Stressed by Costume Deadline and School Setbacks

I was up till 3:30 doing school work

3:30??

yeah

i was so tired

I ended up waking up at 12 pm today and now i odnt have much time to do school.

but ima do school and cut out the feathers for the wings

oh so now we see what happend

thats such bs.

ilyyyyy

ill only reply on wje when a video is playing btw.

ilyt hun

im so tired rn

i just realized

ive been taking headache pills every day for caffine 😭

I feel like thats unhealthy

womp womp

jk

it prob is

ouu

if it was js this i wouldve thrown stones

but i fw this

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hi caher

gusy trust my wfie is awesome

hey bree

hi cahr

ouu ya

ayrayoiery

awooooo

inner alpha starst to guun

ok ill hush

dose this seem passive agressive?

nope

guys i love my boobs in this shirt, they look so perfet

fr twin

so it looks nice.

kinda

idk

damnit

i sorry

class chyange soon

ily bbg bai awoo

oop

okay ly mamas

or i will fucking rip my voice box out so i cant scream

this is the wings

hmmm

so i need these done, and i cant like do it slowly or last minute

because i need to spray paint it in the end

so i need to layer the papaer, put it all tg cut them all out and fluff them before and after

thats my issue

you don't have 2 days tho you have 3 technically

nope.

Halloween starts at the end of the day

i go to my moms on friday

and i cant bring the paint to my moms

hmmmm you cant add final touches before the evening ?

my dad is bringing me mid day, i have a med review before that

and i wanna shower

my reviw is at 10:30

and i actually have issues with my meds

ohh man still I wouldnt worry to much on making it perfect cause think about it if you make it perfect you will be moving around on Halloween and if it breaks that sucks more if you putt so much effort into it

so i wont be home until like

12

and then i have to shweor

and pack my bag

thats like 1:30

and thats time consuimg

theres no way to not do that

even if i glut it on, pin it on, sow it on, or however

it goes on by hand

my uncle offerd to help me if he has time and he might

but it takes alit of time

like cutting them out is easy, i can cut like 50 at a time

because its like really thin paper

but putting them on itll be time consuming

and i go to the laundry matt tdy

how badly are you doing in school rn ?

i was doing amazing until they pushed me back

now im behind in 4 classes

fucking school system

what's the grades ?

like 60s or sumin ?

lemme look one sex

its bad bc im behind

one

two

3

four

five

six (spnaish has more because its done diffrent)

I knw your VERY optimistic

and wanna help me

and i appricite that

Your actually passing

i always have

so im going to get into not behind and should be passing

brb next period

get those done but

because i can be a few assingments behind and it says on im on track

cramps in shi

also get some sleep

mhm

ive been taking pills for caffine

like js headache meds with caffine, nothing bad

if im failing or behind (70 isnt okay for my dad

i cant go

if my costume isnt done

i cant go

Okay, okay

same with my room

i come back

Okay, um

i have like 30 mins left, i can do that fridsy qicik

Are you at home?

hey bby

mhm

class change i'll be back

i go to the launfdry matt today so

i can explain to lynz as well

or atleast let me pass for school

cause i now have proof it happend

they posted in google classroom

goodd

you saying shit like "cramps" and "pad"

@glichywillow

i brung mochi to school

everyone likes him ^^

im sorry ive been a bit distant ml

pad as in got a spot to myself

I love you sososoo much

dont apologie

ah i see

since when tho??

i nvr realized

i havent been on as much

cramps as in like the actual stuff I've been productive lately

oh, and i picked another thing up at the libary so thatll be fun

I fell out off my roof

i mean cramps are something everyone gets

oh no i swear its okay

class change

and what time did you wake up?

but i woke up like at 10 am, then every 15 mintues until 11, then an hour till 12

I've been eating pudding

bro.

cut the banan up

bannas help with cramps

omfg- that won't be gay-

Nahh I'm just gonna eat it in the bathroom through a hole in the wall

i mean so dose sex

but thats period cramps

and orgasms make periods go away

ryan has very teenage boyu freinds

WAIT hold up sex helps with cramps ?

...

PERIOD crmaps

banana hole

NUH uh

ahh

really?

So when your freidns called u a pedo for dating someone a year younger than u

and will call u gay for eating a banana?

did you finish cleaning your room

real friends and my own thoughts

nope.

Fuck those

that's gays fuckin a mans brain

i just did :3

:c

even if its your own brain 🤔

i got told it depends on how you act around your friends while eating the banana

i woke up on and off seince 10 am

i got out of bed at 12

less than 2 hours?!?!

well depending on what you consider banana shake be

there was a banana in it I made it

no?

i went to bed at 3:30 am

woke up at 7 am, went to sleep till 10 am

eat willow cake

then woke up at 10 am, then on and off till 12

fuck no ^^

how unhealthy I could neverrrrrr

cya ima get off ^^

and i ate food last night cause i forgot to

bye willow :(

(I'm running off nothing but human will )

it was like 13 hours without food wich is fine

but i ate so fast so i could do sschool

it made me feel so sick

my stomach hurts now too

oh shit

i took pills on an empty stomach

I AINT HAD HEALTHY SLEEP IN A YEARRRRRRR

2 hours a day everyday ))😝((

i js grabbed food

but it lowk might be too late

plus its prolly around 2 hours not exactly 2 hours

unhealthy sure deadly shii I'm still standing

some less some more

INSOMNIA IS A BIHHH BUT A BAD BIHH

once this busy shit flys over ima make a scheduale

like track stuff

my periods, when i eat, when i slee

cause my periods are severely irruglar

huhhhh

hm?

il go without my period for like 3 months

sometimes longer

than have one that lasts like one day or one that lasts super long

i deadass had a period last over a month

i was light headed all the time

i fucking felt so sick

i ended up eating a shit ton of venision

I'm glad I'm boy this sounds like shiiii

i mean

usually its once a month for a week

but due to my meds

my hormes are inbalcned

like cause i take em once in a while

messed with me

man what do men have that sucks just as badly as periods 🤔

yall cant fucking compete for some shit

i love my dick

are can trick shot when I need to pee (not serious )

dawg

I like MY dih not Mays dih

dihh

Mays dih is like a slinky all scary and shi

yeah

and its glow in the dark

NUH uh

that unhealthy but its cool party trick

your shit small

ryan its not a real dih?

in her fake ass tiny house

it dosent maatter

man like most bad bih shes made of plastic and I ain't complainin

im winning anyways

my boobs are so big they radiate more heat then a fire

i touch them and my hands burn

I'm flat chested but I prefer it that way anyway

thats cause ur weird

YO PROSTHETIC ARE COOL

okay lol

I'd replace it with a knife foot

oh

dude i think i lost weight

like a sword peg leg

cause like, i wore a shirt that ive worn many times

and it was like smaller on me

and my jeans lowk fit better

like ive wanted to lose weiht but

it js felt like not right

becuaes i know its because i havent been eating as much

but im also not as hungry

ive been having less depressive episodes

so i eat less

I meannnn if you got something good from doing something bad it ain't all bad as long as you do it for a good thing

but i also still dont forms of exersice

i wish i could

that's just accidental dieting

i mean my dads been nicer so i might ba able to go for walks on smthin

im picker about waht i eat

i dont eat thigns that are too sweet

i cant eat it

religion

oh coolio like muslims ?

idk im not muslim

I ate Pulled Chicken today

I ate jack shit today 😛

i worship Lady Aphrodite

And if you do with her, you shouldnt eat pork

(she fell in love with a mortal who got killed by a wild boar, so its disprectfuk

Du bist auch son pulled chicken

i had to eat smthin cause i took pills

i dont do with any one religioun I believe in A god just not any particular one

-not ones to get high

ive also never liked greasy or breaded foods

shiiii I'd eat anything

omg i have to write an arugmuentive essay..

and its a topic i would love

i dont have time

good is good and I'm A FATASS DEEP DOWN

i want to throw my computer

dont

wssssppp

😭

man graded band work SUHHS

and i can't fucking go to my lesson after i'm done with the survey