Response and Apology

As a response to what Ihateant... said A lot of what you said is true, I admit that much, I’ve had lots of issue trying to get attention from others, had trouble controlling my temper, and had a god complex, however some of things I said are true, including thinking about unaliving myself in 6th grade, this was because of lots of bullying and just generally struggling with puberty. However, I’ve also been trying to work on these problems. But, a few things, a lot has changed sense those times, although I still have some trouble with wanting attention and having a god complex, I’ve been trying to change that. I also have one, tried everything in my power to make up for past mistakes, and also apologizing for most of the terrible things I have said or done. But if you honestly have this much of a issue with some random middle/high schooler who is trying to change, and actively avoiding friends until they think that they are better enough to face them on a daily basis again, then you need to some help. I do apologize for what I’ve said in the past and the lies I’ve said to try to get attention, I hope I can be forgiven but I really am trying to change for the better, but change takes time. And one last thing, I’m really not even angry, I knew my lies would be found out soon enough, so I figure it’s about time, I would like to know who said all this though, I’m not angry, and this is for no revenge or anything, just a curiosity at this point. And just to repeat it, if I could I never would have said all those lies, but now all I hope for and can ask for is forgiveness