Serena?

.

Say what you need.

But really, not only with Quinn

It was ok when it was just him

Serena.

But Gwen

You know how long i was crying for?

They all wouldve found out soon enough

And its fucking stupid

Fucking stupid reason to be mad.

I care about you.

What the time and energy I waste on ppl who don't care

then drop them.

I dropped so many damn toxic people

there not toxic

Hm.

They just don't understand

They understand more then you think..

not landan

landon

but he can still help

?

gwen understands and wants to help

You cant just kys.

its fucking stupid

But I can

But why?

you are going to leave and hurt so many damn people.

Because I suffer in fucking silence

DEAD FUCKING SILENCE

Yea well thats cause your to damn scared to ask for help

to show any damn signs

IM NOT SCARED

then why not ask for help?

PEOPLE JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT I JUST WANT TO GET STUFF OFF MY CHEST AND NOT TO BE AKSED IF IM OK

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPEL ASK IF IM OK

then just tell them not to.

get it off your chest

wtf is landon for

Idek

He can and will help.

He'll tell ok 2 say

yk i suffer in silence so mabye i should just kms

Then I'm coming with

you live i live hun

but i lived because of yoy

Im still here.

But not like how it was

We both lost feelings it wouldve ened sooner or later

we both know that

so im still here

But I don't have someone ik who actually loves me

gwen

your brother

NO

all you fucking friends

afk

Hello

Gamer leave

What did I do?

leave.

I'm talking about the people who will tell you I'm sorry if I'm clingy and hold your hand and say I love you more than drawing and art and band and even the crush you have had on someone for a long time

Answer my question. If you have a reason, I will leave

You will find it

trust me.

Its just not worth leaveing

your going to hurt me alot..

trust me bro just leave this chat go to my new one

I want to know why

So what, you're the one who lost feelings

Yea so are you.

you said you did middle of summer i was just the first to be honest

it dosent mean i hate you

But yet you don't see

Wtaf do i not see?

See everything

leave because there talkin sum personal alr? im respecting them so u should also.

also cuz i mod

and i could ban :D

rere..

its cause you seem to hate me so i leave space..

just please dont do this

you are going to hurt so many people

But, there couldn't be any more perfect timing than this

no

there is no perfect timing

dont leave

Idk if you can tell or not, but what has happend in the last couple of months in my life anit going well

Yea, i know..

And I can't handle it

Ik its hard but not a reason to leave.

But yet it is

no it never is

I have 3 weeks and 3 days left

We have time to talk more

But that's all I've got to say at this point in time

I need a no, or i am going ot get more help

or*

im not scared to

im not scared your going to be mad, i dont want this to happen

get mad

serena?

I AM MAD

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MAD

And there is no fixing it

Your not leaveing.

Like I said

There is time

Just enough

No

You are not leavein

no one but you wants you fucking gone

That's not true

yes it is

thats it

I know countless people who would want to see me die

mhm yea no

your not leaveing

Then ask Kane, Ben, ramsay, and anyone else who fucking makes fun of me or puts me in a bad situation

you. are. not. leaveing.

Keep saying that

i will

Untill I can find a purpose strong enough to keep living, there isn't a doubt in my mind about what will happen

im tellling them

and now they will know

TELLING WHO

ANGEL

WHO ARE YOU TELLING

idk who else to tell.

but i dont want it to happen

NO

STOP

YOU CANT

AND YOU CANT FUCKING KYS

ITS NOT WORTH IT

WHY CANT I TELL THEM<

BC THEY WILL FUCKING CARE?

IM NOT WORTH IT

YES TF YOU ARE

WHEN WAS I EVER ACTUALLY WORTH SOMETHING

YOUR ENTIRE DAMN LIFE

YOUVE HAD FREINDS

THEY KNOW YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING

YOUR JUST FUCKING BLIND

YOU ARE WORTH FIGHTING FOR

IM FIGHTING RIGHT NOW

If you leave

i will to

if i leave mia will prolly follow..

she said she would last time i had thoughts

and your going to hurt so many damn people

so fucking many

I will think

I just need to ask someone a couple questions tomorrow

Please dont do this rere..

who?

And if they awnser right I will stay

And if wrong...

Yk what

im telling the counselor

No

then no dien

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY THEN

you wont fucking kys

FINE I WONT FUCKING KYS

huh?

Or kms however you want the to put it

Serena.

Are you lying?

No

i cant belive you right now..

Then don't

Do I need to say it to your face?

I cant blive you.

Because i dont want it to happen

dosent mean it wont

you may be telling me this

it might not be true

It won't happen, so long as you don't get police my parents counselors involved

rere..

I can't be dealing with that shit

ik.

YOU TOLD SYMPH

IT WAS A FUCKING LIE

Ofc.

Ofc you did

she thinks im lying

thanks

I didn't mean for her to do that exactly

I just meant for her to say that it's not really ture

And not to blame it on you

Just dont do it

ok?

she hates me now..