ᥫ᭡6 months agoLike most guys I've been with, he wanted a lot of sexual things, so I gave him said things.
ᥫ᭡6 months agoOne was protecting him; he was like a demon. He said he was better than him, he was rude, manuplaitve, hated on the real guy. My guy. He made him hurt himself. Think he wasn't worth it.
ᥫ᭡6 months agoCosmo idkSorry that I'm so sparse rn. I'm talking on my slowass flip phoneIts okay, ive had to use those.
UK6 months agoCosmo idkAnd this unc can talk just as fast on a flip phone as on pcI can text using my nose.Ill try and spell "uncle"Ujgp3I failed
Cosmo idk6 months agoIt makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seen
UK6 months agoCosmo idkIt makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seenParagraph.
UK6 months agoIt is a paragraph if i look at it with low reading comprehension and say "i aint reading allat"
ᥫ᭡6 months agomy moms caused me alot of trauma and seh genunily dosnet carea about me and every time i talk to her she acts like its stupid or js dosnet care?
UK6 months agoᥫ᭡to fucking fall for somoen whos js gonna hurt me in the endThats how manipulation works
Comments (139)
Cosmo idk
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Dad.
Cosmo idk
Hm
Cosmo idk
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Something happend a while ago that I never told anyone.
Cosmo idk
Wsp?
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There was this guy.
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His name is unimportant.
Cosmo idk
Mk
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We were friends for a while, we acted like we were in a relationship.
Cosmo idk
Oh um
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Like most guys I've been with, he wanted a lot of sexual things, so I gave him said things.
Cosmo idk
Oh great...
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We hung out, talked all night, I loved him. It went on for a long time.
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It was about a year or more ago.
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Then one night.
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We were talking, he told me something.
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He told me that he thinks he has the multiple personality disorder.
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He "showed" me the people in his head.
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One was protecting him; he was like a demon. He said he was better than him, he was rude, manuplaitve, hated on the real guy. My guy. He made him hurt himself. Think he wasn't worth it.
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He didnt refer to himself as human.
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Said things that scared me.
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Then after that night, I never heard form him again.
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I knew he was alive.
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I was pretty sure he was safe.
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I never ever talked about it.
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He wasnt always the best to me, but he was never to bad.
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I never told anyone, because I had to protect him from everyone and himself.
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Now he's rolling into my memory.
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I just remember how much it hurt, how scared I was.
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Now, I dont know what to do.
Cosmo idk
Damn
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I dont know why it's all hitting me now.
Cosmo idk
Sorry that I'm so sparse rn. I'm talking on my slowass flip phone
UK
Old unc got a nokia flip phone
Cosmo idk
And I'm at the airport so I'm moving around
Cosmo idk
It's just temporary, dumbass
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Its okay, ive had to use those.
Cosmo idk
And this unc can talk just as fast on a flip phone as on pc
Cosmo idk
So shut your bitch ass up
Cosmo idk
Loser
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oop-
Cosmo idk
Lol
Cosmo idk
Wait Charlie, did you have a tlc flip?
UK
I can text using my nose.
Ill try and spell "uncle"
Ujgp3
I failed
Cosmo idk
Loser
Cosmo idk
Uncle
UK
Bro ujgp3 means uncle in glibberese anyways
Cosmo idk
I can do it blind with this phone
Cosmo idk
Uncle
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my brother did
UK
I can do it was a broken hand
UK
With*
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Not wss
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Was
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I just have to find a brick to break it
Cosmo idk
Bro you got more spelling mistakes than me here
UK
Yeah well i use a samsung so i have my exuses
Cosmo idk
An infinitely higher amount actually
Cosmo idk
Arm Samsung is the too phone of too phone
Cosmo idk
Unc
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My phone is only a year old
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i have no phon
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what dose that make me?
UK
A phoneless person
Cosmo idk
It makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seen
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UK
She was a fairy
UK
Paragraph.
Cosmo idk
It's a sentence, not a paragraph
Cosmo idk
And i just cleared 308 mother from here
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huh?
Cosmo idk
Notifications
UK
It is a paragraph if i look at it with low reading comprehension and say "i aint reading allat"
UK
Whats that
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my stomach rlly hurts
UK
You good?
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no
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i wanna call somoene but all my freinds suck
UK
Damn
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yeah
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nd im hungry
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but im to scared to ask for food
UK
Where you going?
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Why
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idk
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Ok
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im js scared
UK
Are there any possible reasons why you are though?
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uhm
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my moms caused me alot of trauma and seh genunily dosnet carea about me and every time i talk to her she acts like its stupid or js dosnet care?
UK
Ohqq
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yeah lol
UK
Sorry btw
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dont be
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im going ot be a better person because of her
UK
Alright
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omg.
UK
What happened
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mythias got with the girl who was
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"just his freind"
UK
Friends with benefits
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he ghosted me
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while we wehre dating
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and got with her
UK
What a cunt
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no
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i cant
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i dont wanna fee l this again
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lease
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make it go away
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i ust got over this pain
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why dose it have to come back
UK
Is there any way i can help?
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no
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but he said he loved me
UK
I know
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Hes just a jerk
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but it still hurts
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i want to hurt myself so bad
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to focous on that pain instead
UK
That would just make it painfuller
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why do i have to be so stupid
UK
Wdym? Its not your fault
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to fucking fall for somoen whos js gonna hurt me in the end
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i littearly cant breathe
UK
Thats how manipulation works
UK
Its not your fault
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Dont blame yourself
UK
Blaming yourself would just make it hurt more
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but i cant let it be his fault
UK
Why not?
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because no matter how much someone hurts me, i cant let them be the bad guy
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get the bad vodoo
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lll always wish them the best and never let them be the worst
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to proect them
UK
But you cant just blame yourself for something you didnt see coming
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Thank you
UK
Anytime