Post-Funeral Discussion

hey guys

mal

drink water

please dont forget to eat

wait ew that sounds like every kids youtube channel intro

i’ll try

wait oh fuck that’s prolly why i’m shakey 😭😭😭

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what's up guys it's pat i'm here with jen HEY GUYS! and today we're gonna be doing another minecraft lucky block video

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Speaking of eating I'm gonna go do it

i’m ok tho

Brb folks

oki cya

love youuuu

okay

I love you too <333

yall so cute oml

are we in loony toons now!

<3333333

eat something yummy

muahahaha

hi

TELL HIM HES A BAD DOG

ohh

AND CANT DIE

um

don’t die

there’s a lot to live for

thank you

👋🏻

actually there's not

rui give me your phone number so i can call you when my internet shuts off

trust me, there is

ik it doesn’t seem like it now

rui i need you alive

okay

but you have a whole entire future ahead

you have to live

don’t take that from yourself

im drawing on my nails with black sharpie cause im so cool

u cant see it rn

rui?

there was a long time where i wanted to kms, and every single day i wake up and am so grateful i didn’t

because things DO get better

im so cool.

there's alot to live for

mal im thankful for you being alive

and you can use the pain you’ve experienced to touch other people’s lives

js be careful, dont do it too often

what the freak💔

you won’t even know it, but having a story to share can literally be life changing for others

<3

why are we role playing again

..we aren’t..

were not>?

ew who are u

no i meant the funeral

i dont think this is rui

WHATS GOING ON

IM amy i js got here like 3 secs ago

ohhhhhhhh

where tf is rui

ohhhhh hi amyyyyyyy

idk who the other anon is

hiiiii

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yea who is u

rui needs to msg me back

now please

rui is my freind

i met him on madalin a long thime ago

i was in ur situation too tho

hruuuu

(theres 3 anons i think)

can the anon people put a "-(your name)" after there message so we can know who is who

RUI TEXT ME BACK

MY INTERNET CUTAS SOON

rui

i wont do it okay?

just please stay alive

my dads here i gtg

byee

nvm hes not

i just

i need rui to text me back

god why do i have to fuck everything up

and then im leaveing in 30 mintues and thats not long

nd rui isnt goto be alive when i wake up

bc im fucking stupid

it’s not your fault

you can’t blame yourself for someone else’s actions

ok?

but it is my fault

that thought wouldnt have even came into his head if it wasnt for me

29 mintues

i really really really hope my internet dosent shut off and its on till 4

like she forgot to change it

but i doubt it

but rui wont reply

and im freaking out

how

ok but you didn’t do it

so if he does it’s not your fault

vbut im supposused to tonight

but he isnt answering

what if he thinks i did it?

because im not answering

did what?

because my stupid funcking internet

I think that kids need to stop viewing themselves as suicidal when they go through tough shit

It solved nothing

And putting that label on oneself makes it easier to fall into ideation

*solves

There is a far greater purpose for any human being, FUNDAMENTALLY, than ending their own lofe

*life

for fuck's sake I cannot type right now

25 mintues

im fucking freaking out bro

Freaking out isn't going to do anything

reina?

yeah?

who are you?

theres so many alts

if its an emergency, dont be afraid to call the police or ambulance

just in case

he lives in a diffrent state

we dont know eachother but i know ur situation pretty well

till

still*

it can still help

can i call somenoe so someone can tell me what my phone number is

so i can give it to rui

how do you not know that 😭

its a house phone i only use it to call

i never really use it

ohhhh

it's not like

no

written on the phone?

its like a landline

I know

i dont think so

if ur freakin out and dont know what you do, just call the emergency

no

believe me

try dialing *17070

my parents can see who i call

ok

it saved my friends life

ohh okay

then

maybe find someone who can do that?

or maybe you can mail, idrk

it dindt work

bummer

was is uppoused to add the star?

Yeah

oh

brb

you're SURE there's nothing on the phone that says what it is?

yes

A sticker or something? an inscription?

nothing on the bottom or sides?

Look carefully

theres not

nd it says

"youve dialed an invalid feacture acsess code"

Bummer

i have fuckin 19 mintues

Calm down

It's not going to do any good if you're hella stressed

rui called me

oib vtriz

btirx

his internet went out

See

Things are fine

No more suicide plans.

That's dumb.

Thanks.

No I'm serious

Think about how stupid it is to plan out taking your own life

It's a pointless decision that does nothing for anyone

And eradicated every opportunity you will ever have in life

*Eradicates

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i dont want yall having a wje funaral for me

Exactly

i made a doc

and i wrote goodbye letters in it

yall werent even suppoused to find out until after its happend

i was just worried about rui

Yeah no more of that

Genuinely

yeah pls dont

we love you

i love yall too

but yall genuinely wernt suppoused to find out

whats buttcrackin', POP MAKERS?

who u?

my mom

oh ok

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