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esleerhwynaebll'Ifikdinoomehtnoemrofkool Flethcer..? I doubt you'll get on anyhow :/ but I don't want anyone else right now.

Yea so the post got out of hand and I can’t really understand much so lemme rephrase ask me questions and demands. But as one sentence each stop spacing makes it harder to reply.

Ask me random shit and talk about random shit, random questions, I got shit I got to do for like 30 minutes but I’ll look at the shit when I get back, could be anything rlly.

Fletcher?Mia?Jake? Tbh im sick of most people, mostly people idk but im sick of people :/

I apologize if I've been being a bitch, I know it's not a justification but I've been having a really hard time. Specifically I'm sorry to em, Jake, and dp

funny story about yesterday ( true )

a teacher / or principle walked into my science room ( I was upstairs not in science that period ) and he/she walked into a fire extinguisher and it dropped to the floor nd exploded, then people decided to spray cologne with it, and mf I thought someone went GAHGAHBOOM on the school, but any ways it got into a chemical room nd mixed in with chemicals too...

i inhaled so much of it on accident dude.. nd in certain sents I'm allergic too, GUESS WHOS SICK NOWWWW

If I don't talk, chances are I just don't wanna with that person atm, im most likely waiting for someone. What if I just like, go meet the man on the moon..? I won't, but like, what if? Look for me in the stars but I'll be on the moon Luv~ Fletcher?~

" if she ever call my phone, yk i gotta dead her, but I like that girl too much I wish i never met her. "

js change her to he nd girl to boy.

okay so after all the arguing that's been going on,

Amy I want you to please avoid Emily and wade.

wade, I want you to avoid Amy and may

Emily please just avoid Amy.

I know it sounds kinda controlling but it's better off as this until one another can be civil. no shit talking, no accusing others of things, no drama in general. when everyone can cool off and talk about it in a MATURE manner then lmk and we can.

thank you

sorry for anyone who reads this lil note but its about Ethan,

tbh I love him so much, yes we have our ups and downs but I couldn't imagine life w/o him, yes he made some mistakes and ruined my trust but he's slowly and surely getting it back. he's so different. like when I look into his eyes it makes me feel all fuzzly and warm. i never wanna let go of him. all weekend I've been just thinking about him, wearing his hoodies to bed nd everything. he gives me pure joy and I never wanna lose this feeling.

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.