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My last YouTube vid was pretty shitty, I’ll be posting an edit soon

New video has been posted to my channel! Check it out if u want, excuse the quality, idk what happened..Oh and I’ll be releasing a new edit soon! Spooky season baby!

I'm officially announcing my one-week hiatus from the site. It's going to be a very busy and stressful week, and this break is necessary for both my mental health and success in various areas. I won't be gone any longer than that. If anyone needs to contact me, you can message me on discord. My username is alternativeSymphony or something like that lol. See you guys soon!

" if she ever call my phone, yk i gotta dead her, but I like that girl too much I wish i never met her. "

js change her to he nd girl to boy.

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.

i have a weird theme song from a creepy kids show about an animatronic owl stuck in my head

sorry for anyone who reads this lil note but its about Ethan,

tbh I love him so much, yes we have our ups and downs but I couldn't imagine life w/o him, yes he made some mistakes and ruined my trust but he's slowly and surely getting it back. he's so different. like when I look into his eyes it makes me feel all fuzzly and warm. i never wanna let go of him. all weekend I've been just thinking about him, wearing his hoodies to bed nd everything. he gives me pure joy and I never wanna lose this feeling.