I have to protect you.

?

Dad.

Hm

?

Something happend a while ago that I never told anyone.

Wsp?

There was this guy.

His name is unimportant.

Mk

We were friends for a while, we acted like we were in a relationship.

Oh um

Like most guys I've been with, he wanted a lot of sexual things, so I gave him said things.

Oh great...

We hung out, talked all night, I loved him. It went on for a long time.

It was about a year or more ago.

Then one night.

We were talking, he told me something.

He told me that he thinks he has the multiple personality disorder.

He "showed" me the people in his head.

One was protecting him; he was like a demon. He said he was better than him, he was rude, manuplaitve, hated on the real guy. My guy. He made him hurt himself. Think he wasn't worth it.

He didnt refer to himself as human.

Said things that scared me.

Then after that night, I never heard form him again.

I knew he was alive.

I was pretty sure he was safe.

I never ever talked about it.

He wasnt always the best to me, but he was never to bad.

I never told anyone, because I had to protect him from everyone and himself.

Now he's rolling into my memory.

I just remember how much it hurt, how scared I was.

Now, I dont know what to do.

Damn

I dont know why it's all hitting me now.

Sorry that I'm so sparse rn. I'm talking on my slowass flip phone

Old unc got a nokia flip phone

And I'm at the airport so I'm moving around

It's just temporary, dumbass

Its okay, ive had to use those.

And this unc can talk just as fast on a flip phone as on pc

So shut your bitch ass up

Loser

oop-

Lol

Wait Charlie, did you have a tlc flip?

I can text using my nose.

Ill try and spell "uncle"

Ujgp3

I failed

Loser

Uncle

Bro ujgp3 means uncle in glibberese anyways

I can do it blind with this phone

Uncle

my brother did

I can do it was a broken hand

With*

Not wss

Was

I just have to find a brick to break it

Bro you got more spelling mistakes than me here

Yeah well i use a samsung so i have my exuses

An infinitely higher amount actually

Arm Samsung is the too phone of too phone

Unc

My phone is only a year old

i have no phon

what dose that make me?

A phoneless person

It makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seen

She was a fairy

Paragraph.

It's a sentence, not a paragraph

And i just cleared 308 mother from here

huh?

Notifications

It is a paragraph if i look at it with low reading comprehension and say "i aint reading allat"

Whats that

my stomach rlly hurts

You good?

no

i wanna call somoene but all my freinds suck

Damn

yeah

nd im hungry

but im to scared to ask for food

Where you going?

Why

idk

Ok

im js scared

Are there any possible reasons why you are though?

uhm

my moms caused me alot of trauma and seh genunily dosnet carea about me and every time i talk to her she acts like its stupid or js dosnet care?

Ohqq

yeah lol

Sorry btw

dont be

im going ot be a better person because of her

Alright

omg.

What happened

mythias got with the girl who was

"just his freind"

Friends with benefits

he ghosted me

while we wehre dating

and got with her

What a cunt

no

i cant

i dont wanna fee l this again

lease

make it go away

i ust got over this pain

why dose it have to come back

Is there any way i can help?

no

but he said he loved me

I know

Hes just a jerk

but it still hurts

i want to hurt myself so bad

to focous on that pain instead

That would just make it painfuller

why do i have to be so stupid

Wdym? Its not your fault

to fucking fall for somoen whos js gonna hurt me in the end

i littearly cant breathe

Thats how manipulation works

Its not your fault

Dont blame yourself

Blaming yourself would just make it hurt more

but i cant let it be his fault

Why not?

because no matter how much someone hurts me, i cant let them be the bad guy

get the bad vodoo

lll always wish them the best and never let them be the worst

to proect them

But you cant just blame yourself for something you didnt see coming

Thank you

Anytime