stupid but I don't think it's out of the question that he'll put a bullet in my head. I mean the chances are low but knowing him
my older cat, Sasha, goes outside in summer, fall, and spring (she's indoor/outdoor) but my little one Ollie has spent over half her life in my bedroom
my older cat, Sasha, goes outside in summer, fall, and spring (she's indoor/outdoor) but my little one Ollie has spent over half her life in my bedroom
she's terrified of everyone and everything because the only place she knows is my bedroom.
my older cat, Sasha, goes outside in summer, fall, and spring (she's indoor/outdoor) but my little one Ollie has spent over half her life in my bedroom
I can at least tolerate my family most of the time but if they locked up my cat I would actually kill them
period and like i tell my mom "ollie's bored and lonely she's gonna get frickin depressed down there by herself" and my mom's j like "oh well i don't want her in the pack n play"
and like it'd be a tiny bit better if they'd spent the WHOLE life like this but they haven't and also like im never in my room unless it's night because im not allowed to have my phone or computer in my room
like sometimes i hafta put headphones on to drown it out cause i can't stand the sound but i also can't give her more food otherwise she'd get so overweight she'd actually be unhealthy
mal 🌸
omg you're gonna talk to your mom?
MayWantsACoolName
Yes
MayWantsACoolName
Probably get kicked out
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ok
MayWantsACoolName
But also maybe not
mal 🌸
omg good luck with that i hope it goes well <3
MayWantsACoolName
Idk wtf will happen
mal 🌸
im sure it'll go great
MayWantsACoolName
But either way this is probably a terrible idea
MayWantsACoolName
:)
MayWantsACoolName
What does great mean
MayWantsACoolName
What is the great scenario
mal 🌸
great scenario is either she listens, or you manage to get out of the house and go somewhere better, things will get better with the abuse
mal 🌸
im sure something good will come out of it
Wade
Cool
MayWantsACoolName
Even if she listens to part of it, no way she'll listen to all of it. The most likely scenarios are getting kicked out and conversion camp
MayWantsACoolName
Conversion camp would probably kill me lmao
mal 🌸
well listening to part of it would be better than none of it
mal 🌸
well we're gonna hope beyond hope you don't go to a conversion camp
MayWantsACoolName
Also the least likely possibility. The only real chance here is probably getting kicked out then calling cps
MayWantsACoolName
Any idea on how to get her alone?
mal 🌸
as long as you can get away from the abuse (without going to a conversion camp) i think will be a win, even if it's a half-win
mal 🌸
i dunno. who else is home?
MayWantsACoolName
Both my brothers and my dad
Winnie
???
mal 🌸
uhh then i dunno would it be possible to like go on a walk with her or smth?
MayWantsACoolName
I tried asking, she said no
MayWantsACoolName
I also tried asking if she was going to the store or something
mal 🌸
dammit then i don't know
mal 🌸
when do you think she'll need to get groceries next? anytime soon?
MayWantsACoolName
Vdkshs idk what I do
MayWantsACoolName
Probably a few days
mal 🌸
damn that's kinda far i don't know if you wanna wait that long? if you do then you could do it there but if you wanna do it sooner then i dunno
MayWantsACoolName
HDMDBSKD
MayWantsACoolName
Maybe I'll try asking if she wants to go on a walk again in a little bit
MayWantsACoolName
It's hot out rn
mal 🌸
kay that's a good idea
mal 🌸
maybe in the evening? you could ask to go on a walk to see the sunset or smth?
mal 🌸
i dunno if the sunset is visible where you are though
MayWantsACoolName
The evening is a good idea
MayWantsACoolName
I still don't know what I should say
MayWantsACoolName
What should I sayyyy
mal 🌸
i dunno you could say you wanna go on a walk to talk to her about smth
MayWantsACoolName
Yeah
MayWantsACoolName
I guess
MayWantsACoolName
Ah GNEBSBSHW I want to throw up just thinking about actually doing something like this
mal 🌸
i bet
mal 🌸
i cant imagine how nervous you must be
MayWantsACoolName
Why is this so hardddd
mal 🌸
because it's scary to confront people
mal 🌸
it doesn't tend to come naturally, especially when said person mistreats you
MayWantsACoolName
I bet when I try this the worst thing possible would happen
Winnie
???????????
MayWantsACoolName
And considering if she told my dad everything, this is probably stupid but I don't think it's out of the question that he'll put a bullet in my head. I mean the chances are low but knowing him
mal 🌸
noo he won't do that otherwise i will do it right back to him
MayWantsACoolName
I think it would be hard to shoot someone in prison
mal 🌸
ill manage
MayWantsACoolName
I'm probably stupid thinking that's a real possibility though haha
MayWantsACoolName
Anyways hru?
mal 🌸
im good
MayWantsACoolName
Good
MayWantsACoolName
Sorry I keep bringing the same annoying topic up haha
mal 🌸
it's alright haha it's not annoying
MayWantsACoolName
It probably is after the 3rd time
MayWantsACoolName
I mean I'm pretty annoying in general
mal 🌸
no you're not
mal 🌸
if you were annoying i wouldn't talk to you because i have a very low tolerance for annoying people
MayWantsACoolName
Haha okay
MayWantsACoolName
How are things with Liam?
mal 🌸
they're good
MayWantsACoolName
Good
mal 🌸
i saw him at church this morning and we talked briefly before he had to go
MayWantsACoolName
Nice
mal 🌸
yeah and he looked really cute
MayWantsACoolName
Yay
mal 🌸
yayy
MayWantsACoolName
Yayyyyy
mal 🌸
yayayayayayaayay
MayWantsACoolName
My cat was meowing at a wall randomly for 10 minutes earlier
mal 🌸
bahahaha
mal 🌸
cats are awesome
MayWantsACoolName
It's his favorite wall
mal 🌸
lmaoo
MayWantsACoolName
He was claiming his wall
mal 🌸
my cats favourite wall is my bedroom door cause when she meows at it she gets fed
mal 🌸
yasss
MayWantsACoolName
Cats are the best
mal 🌸
they areee
mal 🌸
i love my cats so much
MayWantsACoolName
IDK why my cat has an obsession with me but I'm definitely his favorite haha
mal 🌸
yessss
mal 🌸
im both of my cats' favourite cause im the only one who gives them attention
MayWantsACoolName
He spends half the day following me around
mal 🌸
awwwww
MayWantsACoolName
He's so cuteeee
mal 🌸
my cats aren't allowed out of my bedroom cause my mom doesn't like them
mal 🌸
yesssss kittyyyyyy
MayWantsACoolName
wtf
mal 🌸
ik
mal 🌸
my room is big but still
MayWantsACoolName
I was about to say please tell me you have a big room
mal 🌸
my older cat, Sasha, goes outside in summer, fall, and spring (she's indoor/outdoor) but my little one Ollie has spent over half her life in my bedroom
MayWantsACoolName
Still that's fucked up
mal 🌸
fr
mal 🌸
she's terrified of everyone and everything because the only place she knows is my bedroom.
MayWantsACoolName
That's so absolutely messed up
mal 🌸
it is
MayWantsACoolName
Oh my god
mal 🌸
and ollie will meow to be let out because she gets bored and lonely so i will sneak her up and let her walk around but then my mom yells at me
mal 🌸
it started when my sister was born and she didn't want them in the baby stuff and now that the cannibal baby is here they're still in my room
MayWantsACoolName
I can at least tolerate my family most of the time but if they locked up my cat I would actually kill them
mal 🌸
but like literally there's hardly anything that stresses a cat out more than a closed door
MayWantsACoolName
That's actually so messed up
mal 🌸
period and like i tell my mom "ollie's bored and lonely she's gonna get frickin depressed down there by herself" and my mom's j like "oh well i don't want her in the pack n play"
mal 🌸
OLLIE HAS NEVER TOUCHED THE PACK N PLAY
MayWantsACoolName
FUCK YOU MADALLYS MOM
mal 🌸
when she comes up she sleeps behind the couch or under the stools in the kitchen like mother please tell me how that's hurting you.
MayWantsACoolName
That's terrible
mal 🌸
fr
MayWantsACoolName
Like I'm pissed at her rn
mal 🌸
i always get pissed at her about it
MayWantsACoolName
That's basically animal abuse
MayWantsACoolName
What the fuck
mal 🌸
earlier i managed to get ollie out for like 2 hours and she literally sat first behind the couch, then under the dining room table, then on the stairs
mal 🌸
please please PLEASE tell me how that is negatively effecting anyone.
mal 🌸
like it isn;t
MayWantsACoolName
It isn't
mal 🌸
so she can shut up
MayWantsACoolName
Your mom is a bitch
mal 🌸
fr and her excuse is "I don't like cats"
mal 🌸
you didn't seem to have a fucking problem when you had your own cat
mal 🌸
sorry you're bitter that your cat died but your cat was 19 and suffering don't fucking take it out on my cats
MayWantsACoolName
Imagine grabbing a baby, locking it in a room for 5 years, and saying "I don't like babies" tell me how it isn't fucked up
mal 🌸
frfr
mal 🌸
if she didn't want to let them have a good life then she shouldn't have gotten them
mal 🌸
i mean i love that i have them but i feel bad
mal 🌸
and if she doesn't want them on the baby stuff then put a frickin sheet over them when they're not in use it ain't that hard ffs
MayWantsACoolName
I want to punch her. Right now. What's your address she seriously needs punched
mal 🌸
fr she needs some respect for animals
mal 🌸
like they're alive and have feelings too
MayWantsACoolName
It's arguably worse that they're animals, they don't understand all this shit
MayWantsACoolName
Like tf
mal 🌸
fr
MayWantsACoolName
Don't bring cats into it
MayWantsACoolName
Like you need to be seriously messed up for that
mal 🌸
and like it'd be a tiny bit better if they'd spent the WHOLE life like this but they haven't and also like im never in my room unless it's night because im not allowed to have my phone or computer in my room
mal 🌸
so my cats are always by themselves
MayWantsACoolName
:(
mal 🌸
like that's so messed up but i can't always be down there without my computer cause i have homework
MayWantsACoolName
Dhsndbdnd
MayWantsACoolName
I'm going to punch things until this is fixed
MayWantsACoolName
Mainly your mother
mal 🌸
fr and like at night a lot of the time once everyone goes to bed i bring ollie upstairs and she sits on the couch with me or explores while i watch tv
MayWantsACoolName
Ollie sounds lovely
mal 🌸
she is
mal 🌸
she loves j sitting there either on my lap or next to me
mal 🌸
she's so lazy haha
MayWantsACoolName
:)
mal 🌸
she also loves eating
mal 🌸
she's kinda fat but it's okay cause that means she's getting yummy food
MayWantsACoolName
Your describing all cats
mal 🌸
bahaha
mal 🌸
dude she'll sit at my door and meow hysterically until i give her something and she does that like every few hours
MayWantsACoolName
Aww mine just came and curled up beside me :)
mal 🌸
like sometimes i hafta put headphones on to drown it out cause i can't stand the sound but i also can't give her more food otherwise she'd get so overweight she'd actually be unhealthy
mal 🌸
awwwwww
MayWantsACoolName
He's purringg
mal 🌸
yesssss
mal 🌸
dude ollie like never purrs anymore :(
MayWantsACoolName
:(
mal 🌸
she used to purr all the time as a kitten she sounded like a tractor
mal 🌸
like i'd j have to look at her and i could hear her from across the room
mal 🌸
but i don't remember the last time she's purred
MayWantsACoolName
That's so sad
mal 🌸
fr
MayWantsACoolName
He just jumped on my desk, shoved things off, and ran away haha. He's a lovely little asshole
mal 🌸
haha cats are the sweetest little assholes ever
MayWantsACoolName
IDK what I would do without my cat
mal 🌸
same
mal 🌸
ollie was so tiny when i got her
MayWantsACoolName
It's still 90 outside
mal 🌸
damn
MayWantsACoolName
Oklahoma yayyy
mal 🌸
daaamn is it supposed to cool down later?
MayWantsACoolName
It will be 80 in a few hours
mal 🌸
ooo okay
MayWantsACoolName
Fvjjdjd
MayWantsACoolName
I want to talk now while I actually have a slight bit of confidence
mal 🌸
you can try to ask her now
MayWantsACoolName
Going to go do that brb
mal 🌸
kay
MayWantsACoolName
Nope
mal 🌸
damn
mal 🌸
kay sorry i gotta go
MayWantsACoolName
Idk what to do gghscjhd
MayWantsACoolName
Nooo :(
MayWantsACoolName
Bye
mal 🌸
:((( byeee
mal 🌸
good luck <3
MayWantsACoolName
Ttyl
MayWantsACoolName
Thanks :) <3