Me and chxl

hey

hi

so

What happened

bruh

go

just GO!!!

ok

Hell, hell happend and its keeps coming back

just tell me

My past is tearing me apart

Is it Fletcher

and fletcher aint helpin

ummm

just don't kys

thats not today

huh

I wont kms today

so do you now that weird post about seth

SAVE PALESTINE

wdym?

yeah..

that

idrc

i said no

oh ok

just don't hurt yourself plz

I do everyday

At fucking lunch even

how

But no one fucking cares to stop it

I fuck my arms up

i will stop it but it's aaden

wdym?

Whats aaden?

aaden kind of getting annoying

what happend?

huh

rip

What happend with aaaden

He's just getting a little bit annoying he wants to know everything that's happening

Like happing?

What u n me talin about?

Talkin*

Idc if you tell him

lavender rip lavender rip lavender rip lavender rip :(

she did nothig

Can u tell aaden smthin?

yes

tell him 440 days until Christmas 2024

ok but bad timeing

no

me sad

Why?

me go cry now

No

Whats wrong?

Died this morning lavender rip

Itll be ok

no

There in birdie heaven😇

idc she is my number one

Itll be ok

no it wont

be

I lose my fave person in the entire world and it was ok in the end

i miss her :(

so i promise you itll be ok

just stop

...

i want to kms

huh

Dont kys

to late i really want to kms

Its not going to stop your pain but cause others pain

over a bird??

Its not a reason to leave

idk my she was my number one

What about V-Rah

U got her

idc

Dude

Its a bird that youve had for a few days

I hide my pain almost every single day

Yeah so the fuck do i

You don't know what I go through

ydk what i go through

YK WHAT IM DOING RN?

I go home just to get yelled at

I go home to get hit

I help people

Im trying to fucking help you

When im about to have a mental breakdown

dont

Skyler

I take everyones pain

and hold it

And my own fucking pain

Sm shit happens

Like my mom fucking thinks im a disappointment

Ive never heard from my parents they are proud of me

im losing eveyone inculiding my fucking self

Nothing makes me happy in life

hm.

FUCKING NOTHING

THE ONLY PERSON WHO MADE ME HAPPY IS FUCKING TEARING ME DOWN

I LSOT MY ONLY FUCKING HOME

AND YOUR MAD YOU GOT YELLED AT???????

omfg i shod kms

And idk what you're going through

?

No one knows half of what im going through

You are fucking lucky you dont live my life

i don't care what you say right now

Ok, stop the bitching on whos got it worse cause the goal is to show everyone how fucking dumb they are and survive longer. Not to bitch about your depression cause it aint no trophy

Im done

im fucking done

Goodbye

My heart is black same with my soul

MY GOING TO KMS

I want to see you both in Mrs. Gentry's advisory tomorrow or we gonna have some problems

no one care about me :(

SKYLER

You can't threaten me with anything

Serena ill be there but not for you

CHARLIE JUST SPENT LIKE 10MINS WITH YOU TRYING TO STOP U FROM KYS AND YOUR GOING TO SAY NO ONE CARES

Nah serena

i aint anyone

i aint worth shit :/

your right cause no one likes shit but your worth the time i spend on talking to you and listening

I wouldnt waste my time on shit

I am one more word

One more bad thing

one more problem

From fucking breaking down

then just let it out

no

im done js fucking cryin

then im done talking

Damn

Im trungin my emontions off anyhow