Reaching a Breaking Point

Lily what's going on

I’m to my breaking point.

I want to leave. But I want to stay. Because I know people will miss me.

But my will to live is so low rn

What triggered this

I don’t even know anymore.

Just everything that has happened in my life all together

I don’t want to die. I just want to feel real.

Ik shit sucks for you

So what

That doesn't mean you should give up

I don’t want to give up.

It’s like my brain isn’t giving me a choice

i understand

Thank you.

ive honestly been there before and like if i had an actual way to help you then i'd tell you, but honestly the only thing that helped me get better was time

Yes, that’s probably the only way I’m finding efficient

yeah, i think that is the most efficient and foolproof way

but in the meantime i also found a lot of healing in helping other people

because the more i talked through their problems with them the more solutions i found for mine