Merry Christmas

Fat man will come inside your house and watch you sleep.

oh that’s cute

love that for me

The stuff santa does are illegal

that’s why he only comes once a year

he in jail the rest of it

Plot twist: santa is evil and the grinch has always been good

MOM

MOMMMYY

MMAMAMAAA

I GOT CLAWSS

This but with Hitler

happy one month mommy!

...

Have you hydrated today?

no ma'am

Drink water twin!

NOO

look at myu post

cuteeeeeeeeeee

tyyy dearrr

Yayhayayay

look at my ost

post

its os hard to type

i didddddd

Hydrate like a good girl

QWHATYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

so are you like a femboy ow

No?

Have you hydrated yet?

uhmmmm

?

im gonna crash out omgggg

but no ik havent

why?

CAUSE THS GUYY

like i said im fine

but hes PRYINGGGGGGGG

and like.

i said im fine

Are you fine?

100% nolt

Why not?

cause i like somone and they like me back and i dont wanna end up like before again

i dont wanna fall head over and get abused and treated like shit again

or sexually abused or anything

Has he showed a side of him that may suggest that he will do that?

no noty aty all

fuck i cant type with my meow claws

why am i like this

i lvoe mhyself

nooo

wtf

LOMGG

I UJSED TO BE SO PRETTY LEMME FIND A PCITURE

lol

LIKE WAT

HOW DKID IK SUED TO BE SO PRETTY

What’d you look like now?

now i out hea looking like this

WAIT OKAY

?

REMBER HOW TALL I JUSED TO BE??

I HAVENT GROWN AN INCH

IM 5'1

FOREVER

shorty

munchkin

*sobs in russian*

Smol

NOLOOOO

ill fight you

SQAURE UJPPERS

Miniature

id prolly lolse </3

HEY

THATS OFFENSIVE!

Shhhhh

Go hydrate then I’ll stop teasing.

Nol i dont hydrate

AHNBBRBHAHABA

Hydrate

It’s good for you

no

How can I get you to hydrate?

gimmie a millian bucks

www.youtube.com/shorts/eFf_P8QRrKw

Hydrate

NO

Yep

Hydrating makes you a good girl

NO

>:)

Huh

Wat dat say

fine :<

i drink water

I wasn’t paying attention

Yay! Thank you

What’d you say?

i did kit

i said i wanna be a good girl

i got a like internatiknal snack thigny

with internatinal snacks frfom the wsprld

in a box

Oh cool!

yeah

i look emo rigjt now

I had a subscription to that a few years ago for Christmas

oh cool

Ik that’s why I said it lol. I think people deserve praise for taking care of themselves and hydrating!

Wavy hair

yess i love my hair

bro no that picture is chefs kiss

but thats a uk food and it atse like nothing

Nasty br*tish culture

yeah

bro i love how i look rn holl up

Fr. I’ve been taken some nice photos recently

ohhhhh

no i look good ringht now, notn ever again ever.

I particularly like this photo of me because I look absolutely out of touch

not the dhamer glasses

i have an oddish question, do i look worse thsn i used to?

No?

Lemme see

i think i havbe m y old school picture

🤮

What year is that from?

idk 6th or 7th (no pun inteneted)

What about now?

Lemme see the comparison

^

You’re covering your entire face

EJUGH

nvm

OMG MY EYESS

How am I supposed to compare 🥀

LOOK ATG MY EHYEEE

Why are you shiny?

I love taking eye pictures

me

my emo ass

i was in the shower lol

Cute! You’re two-toned hair is very cool

yayayayayy

LOOK

happyy me

Why’d you cover the smile then?

i HNATE my smiel

Wat :<

Let me see it!

i have no pictures of it :<

i mean kinda but its not its js me being sill

silly

Ok

Awwwww

Scrunchy nose! That’s so adorable!

STAWP:PPPP

no

meaqnie

Nu uh

Scrunchy nose was cute so I acknowledged it

nuhuh

Yuh huh

Frowny clown

lol

i dont smile muhc in picures

brol so uhm

You should!

?

someone wanted me to make a collage of pictures of me

You should add the scrunchy nose one

i did its js small

Oh I see now

Certified glow up!

lol

fr?

Mhm!

yayayay

I’m proud of you.

why?

ive bee nothing but horrible to you, you realize that, right/

Because I feel like you used to be a very angry person, being desperate and making that crazy list that got you kicked out of western, and now you seem very kind and caring and I’m happy because of that.

yeah..

Good girl. lol

but you have to undertsnad, my life was also a shit show then. it still is but i just handle things btter

I understand. I get how some people can act in ways the usually wouldn’t because of outside circumstances.

yeah..

my dads only gotten worse.

Actually, I have drama related to this

oh im sorry.

yk how i went back to western for a few days then left again?

Serena really hurt me, so we’re not talking. But I need to ask you to leave her alone. She’s still freaked out by you, and I’m legit scared if it causing huge problems in all of our lives.

Ye

WHNAT

SHES SCARED OF <E??

THAT GIKRL TERRIFIES ME

I mean, you did kind of threaten to kill everyone she cared about so…

i had a mental breakdown, started hearingg voices and seeing shit, and got send to the mental hospital

It’s just a really sticky situation. Please just kind of stay away from her, because it could start things within administration again.

Oh boy

nah its chill

i dont like her so i didnt plan to bother her

Thank you.

I heard you wanted to come back. Is that true?

who is telling you thiss

you do relaise i do onlikne with western right?

It’s actually so crazy I can’t explain it

I heard. lol

i only told rere this shit.

That’s what I mean. She was scared and went to an adult

what why? i dindt say anything threatening?

i wasnt rude.

Just because of the history

and its none of her buisness if i go back to school.

if she was that fucking scared, she wouldve not replied to my email.

That’s what I said.

She’s just really a wreck right now tbh and you need to leave her be.

i alreadly said i have no interest in conversating wit her

Ik

I just wanted to elaborate

I’m sorry.

we should proabaly chnage the topic, its not putting me in the best mood.

I agree.

I really like you’re new hair style!

*your

thankssss

but i think ima dye it black

I’m not joking when I said glow-up. lol

maybe black with blond bangs and curtain bangs

Interesting!

are you sure your not a femboy?

?

Im not

okayy

I thought about it, but don’t have any feminine stuff

oh??

Why?

cause i used to have a pet femboy

i want a femminine dommy mommy

😫

That sounds so cool!

Pet femboy lol

heheheheh

it was funn

NOT THE KIKNDA KKINKY PET

ive only had one of those kinda pets (;

Freakinator

www.youtube.com/shorts/R-xxxImRMsk REAL

im the defination of freak in the dickinary

Are you good at that guitar?

fuckqqq no

Oh lol

i miss band </3 (i was reslly bad)

lol

www.youtube.com/shorts/Dli4_Oc5RI0

I’m in two of the jazz bands!

I love jazz <3

ooooooooh

yummy

who else is scared of me?

i wish i didnt build that repuatation..

Not to sound rude but like, kind of everybody since you said you would kill them.

everyone?

like in the whole school?

No

i dindt threaten to kill everyone

Just people who were scared of you hurting them

oh

i wish i wasnt like that

It’s Oko

maybe i shouldnt go back itd be best for everyone

i dont wanna make anyone feel unsafe

You don’t have a choice

i do have a choice?

i can contuie online

Ohhh yeah

I thought you meant in person

idk

i would only have mia and emma there anyways

Yeah

The reputation would probably make it unpleasant for you

like there have been many fucking days where i rejgret deeply how i was tfo landon. i really wanted him as a freind, but i fucked up so bad and idk.

when i went back for justy a few days like i was so stressed it gave me like an episode i alr told you tht

Dats sad

no its okay.

i built my repaution i need to be the one to deal with it

Yeah. You can’t change the past.

i wish

I believe in you though! I think you’ll be able to be a better person and have a good life. <3

i dont know

my past makes me scared to have kids

i dont wanna be a bad mom

The past doesn’t dictate your future?

i dont wanna scare my kids like that

i know

i js

There there.

overthinking

there there is crazy

lol

Positive affirmations <3

im sorry i made you worry so much, i cant take that back, but please know i woudl if i could.

and please no i would never hurt anyolne

Ok

I’m glad we could come to terms. Thank you for this.

It makes me really happy

yayayayy

be happy

I try

have you drank water today?

Mhm!

if your not happy im here

Thank you fren <3

A drink a big glass of water every morning with my pills

*I

oh yeah

im suppoused to take pills for anixety, hallucainations, and depressikno daily-

Are you taking them?

somrtimes

omg

these nails are not staying on

Please take them as prescribed

Ok?

eh maybe

no.

You need to take them as you are supposed to. Understood?

but mommmm

i hate these nails

Be a good girl and take your pills like you are supposed to. Can you do that for me?

grr

most likely

Please.

I don’t want you messing up your prescription and giving yourself depressive episodes.

Promise me you’ll try to take them as prescribed.

i sometimes forget though

Will you try though?

sure

Thank you. Such a good girl.

stawwpp

I’m going to watch Christmas lights with my mom. Love you fren! Ttyl.

ttyl ^^

Boo!

Are you still there?

yes

im sad casue the thng that ke4eps the nials on is rlly shitty so i need nail glue

and it wont stay

Is ‘good girl’ a nice positive affirmation to use for you, or do you think it’s weird?

well. people have used it in weird ways, its werid as "good girl" but likke "good may " (perferd name) isnt weird and postive to me

Ok!

I like to give positive affirmations

valid

Shorty May

: 3

WNAHT

Little may

im so tall

5’1”

I’d have to like down at you

*look

lol

:<

how tall are you

Like 5’6”

:<

i will wear 5 inch platforms

lol

god im so emo

Nu uh

You look cute!

emo isnt a bad thing

Ik

i am adorable sometimes though

Yeah

my stomach hurszt

Good May for thinking positively of yourself!

How much water have you drawn today?

*drank

DRASWN

IVE DRAWNA BOUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

like two normal cups

Drink a little more please.

fine :<

Hey!

heheheh

i hate my ahds

That’s bad-girl behavior

BAD ASS GIRL

cause thats me

Nope

Just bratty

im getting finger fucked in the back of the night club

-ashnikko

I think you should apologize for flipping me off

i gtg my grandparents here

Dats mean

im sorry :<

Ok! Bye bye!

Thank you <3

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