About to Get Kicked Out

omg you're gonna talk to your mom?

Yes

Probably get kicked out

ok

But also maybe not

omg good luck with that i hope it goes well <3

Idk wtf will happen

im sure it'll go great

But either way this is probably a terrible idea

:)

What does great mean

What is the great scenario

great scenario is either she listens, or you manage to get out of the house and go somewhere better, things will get better with the abuse

im sure something good will come out of it

Cool

Even if she listens to part of it, no way she'll listen to all of it. The most likely scenarios are getting kicked out and conversion camp

Conversion camp would probably kill me lmao

well listening to part of it would be better than none of it

well we're gonna hope beyond hope you don't go to a conversion camp

Also the least likely possibility. The only real chance here is probably getting kicked out then calling cps

Any idea on how to get her alone?

as long as you can get away from the abuse (without going to a conversion camp) i think will be a win, even if it's a half-win

???

uhh then i dunno would it be possible to like go on a walk with her or smth?

I tried asking, she said no

I also tried asking if she was going to the store or something

dammit then i don't know

when do you think she'll need to get groceries next? anytime soon?

Vdkshs idk what I do

Probably a few days

damn that's kinda far i don't know if you wanna wait that long? if you do then you could do it there but if you wanna do it sooner then i dunno

HDMDBSKD

Maybe I'll try asking if she wants to go on a walk again in a little bit

It's hot out rn

kay that's a good idea

maybe in the evening? you could ask to go on a walk to see the sunset or smth?

i dunno if the sunset is visible where you are though

The evening is a good idea

I still don't know what I should say

What should I sayyyy

i dunno you could say you wanna go on a walk to talk to her about smth

Yeah

I guess

Ah GNEBSBSHW I want to throw up just thinking about actually doing something like this

i bet

i cant imagine how nervous you must be

Why is this so hardddd

because it's scary to confront people

it doesn't tend to come naturally, especially when said person mistreats you

I bet when I try this the worst thing possible would happen

???????????

And considering if she told my dad everything, this is probably stupid but I don't think it's out of the question that he'll put a bullet in my head. I mean the chances are low but knowing him

noo he won't do that otherwise i will do it right back to him

I think it would be hard to shoot someone in prison

ill manage

I'm probably stupid thinking that's a real possibility though haha

Anyways hru?

im good

Good

Sorry I keep bringing the same annoying topic up haha

it's alright haha it's not annoying

It probably is after the 3rd time

I mean I'm pretty annoying in general

no you're not

if you were annoying i wouldn't talk to you because i have a very low tolerance for annoying people

Haha okay

How are things with Liam?

they're good

Good

i saw him at church this morning and we talked briefly before he had to go

Nice

yeah and he looked really cute

Yay

yayy

Yayyyyy

yayayayayayaayay

My cat was meowing at a wall randomly for 10 minutes earlier

bahahaha

cats are awesome

It's his favorite wall

lmaoo

He was claiming his wall

my cats favourite wall is my bedroom door cause when she meows at it she gets fed

yasss

Cats are the best

they areee

i love my cats so much

IDK why my cat has an obsession with me but I'm definitely his favorite haha

yessss

im both of my cats' favourite cause im the only one who gives them attention

He spends half the day following me around

awwwww

He's so cuteeee

my cats aren't allowed out of my bedroom cause my mom doesn't like them

yesssss kittyyyyyy

wtf

ik

my older cat, Sasha, goes outside in summer, fall, and spring (she's indoor/outdoor) but my little one Ollie has spent over half her life in my bedroom

Still that's fucked up

fr

she's terrified of everyone and everything because the only place she knows is my bedroom.

That's so absolutely messed up

it is

Oh my god

and ollie will meow to be let out because she gets bored and lonely so i will sneak her up and let her walk around but then my mom yells at me

it started when my sister was born and she didn't want them in the baby stuff and now that the cannibal baby is here they're still in my room

I can at least tolerate my family most of the time but if they locked up my cat I would actually kill them

period and like i tell my mom "ollie's bored and lonely she's gonna get frickin depressed down there by herself" and my mom's j like "oh well i don't want her in the pack n play"

OLLIE HAS NEVER TOUCHED THE PACK N PLAY

FUCK YOU MADALLYS MOM

when she comes up she sleeps behind the couch or under the stools in the kitchen like mother please tell me how that's hurting you.

That's terrible

fr

Like I'm pissed at her rn

i always get pissed at her about it

That's basically animal abuse

What the fuck

earlier i managed to get ollie out for like 2 hours and she literally sat first behind the couch, then under the dining room table, then on the stairs

please please PLEASE tell me how that is negatively effecting anyone.

like it isn;t

It isn't

so she can shut up

Your mom is a bitch

fr and her excuse is "I don't like cats"

you didn't seem to have a fucking problem when you had your own cat

sorry you're bitter that your cat died but your cat was 19 and suffering don't fucking take it out on my cats

Imagine grabbing a baby, locking it in a room for 5 years, and saying "I don't like babies" tell me how it isn't fucked up

frfr

if she didn't want to let them have a good life then she shouldn't have gotten them

i mean i love that i have them but i feel bad

and if she doesn't want them on the baby stuff then put a frickin sheet over them when they're not in use it ain't that hard ffs

I want to punch her. Right now. What's your address she seriously needs punched

fr she needs some respect for animals

like they're alive and have feelings too

It's arguably worse that they're animals, they don't understand all this shit

Like tf

fr

Don't bring cats into it

Like you need to be seriously messed up for that

and like it'd be a tiny bit better if they'd spent the WHOLE life like this but they haven't and also like im never in my room unless it's night because im not allowed to have my phone or computer in my room

like that's so messed up but i can't always be down there without my computer cause i have homework

Dhsndbdnd

I'm going to punch things until this is fixed

Mainly your mother

fr and like at night a lot of the time once everyone goes to bed i bring ollie upstairs and she sits on the couch with me or explores while i watch tv

Ollie sounds lovely

she is

she loves j sitting there either on my lap or next to me

she's so lazy haha

:)

she also loves eating

she's kinda fat but it's okay cause that means she's getting yummy food

Your describing all cats

bahaha

dude she'll sit at my door and meow hysterically until i give her something and she does that like every few hours

Aww mine just came and curled up beside me :)

like sometimes i hafta put headphones on to drown it out cause i can't stand the sound but i also can't give her more food otherwise she'd get so overweight she'd actually be unhealthy

awwwwww

He's purringg

yesssss

dude ollie like never purrs anymore :(

:(

she used to purr all the time as a kitten she sounded like a tractor

like i'd j have to look at her and i could hear her from across the room

but i don't remember the last time she's purred

That's so sad

fr

He just jumped on my desk, shoved things off, and ran away haha. He's a lovely little asshole

haha cats are the sweetest little assholes ever

IDK what I would do without my cat

same

ollie was so tiny when i got her

It's still 90 outside

damn

Oklahoma yayyy

daaamn is it supposed to cool down later?

It will be 80 in a few hours

ooo okay

Fvjjdjd

I want to talk now while I actually have a slight bit of confidence

you can try to ask her now

Going to go do that brb

kay

Nope

damn

kay sorry i gotta go

Idk what to do gghscjhd

Nooo :(

Bye

:((( byeee

good luck <3

Ttyl

Thanks :) <3