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Guys help :/ I like miss him sm... I feel like I havent seen him for weeks even though it's been a few hours I don't think I'll survive this weekend 😭 😭 😭 😭 Like the thought of him makes me smile and just eughhh~ I love him smmm- I miss u Fletcher)): Gimmie attention luv <3

Ethan no matter wht happens thanks for everything g u have done ima probably me gone for a while so yeah dead ass for all the shit I done to u ,before the end of the year I will give u 20 bucks as a way to repay if ur not ethan or jake don't respond to this I'm screwed.cant take this shit no more the stress and fuckin anxiety of dealin with shit ill never get over with.

sorry for anyone who reads this lil note but its about Ethan,

tbh I love him so much, yes we have our ups and downs but I couldn't imagine life w/o him, yes he made some mistakes and ruined my trust but he's slowly and surely getting it back. he's so different. like when I look into his eyes it makes me feel all fuzzly and warm. i never wanna let go of him. all weekend I've been just thinking about him, wearing his hoodies to bed nd everything. he gives me pure joy and I never wanna lose this feeling.

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.

yoo sooo yk @the uprising of helld , apparently he wants to be shown " more respect" and that apparently i " treat my girlfreind better" than him , bro like stfu ur a my freind , idgaf if ur my best freind , i would treat any girl i dated with more respect than any of my freinds , and thats why he wants to become moderator , js to ban me out of pettyness. yes i regret banning sum people.