To Knight.

Let’s face it, neither of us can learn to forgive, we will both remain sinful if we continue to try to find peace in our anger, j stead of our shared views. Instead of bickering amongst ourselves, let’s let her decide. After all, her feelings matter most.

k

Smash

This anonymous guy gets me so hard tbh

I said war, if she manages to talk me out of it, then congrats. If she dosent, expect me to be shotting the first gun.

may

no war

war is going to make things worse

cosmo, i know not to start a war unless i have a reason to be fighting. there is no one and nothing i can lose within thiis that isnt already lost. I wont let it make things worse, not for me. But things are deserved, and things are needed. Peace is an amazing thing indeed, but sometimes the reward war can give you is much bigger.

there is never a reason to start a war. each side will lose something

in a war, everyone loses

i don't want u to lose anything more

I have my eyes on a much grater prize.

think of your career path

I promise, if i gt clos to losing something important, close at all, i will drop my weapons.

if you get in even more trouble, you could get kicked out

thank you

i know..

Ofc. Just know i have a plan.

the best plan is one for peace

I will only find inner peace with this war.

thats what people thought would happen after ww1

here..

maybe lets talk on Q

Hey.

What.

What do you think you can gain from this?

Inner peace, with myself.

Its selfish, but id gain enough to finally let go.

What is this, inner peace?

Let the wound heal.

its peace within urself..

What is your goal to find this?

I know, I’ve found it with her.

To win the war.

anon

may

stop

grr.

There is no winning Charlie.

there is no war

everyone will lose, may

this is between two countries, not three.

No matter how this war plays it, loss will be had.

well, call me the league of nations

theres only ONE thing i care to lose.

Charlie. Please just talk to me.

you have much to lose

wait what’s going on?

He wont lose.

I promise I will listen this time. And I won’t call bullshit.

Everybody get the fuck out.

i have a few minutes

let me help you guys

let cosmo stay.

HE keeps me sane.

Fine.

Nothing keeps you sane.

when i leave, i want you to split until thursday

You’re almost as crazy as myself.

you can help her with that

What?

im leaveing till monday, so deal.

if she's struggling with life, why not help her?

Charlie. Talk to me. Tell me what you’re trying to accomplish. I won’t get scared this time. Please just let me work things out with our grudge. Not for me, but for her.

do you guys have any mutual friends?

…

You

I dont want his help.

Last time he almost healed me just to be crushed again.

guys

please

hate is not the fucking answer

Charlie. I won’t this time. I want to understand how you feel, and how you want to make this better.

may, sunflower says that she cares about you

All I want is for things to be right.

Im sorry, i cant tell you anything for what happend lastime.

gtg

Espcially if the only damn reason you are here is all leading back to her.

cya thurs

That wont make aments.

amaneds

Okay cosmo

stop now

i don't want to see you talk about this until i get back

please

No war will be started until you come bacl.

So you’re saying, I need to make amends with you?

But this needs to be spoek.

one sec lemme look up waht amends mean

wait

no one ingured anyoe

oooh correct a mistoke

Im sorry, i dont want your charity.

I am not giving hand outs.

I simply want to give back what I have taken from you. But I need to know how I can do this.

every year one person is the most important to me out of freinds.

You took two of my years in one.

I know. And I want to make things right. I want us to be able to forgive, so the lord can forgive us. And maybe she can forgive you to.

You dont belive in god.

it started with you

"lose one freind, lose all freinds, lose yourself"

its a step.

You do, I am trying to speak your language.

Hold on.

There was problems beneath the surface with you and her even before I ever came along.

nd i gave fucking everything to fix that

i tried

i was alawys doing my best to be there

to hear and listen to her.

always make time

she was always the first person i went to for anything as well

i trusted her with everything

i did all i could

nd all you did is show me everything istn enough

so i dont care what you say

(im sorry cosmo)

but this sint for either of you anymore.

It is for, your own self belief?

Its so i can maybe stop

Stop what?

reading the old notes.

the old emails

hateing myself

wonder why

fucking tear up my skin n\

fucking hurt pple i care abt cause i cant heal

maybe life can go back to normal

I hope you can heal yourself. Nobody should live in such suffering. I remembered when I considered suicide. Now I’m strong enough to resist it.

Wait, I have a question.

yeah

u change ur name too much

If this is not about me, or her, or anybody else, just your own healing, than what is your enemy in this war?

fuck u

Please leave, for now.

okay maybe yall are involved

damn ok 👍🙃

We are involved, because you valued us right? But then we were taken away?

Sorry

Apreantly not

all i had my eyes on wehre some prize right?

I was js useing you guys.

right?

That was not how I thought of you.

you told me.

You told me yesterday i js played u

used u

manupulatied you

so thats all i did.

That thought was foreign.

it was a diff language

For a long time, you healed me some. You did seem nice.

It’s just, like I’ve said I am vulnerable and emotional.

i helped bc i cared.

so all you had to do was tell me fi i didsmthin wrong

not ghost me irl.

When your problems started becoming overwhelming, I would sob. For a while nobody saw me cry. Untill my mom did.

I cared to.

ik i did the worst, i js pushed my pain and hate onto others without knowing.

To see her vulnerable son in such distress, she assumed you targeted me.

ur mom never liked me

I believe in you. And I wanted to help. It was my mom who told me that you were a manipulative lier.

I didn’t want to believe her, for weeks I had no idea what to think of it.

I thought things would be best if I just removed myself. Let somebody stronger, not a crybaby like me hep you.

For a bit I believe my mom. But now I see, if I believe this, that is all you will ever have the choice to be.

I want to forgive you, I don’t want you to be the monster they say you are.

What am I.

that is my problem.

What am I.

what do you think of me now.

I don’t know, some think your a sweetheart, some think an angel, some a friend, some a foe, some a ho.

I want to forgive you, so maybe you can try to show me, and this time I won’t be a coward.

Try to show you what?

My point being, I know that if you tried, you could be whatever you want. I want to give you a chance.

I don’t want to think anymore, that you are a monster.

.

I want to believe in you, and I want to forgive you, but if all you great my offer with is war, then the lord can bring neither of us forgiveness.

*greet

What happens after we forgive eachother?

WE js act like we never knew eachother?

Then, things may go back to normal.

whats normla to you

We can be at peace with ourselves.

You can.

i have TWO ways to find it myself.

And maybe, you can gain those two years back.

You are doing this for yourself and her, you stopped caring about me.

Answer.

That’s the problem. It was my fault that we have this grudge. Like I said, my mom told me that there was no way to talk to you, I didn’t know what was true or not, so I just stayed out of it and hoped things became calm.

Sure.

thank you.

im sorry, but i cant belive you.

Things haven’t became calm, I started this mess, and j want to clean it up. But you need to open your doors to me, and maybe we can be at peace with each other, and ourselves.

Why?

because you did evrtyhgin to keep those doors shut.

wait

You came back only intenetion her.

SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHAT THIS PERSON DID TO MAY

Now yk what'll help me bring peace to us both.

IM SO CONFUSED

What?

thats when you "care"

I want to care. But you need to have trust in me.

who are you?

Not just one of us can open our doors.

What tf is happening

this is who i wanted dragged in.

Personal BS that I made happen now get out rq

Oh

Ok

Eli.

MAY

ESPLAIN

PLEASE

Please leave.

MICHIGANDERS ARE WEIRD

NO

YOI CANT TELL SOMEONE TO LEAVE A POST

ill explain later if you leave or js watch.

IM NOT LEAVING UNTIL THIS IS EXPLAINED

find.

he ghosted me irl

nd now hes tryna find peace.

BRO YOUR 12 WHO GIVES A SHIT

im not 12.

CHAT ABOIT THIS ON QUOTEV

Cant.

Please leave now.

or js watch.

Eli?

Should I leave too?

Charlie. Please. Just try to forgive me. I want to work things out, together, as we started this grudge. And maybe, you can find your peace.

No no please.

You’re her emotional support animal.

anonymous

charlie

please

shut up

Hes not an animal.

wirh your irl drama

bedause

Okie.

it’s cringe

Rude

and you’re in 7th grad

and you’re weird

Sorry dip.

and you should leave

ignore him.

Nothing can ever go bakc to normal.

I resepcted you and distanced myself from the otheres as well.

Then, where are you trying to get things?

do yk how i often i talk to chimpanzee

huh

ELI

If they can’t get to normal, they can’t get to peace, and they can’t get to the lords forgiveness, where are you trying to bring things?

Only one knows my last plan..

Sorry I’m getting food and Burger King, yeah?

witch is to tkae what the last straw was nd undo what wasnt done.

What is the goal of this plan?

Get me food ples im hungry

wait nvm im not eating dinner

js please, eli. Dont let me do anything id regeret.

To let her knoww i care.

How are you going to do this?

Only one knows.

Joker?

erm..

he kinda knows

Who knows?

but not really

An idot.

that plays fortnite

Ethan?

nd is getting FOOD

oh.

*cough*

Dip?

Yeah.

Do we know dip irl?

Im less hintitng at him 4 u rather then yelling at him

no, we dont.

Charlie, just please don’t hurt yourself.

like you care.

I do.

I dont belive that.

What do you believe?

if you cared you wouldve told me rather then ghost me irl.

I belive that you are ding this so you can find peace between you two nd get me tf outta the exstinace of ur life.

I’ve tried explaining it to you. I was a coward, ok? I felt like I couldn’t help you so I didn’t bother and hoped somebody could.

that im js a pawn

i sent pple to you

i went to you

Your not a pawn.

u didnt even say not to talk to u

You’re a knight.

FUCK

yeah

Charlie

You tried to send people to me.

And they never told me a thing.

Who did you send to me?

i tried asking zack

landan

grem

gwen saiad she would but ik she didnt

My mom was in a group chat with all of them.

i tried begging to know from serena

She told their parents, and they all hate you.

oh what id do to ur mom.

Nobody ever asked me about you.

zack js said nuhuh nd called me gay

And when you said anything, I just blocked you out. I knew I was too much of a coward to help then.

you only wanted to help yourself

ik you understand why i cant trust you enough to thnk you care

No. My mom only wanted to help me.

shush

This sint a reason.

I wish I could help. But everyone told me no. That you weren’t worth it. And for months I wanted to come to you because I did care. But I was scared.

give me 3 reasons to belive you.

…

shush

shushhh

So much is happening

1. So I can believe in you. 2. So you can believe in yourself. 3. So I can believe in myself.

ANON WINS

mhm.

i cant trsut you.

Not because I am selfish, but because one cannot believe in others before they believe themselves.

thats a rwerd that MIHGT happen if i trust you

THEN DONT TALK TO HIM

Bro shut.

Whats a reason to trust YOU not the rewards.

Eli, opionon.

I am a part of your problem right?

I am a part of your problem preventing your self peace right

?

should i trust someoen that ghosted me irl nd js left nd hurt me nd hated me nd never ever told me why nd then is the resn someone more important is gone?

i have many.

u do make it worse

but i love making fun f u on the bus with my cousion

It isn’t up to me, it’s up to you

If we can find peace in each other, that’s one part done. One step closer to your peace.

okay, if it happend to you ], would you gice another chance

the second peace is found, thats the seond you are a coward again

If that’s what it took for me to have peace with myself.

What?

I didn’t see.

what dose it depend on

Depends on what they did or how much I miss them

danggggg ;(

im so sorry, but im dealing with a problem and hes trying to help

ur to silly

dang ok 👍

lovely perv?

im eating a frozen brownie

yur

oh

I’m choking.

wsp perv

Hi Ethan

what yall monks talking bout?

Oh?

are you okay

E, please..

meh fine

ty

YOU FUKING BORDER HOPPER

Of course I am not ok. I’m never ok. I’m always sick to my stomach. Everyday for the past few months I’ve forced myself to not puke. I don’t know why. Is that a good confession for you?

cant say tht on wje

Sorryz

?

tbh I'm the best counselor, talk to me , and I'll help

what if i do trust yo.

Okay fine E, js odnt get annoying

Don’t use my name please. I was named after my fucking greedy dad.

kk

sorry

Then we may find peace.

can I call u jj? hb dat?

Call me the second monster, if you will.

and if i dont find peace?

No,bad.

...nah seems odd ur mah friend

call him the first idiot

Then, it will be back to how they are right now. Nothing to lose.

i dont want how things are rn

dang man u changed alot in the few

if u need sum 1 to tlk to

Then give peace a chance.

And we may fix our grudge.

I'm here and so is harley

r u js gonna go back to hateing me?

me nd him are dealing wif beef we hv rn

oh?

do we needa speak spanish so u understand

.

I haven’t changed a bit Ethan. I’m just stronger.

Speak taco bell

. mhmm....

Mentally.

. rlly u indian

I think.

alr alr but still

guys

im drinking soda

I’m not sai goofy

ur still takin a toll

stop making me laugh

wait so who tf are you

U GOT DA RINGA DINGA BLACK PLEAGUE TYPE SHI 🤢🤕😵🤮🥵🥶

HANDLE IRL DRAMA

OFF WJE

opal u don't know him

I STARTED COVID

cant his momma hates me

real

Guys.

yir?

Covid 20 dropping soon

real

was lettign ethan stay a bad idea?

If you don’t want peace. Then remember that I will always be the missing piece to your enlightenment.

I’m from the city that covid was FOUND in

wow. ok.

👍

ig I'm leaving