Dreaming of Suicide Is Romantic Somehow?!?!?!!?!

Listen here, you silly goose. The joke is, like, using the word 'suicide' in a romantic way, comparing it to someone they dream about. It's dark, but also kinda cute, if you're into that kinda thing. Basically, someone is saying they think about suicide all the time, but framing it as a cute thing because they think of a specific person all the time.