Mornin'.

good morning my dear

Morning to both of you!

hii!

hiii

i got an email today it said im faling three of my classes..

I’ll be able to tutor you still

well im not bad at it, im just not putting in the work

except math

idk math

I got a 1420 on my SATs. I’ll be able to help

ooh

i wanna be smart

i wanna go to a good coallage, but i need to get my grades up :<

It’s not that I’m smart

Its effort that counts

I studied for the sat and it paid off

oh

i still wanna be smart though

Im well read. That’s really all. The public education system has failed me. So i just taught myself a lot of the stuff that I know now.

?

oh

i mean

everything i know about phyosolgy i taught myself

Yep

im doing school rn and textin you

i made coffee

School first, wje and sw later

cosmo, im only texting you during the videos where i cant do any work.

also i have a question

Yeah?

so my dad said i can have like one cup of coffe, but we have a kureig.

and if i have more than one it starts to mess with my meds and makes me tweak out

if i use the same pod of coffee to make another cup

dose it count as another cup

Um idk

okay..

i believe it does

i rmeber one time i put spicey roman in the fridge to make it less spicey

and besides it’s not worth it, it’s gonna be rlly watered down and crappy

oo

Speak O other coffee drinker, speak!

but it was a full brew to begin with, and if i press the strong buttionfor the second cup, itll be stonger, so its a full brew, but half, plus strong, and i hate coffe, so its less coffee.

i js fact checked, it’ll weaken the coffee but technically it does count as another cup

NOOOOO

idc im having two cups

if it messes with your meds then you rlly shouldn’t

I WILL SURIVIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yeah you should stop trying to tweak all the time

No.

Still just don’t

too bad.

Bruh

Oh

also

what?

my phones at the 67 percent

fuck you.

Yeah imma go jump off a cliff rn

😭

Yerp

bro

i gave this to ai, and it said option three is the answer..

there are no options like what

Just use a calculator to solve the last line

ii dont understand how it works so i used ai.

anyways, im making my second cup

getting married at 67

i forgot to press start

It would be 160.16/14.3

the coffee is really icky

damn

lemme fix it

i fixed it

Yeah in mercurial years

i added uhm

chcoatle syrup and surgar

Sugar and sugar

Wow

yes

>:)

surgar plus caffine makes heart go KABOOM

so i got another emeail

Yeah ur heart does not need to go kaboom

im so disapointed in myself

my heart is racinggg

Well I just got offered an $11k scholarship to a university

holy shit

for real?

Mhm

whoaie

i wanna be like you

you and mal are my role modles

I’m not as good of a person as you think I am

I have so many problems that not even mal knows about

mm same for me

oh, i dont care about your problems.

problems are what make us human, and itz oki

but i still wanna be like you guys, cause what i see is amazing and i wanna be as amazing as you guys

I’m not a good person

The way I act online is very different to how I act irl

There’s a reason i resorted to social media for my social connection

maybe iact diffrent irl

ydk that

Yeah

i act exactly the same though :p

Mhm

idc, i belive you are a good person and nothing you ever do will chnage my mine

unless you cheat on mommy

I’m not gonna ever cheat on her

then i willl never hate yu

There’s a reason I call her for like 2 hrs every night

maybe she will make you a better person.

dont think i can lmao

I do believe she is

I’m much happier than I’ve been in such a long time

aw

yayayayayy

Ur not worthless tho

I KNOW IM NOT

I just like being told so 😫

Well you got a lot a lot of worth

no i dont lol

if i died only like 3 people would care

maybe 5

Yeah that’s a lie

no not lie

I’m not lying

yes

because

my dad makes it very clear no one will care

your dad doesnt know how other ppl feel

Well your dad can go fuck himself with a knife

espacilly when he told me "i dont care if you kill yourself, ive done everything i can to try and help you, but you just dont try"

:p

Yeah he can go fuck himself with a machete. That’s better and more deservedd

He should just send you to cps

because he is just not someone who cares about you

As he is your father

he dose care?

he said he only abuses me cause he wants to communitcare and thats the only way i listen

Well it’s wrong

and ive been doing much better seince so maybe it needed to happen he said

thats manipulation

I’ve helped you without abusing you

parents shouldnt abuse their children, period.

end of story

case fucking closed

its okayy hes not really abusive

“Its okay he’s a pedophile but he only looks at me while I’m in the shower”

There’s no difference

what.

At all

my dads not a pedo

Abuse is abuse is abuse

Well he’s a fucking monster like any pedophile

its okay though

hes gotten better

Yeah he fucking slammed you into a car a month ago

i know im really open about my problems but whenever i talk about this i dont want to so can we please not.

it makes me wanna cry

i dont like talking about it

please

You want to cry because you have traima

Trauma from

your dad

its not truma

i dont have any truama

That’s a lie

its fine cosmo.

it just happend to come down to abusing me, caus my sister left.

it donset happen to my brothers so its fine

Abuse is abuse is abuse

When you’re gone what will happen to your brother?

Why pass down the thorny torch when you can just throw it away?

n sometimes its hard to think of it as abuse when it's happening to you, but would you think it was ok if someone who care about was being treated like that by their dad

im not going to leave until my brother has his own house and is on his own, away from my dad.

i will take the abuse till my brother is safe, i thought about this

no not at all

then its not ok that its happening to you

maybe its happening to me cause i desrve it

i mean my dad tells me i treat everyone like shit so

nobody deserves to be abused

especially by their own family

your father is expected to treat you well and to protect you and keep you safe

ho dse that though

no he doesnt

every week he gives me moey so i can buy whatever i wana eat throughout the week

and he redid my floors in my room a wheil ago

and he sometimes lets me watch tv

thats because hes legally required to feed you

and he no longer yells at e=me for my grades

he takes me to all my therapy

and he cant be that bad cause my almsot step mom is a therapy case worker person, so shes legally obligated to tell on him if hes abusive or whtvr

hi

I am smart to

and he tells me he loves me so

he must

I am good at art

wanna buy Walmart for 1 dollar

no..

who are you

ur worst nightmear

Huh?

Bud what?

I am the reaper

jk

I am at school rn

who plays steal a brain rot

No way your older than 11

I am

my daughter is 11.

…

I have to play wit my cousin and I need a new acount

so he cant play wit me

Bruh how old are you 😭

1 years old

i forgot to tell you about her. her names lilly, and i love her so so so so so so much.

shes been my daughtr for a while now, but we dont talk as much as we used to

sometimes things get hidden, sometimes ppl dont do their jobs

Coco shenal

Ik who lily is. She’s too young

bumbumb\

coco shsenal

oh.

reeecese peasess

yeah, shes too young to be on here.

but i loe her very much

i rmeber the day i met her irl, she had on the most beautufl dress for her dance.

hey what's yall favorite candy

i ran to her and slipped on her dress.

meeting my daughetr will always be my most faveriot day.

what y'all fav candy

I’m sorry but I can’t let her be here

Ts is not age appropriate for her

HEY WAT YALL FAV CANDY

cosmo, im not asking for her to be here.

I like gummy bears

ehehheheheh

im just informing you that i love her and she means the world to me

I understand that but because she is below

what u fav candy

bruh

i know im not dumb.

the age she can’t be here

So I’m bannjng her

she isnt on here..

COSMO THAT WASNT HER

😭

Oh

Whoops

BAHAHAHAA

if lilly was on here, id tell her to leave and give her my btrix.

But anyways that person here was wayyy too underaged for sure

yeah fs.

i will allow my daughter on here when she is 13 and a half.

Alr

i miss her so much though

shes the most betauful girl i have

Oh lmao

i love my daughter.

one day i need to set something up so you and her and mal can meet, on like a doc or smthin. cause techinally shes your grandkid

Mm maybe

cosmo

Yeah?

it would mean the world to me if youd make my daughter part of you life

cause she is my family

Oc

Tho I’m over 5 yrs older than her

shes your granddaughter, and you will love her like you love me.

well im aware..

im naming my first daugheter after her.

Of course

Hallo

Hii!!

tottaly not talking to you on sw

What up

No no

Nothing much, im done with corona tomorrow ig, hbu?

What a story

wait your on dsw wtf

Mhm

Mwahahaha

Can’t wait for winter break

Last day of the semester today

Tho it’s mainly a bowling and fun day

yayyy

over break im have to catch up

Alr then

I doubt I’ll be able to call mal tho I’m planning on releasing our one-month anniversary present thru a zoom call

oh?

Mwahahah

okay mal.

Mals also excited about it

hm?

yeessss

so emma said she will prented that she knows you, and met you through camping, so thats how i coninvce my dad to let us go to cedar point.

perfect

and my dads not gonna like interview you or her or anyhting

but im going to say, you know emma in real life, and i met you through a like call and we js became freinds and talked on calls and shit with emma

and to make it more beliveable, we will say that emma was gonna go with us but she got grounded, so its just us.

okok

so hoepfully my dad will let me go when im 16.

yayayay

Bruh i wish i could meet up with mal sometime

i should have the prices that it should be for each of us, but i think im gonna pay for one of your food passes, for one day, seince im not paying you gas money

oki doki

and your driving much futrher than me and it dosnet feel fair to split it down the middle when your paying alot for gas and travel and soemen where to stay one night

someday

but we will split everything else.

not counting like food or drinks we buy for ourselves outside of the theme park.

we can buy our own shit.

I know where you live…

i would invite you, but my dad wont let me go if theres a guy, so itd be a few years longer wait.

thats not creepy at all..

but my dad wont care if im 16, and ill rpolly have a phone then, if not mal, your gonna have to take my dads nubmer so he knws im safe and js in case blah blah.

but i should hav ea phone by then.

and if i pay for it myself, my dad wont care, as long as he dosent have to drive me, he knows about you, and if theres no guys.

You got enough info about me to find my school

Well you decided to date me

And I’m never gonna leak it

i only leak my own adress, not other peoples

I try to keep my online footprint as small as possible

yeah mine is bigger than the t-rexes

Fr lmao

Meanwhile mal accidentally leaked her address

To me. And also she gave me her number

oh?

atleast it was to you, not some perv.

Well

I’m her pervert Mwahahahaha

lmao

im not smart enough for that

You just gotta reverse image search it and there ya go

so mal i forgot that we were doing one plan and seprate drinks so ima jsut pay for both days

Yeah you are

instead of paying for one full day and one hlaf day, ima js cover the food plan

okk you sure

nah

its only 75$ for both days so its fine.

I love when mal shows me her pussy from between her legs

awh those pants are so cute

i had to throw them away this morning

They’re teddy bears

and im genuinely heartbroken abt it

What, awww

like tears were shed

whyy

genuinely

awh no

You looked so good in them

i felt so comfy in them

imma buy them again tho they were only $10

Oh damn lmao

why did you have to throw them awaY?

But why’d you chuck them

a tmi reason that both of you can prolly figure out lmao

Oh

mhm

oh

i see

Oh wow…

mmmhm

started while i was sleeping so yeah.

so mal.

yes?

That’s fun…

yup when i realized this morning i cried and then i cried again when i threw the pants away

for this, when i turn 16, itll be the year we go, and i do start of january, im going to redo all the rpices, cause they will rpolly chnage, and we will know exactly how much we need.

oki doki

but righ tnow im doing it based of last years prices.

so ti gives us like an idea

kk

also how often do like, hotels change their price

ummmm

im not sure

i doubt that frequently

okay, do you want one where we can wlak to cedar point, or drive??

FUCK ME!!! 😩😩

cause im doing near cedar point, but the ones closer have more of a chance to be filled, and to be more expensive.

lets do the drive noe

one