A Cry for Help

I sleep so much because sleeping is my only escape. I wanna feel alive, I wanna feel worth something but with the amount of shit I've gone through I fucking can't. I have panic attacks over nothing, on Friday I was boutta have one during school bc of all the shit going on. I've started starving myself to feel somewhat normal yet no matter what I do I'm nothing. I didn't even ask to be brought here yet I still get treated like a fucking mistake.

there's ALWAYS a " don't give up it'll get better " its been almost 7 fucking years. I just think its my sign to give up :)

Hi hey it’s me the guy with good timing

I won’t give you the dont give up shpiel but I can hop on discord if you wanna talk

no its fine, ill be ok.

You’re not a mistake, and you don’t need to be prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer, any of that stuff

honestly I do, ive been bullied for 6 fucking years straight. I can't handle it anymore.

I will personally drive to Texas and beat the living fuck out of anyone who’s treating you bad because that’s not what you deserve

You’re amazing Rylee, so many people know that. You don’t deserve any of this, but the fact that it’s happening means that there really is something better around the corner

7 years ago was when I also descended into the worst pit of shit I’ve ever been to. My life was a living hell.

no I haven't read it.

I suggest you read it. Iirc it’s relatively short, or you could even read a summary

it was my bio dad, he's in jail though.

I still need to read it, but from what I know about it, you could probably learn quite a bit

I will tmr

Well that’s good that he got punished for something like that

yeah.

Okay I guess it’s a bit longer

I gtg im leaving to go to the airport.

ill tty tomorrow.

Alright. Here, tell you what, I’ll read it too.

Then we can talk about it throughout and after

I promise we WILL get through this Rylee.

okay , send me the website link.

You’re not alone, no matter how much you may think.

ill read it tmr when I wake up.

feels like I am.

“There was a man in the country of Uz named Job. He was a man of complete integrity, who feared God and turned away from evil.” ‭‭Job‬ ‭1‬:‭1‬ ‭CSB‬‬

Oops

Sorry one sec I accidentally just copied the first verse.

okay

https://www.bible.com/bible/1713/JOB.1.1.CSB

See if that works

The app is pretty nice and easy to use too if you wanna get that

job 1?

Yeah that should be the first chapter

okay ill read it tmr. goodnight.

Goodnight!

Jake?

Hey, what’s up?

I’d say you’re pretty damn fine, Ethan’s girlfriend.

Based

like mentally?

You’re fine looking.

Based bro

Fr

Bro has the Dagger Rizz

LOLLLL

well thank you :)