Physical Altercation with Stepdad

m yes my favorite

Indeed, it is. Got my ass SEVERELY beat, but I put up a good fight. Got him in a good chokehold he couldn't get out of.

damn

yuppers

when that shit happened to me i was too young to defend myself

but

i havent seen my dad in 7 years so like its fine

damn

Haven't seen my actual one for 4 years

damn

yurp

accused me of being a shitty son at the age of 10, threw me against the wall, and left

still got a scar on my right arm from that

im not allowed to see mine til im 18

which is in 4 months

Cool

or not

idk

yeah im going to see him

Assuming thats a good thing, I'm happy for you, friend.

thanks

Your welcome

oh rui im so sorry i wasnt on

are you okay?

Yuppers

im glad..

Js can't wait to be 18 bruh

ik

Omg bro.

I'm guessing cps also failed you

cosmo

btrix?

wait no

old joke

tag me

OK. And mal?

if you want

Rui

Hallo

I know too many people who were severely abused.

I know a kid who was raped by his dad till he was 5

That's sad. Not even trying to sound sarcastic, but that's sad.

Smart as hell, just like you. You're like 15. That's at least 5 years too many from what i can tell. That's 5 years of trauma.

5 years you'll never get back.

5 years 7 months and 13 days

but whos counting?

Oh.

What's your point here, Cosmo?

Enough's enough.

You're one of the brightest kids I've met.

I was exactly like you when i was you're age.

Have you at least tried to contact authorities?

Once, but it wasn't that severe, so he spent little time

Well it's gotten to the point where one of you could end up dead.

Eh.

Really.

a headlock isn't too bad. Yeah, he turned red, but nothing more

And im fine

still walking, breathing

A violent drunk is a violent drunk.

I'm aware

Alcoholism is a fucking disease

I know. If my memory serves me right and i don't be autistic for a sec, 209M people deal with it, 400M people have disorders from it, and people 2.6M people die from it a year

might have my numbers mixed around somewhere there

Next time he comes home drunk, and seems to want to beat you up, don't give him the chance, lock yourself in your room and it continues to escalate, call the police

Noted

Thanks for the pep talk, lwk needed it.

I see why Charlie views you as a dad. Your a caring person, Cosmo.

You're doing what my brain does under stress. You analyze the numbers. Look at the forest for the trees. You can't put numbers to how horrible something is. Evil is not a number.

Does your dad abuse you when sober?

Thanks lmao

if verbal counts, yeah

What does he say?

cant say cause i'd get flagged for it but, i assume you can guess.

I'm not going to give you a strike.

Hard r and racial shit?

Or about being autistic

all of the above

Oh

Guessing he's white?

Mixed, tends to act more white tho

if that makes sense

So am Uncle Tom?

its really not bad unless i stim around him

whoever that is

Stim?

Like a tick?

i guess you can call it that

Southern black slang for a black guy that cats white

sometimes when im overwhelmed or js bored i start talking about a bunch of different facts, sometimes they're not even abt the same topic

Just being really fidgety and lost in yourself? That more accurate?

or i just rapidly tap on something

yeah

Been there done that

I'm also on the spectrum

ah, good to know im not the only one

Really most of my friends are on it.

You're never alone

good to know

You're not homeschooled right?

nope

You hang out with nerdy kids?

all the time

Chances are some of those kids are on the spectrum

indeed some of them are

One of the nicest kids I've ever known is also, like you, black, and definitely on the spectrum.

Don't be afraid. Someone will always be with you.

Don't be scared of your dad

Don't be scared to be yourself

Not anymore, I won't.

Whether or not you believe in god, someone, or something is watching over you.

And there will be times that you will be scared. But don't be fearful of fear.

Wise words said from a wise man.

Lmao. Wish i could walk the walk though

lol