Late Wake-Up Call

YALL i woke up like an hour late just to rmeberd im getting picked up 2 hours ealir than normal

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Dont tell her anything i say

I am even to upset to cry..

But i cant stop crying..

I dont think she loves me..

She dosent want me to hug her even

No you dont understand

Shes kinda manipulating, She has a diff personality for everyone she knows so its kinda fake

She hates physical contact but is always like holding my other friends hand in class

Still she wanted to set boundries wich I'm ok with

But she had "im my own person" as one like I don't treat her like she is

bloodgod

She hates physical contact but is always like holding my other friends hand in class

How you ever thought she doing it for you?

Like even someone in our advisory noticed she didn't really act like she liked me..

She had been acting diffrent.

I dont know if i feel the same

Even my bsf said shes toxic..

And wants to beat her up-

bloodgod

She had been acting diffrent.

Have you asked her why?

I am litterly shaking right now

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Blach66.1

Have you asked her why?

No because she said if shes uncomfortable she wont talk but if I'm upset shell make me talk..

Dude i might have to break up with her

Sit take your hands off your laptop or ipad and just breathe

I dont think im enough

She dosent act like she loves me

Half the time she acts like im a friend shes annoyed of..

Like i had a panic attack in class.

Idk how to deal with this

I fucking carved S+C into my hamd if we break up it'll be a scar..

I dont know if i want ym emotions anymore.

I dont feel like feeling.

Let her ask you if your ok

Then tell her how you feel

She thinks and has said shes just a pawn in a game I'm playing

she thinks im fucking playing her

She said she cant even fucking trust me

She cant even tell me how she feels

You have no idea how hard im trying to not take a knife and fucking end everything

I can feel my heart breaking

Mabye she doesn't love you

Blach66.1

Remember, this?

Cuz that right there

Shows how it'll affect everyone who does love you

Its gonna ruin everything

She make my entire world spin..

Whatever i do im going to regret it..

If i do nothing or something im doing something wrong..

If you being honest is gonna ruin something, then it's probably already ruined

Accept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can, and have the wisdom to know the difference.

And if she doesn't love you, then you can't change it

Ive never felt like this for anyone..

And ik my brain knows i need to let go

Bc That one other person

To tell me to let go..

Hes been gone out of my mind for a year and gone irl for like 2 years.

But he came into my dream.

I knew it meant something and i found out what it did today.

it says ive been here to many times

dont make the same mistake.

my heart dosent want her gone..

but it may need her gone.

bloodgod

my heart dosent want her gone..

Exactly

Your heart is one of the weakest parts of the body

They all think you should just be honest

Instead of asking me what to do

Stay with her and suffer

Well if it doesn't then you can always.... correct your mistakes

I want to talk to some of my friends first..

I couldnt live without you..

But I'm just gonna tell you another quote that can hopefully help you

Needs are necessity, but wants are luxury

bloodgod

I couldnt live without you..

Same

Promise youll be there for whatever happens?

Unless I get grounded but that rarely happens

If one more bad thing happend within a week with me and her I may need to let her go

I was writing sm today i got a blister-

No i was telling u to go to bed

I'm reading just now and then I'm not staying up to late playing games or taking online

What time is it rn for u?

talk to yh tmrw prolly