Late Wake-Up Call

  • YALL i woke up like an hour late just to rmeberd im getting picked up 2 hours ealir than normal

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    Dont tell her anything i say

    I am even to upset to cry..

    But i cant stop crying..

    I dont think she loves me..

    She dosent want me to hug her even

    No you dont understand

    Shes kinda manipulating, She has a diff personality for everyone she knows so its kinda fake

    She hates physical contact but is always like holding my other friends hand in class

    Still she wanted to set boundries wich I'm ok with

    But she had "im my own person" as one like I don't treat her like she is

    bloodgod

    She hates physical contact but is always like holding my other friends hand in class

    How you ever thought she doing it for you?

    Like even someone in our advisory noticed she didn't really act like she liked me..

    She had been acting diffrent.

    I dont know if i feel the same

    Even my bsf said shes toxic..

    And wants to beat her up-

    bloodgod

    She had been acting diffrent.

    Have you asked her why?

    I am litterly shaking right now

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    Blach66.1

    Have you asked her why?

    No because she said if shes uncomfortable she wont talk but if I'm upset shell make me talk..

    Dude i might have to break up with her

    Sit take your hands off your laptop or ipad and just breathe

    I dont think im enough

    She dosent act like she loves me

    Half the time she acts like im a friend shes annoyed of..

    Like i had a panic attack in class.

    Idk how to deal with this

    I fucking carved S+C into my hamd if we break up it'll be a scar..

    I dont know if i want ym emotions anymore.

    I dont feel like feeling.

    Let her ask you if your ok

    Then tell her how you feel

    She will just get mad

    She thinks and has said shes just a pawn in a game I'm playing

    she thinks im fucking playing her

    She said she cant even fucking trust me

    She cant even tell me how she feels

    You have no idea how hard im trying to not take a knife and fucking end everything

    I can feel my heart breaking

    It doesn't feel good.

    You trust me, I trust you

    Mabye she doesn't love you

    Blach66.1

    Remember, this?

    Cuz that right there

    Shows how it'll affect everyone who does love you

    Its gonna ruin everything

    She make my entire world spin..

    Whatever i do im going to regret it..

    If i do nothing or something im doing something wrong..

    If you being honest is gonna ruin something, then it's probably already ruined

    Accept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can, and have the wisdom to know the difference.

    And if she doesn't love you, then you can't change it

    I dont wanna let go..

    Ive never felt like this for anyone..

    And ik my brain knows i need to let go

    Bc That one other person

    Has been in my dreams

    To tell me to let go..

    Hes been gone out of my mind for a year and gone irl for like 2 years.

    But he came into my dream.

    I knew it meant something and i found out what it did today.

    What does your heart say?

    it says ive been here to many times

    dont make the same mistake.

    my heart dosent want her gone..

    but it may need her gone.

    bloodgod

    my heart dosent want her gone..

    Exactly

    Your heart is one of the weakest parts of the body

    They all think you should just be honest

    You just said it yourself

    Instead of asking me what to do

    What are you going to do?

    Stay with her and suffer

    Well if it doesn't then you can always.... correct your mistakes

    I need to let her go.

    I want to talk to some of my friends first..

    I couldnt live without you..

    But I'm just gonna tell you another quote that can hopefully help you

    Needs are necessity, but wants are luxury

    bloodgod

    I couldnt live without you..

    Same

    Promise youll be there for whatever happens?

    Unless I get grounded but that rarely happens

    If one more bad thing happend within a week with me and her I may need to let her go

    I was writing sm today i got a blister-

    Why are you going to bed?

    No i was telling u to go to bed

    I'm reading just now and then I'm not staying up to late playing games or taking online

    What time is it rn for u?

    talk to yh tmrw prolly

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