I have to protect you.

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  • Something happend a while ago that I never told anyone.

    There was this guy.

    His name is unimportant.

    We were friends for a while, we acted like we were in a relationship.

    Like most guys I've been with, he wanted a lot of sexual things, so I gave him said things.

    We hung out, talked all night, I loved him. It went on for a long time.

    It was about a year or more ago.

    Then one night.

    We were talking, he told me something.

    He told me that he thinks he has the multiple personality disorder.

    He "showed" me the people in his head.

    One was protecting him; he was like a demon. He said he was better than him, he was rude, manuplaitve, hated on the real guy. My guy. He made him hurt himself. Think he wasn't worth it.

    He didnt refer to himself as human.

    Said things that scared me.

    Then after that night, I never heard form him again.

    I knew he was alive.

    I was pretty sure he was safe.

    I never ever talked about it.

    He wasnt always the best to me, but he was never to bad.

    I never told anyone, because I had to protect him from everyone and himself.

    Now he's rolling into my memory.

    I just remember how much it hurt, how scared I was.

    Now, I dont know what to do.

    I dont know why it's all hitting me now.

    Sorry that I'm so sparse rn. I'm talking on my slowass flip phone

    Old unc got a nokia flip phone

    And I'm at the airport so I'm moving around

    It's just temporary, dumbass

    Cosmo idk

    Sorry that I'm so sparse rn. I'm talking on my slowass flip phone

    Its okay, ive had to use those.

    And this unc can talk just as fast on a flip phone as on pc

    So shut your bitch ass up

    Wait Charlie, did you have a tlc flip?

    Cosmo idk

    And this unc can talk just as fast on a flip phone as on pc

    I can text using my nose.

    Ill try and spell "uncle"

    Ujgp3

    I failed

    Bro ujgp3 means uncle in glibberese anyways

    I can do it blind with this phone

    Cosmo idk

    Wait Charlie, did you have a tlc flip?

    my brother did

    Cosmo idk

    I can do it blind with this phone

    I can do it was a broken hand

    With*

    Not wss

    Was

    I just have to find a brick to break it

    Bro you got more spelling mistakes than me here

    Yeah well i use a samsung so i have my exuses

    An infinitely higher amount actually

    Arm Samsung is the too phone of too phone

    My phone is only a year old

    i have no phon

    what dose that make me?

    A phoneless person

    It makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seen

    She was a fairy

    Cosmo idk

    It makes you someone with a worse tech addiction than me and my therapist said that i have the worst addiction she's ever seen

    Paragraph.

    It's a sentence, not a paragraph

    And i just cleared 308 mother from here

    It is a paragraph if i look at it with low reading comprehension and say "i aint reading allat"

    Cosmo idk

    And i just cleared 308 mother from here

    Whats that

    my stomach rlly hurts

    You good?

    i wanna call somoene but all my freinds suck

    Damn

    nd im hungry

    but im to scared to ask for food

    Cosmo idk

    And I'm at the airport so I'm moving around

    Where you going?

    ᥫ᭡

    but im to scared to ask for food

    Why

    Ok

    im js scared

    Are there any possible reasons why you are though?

    my moms caused me alot of trauma and seh genunily dosnet carea about me and every time i talk to her she acts like its stupid or js dosnet care?

    Ohqq

    Sorry btw

    im going ot be a better person because of her

    Alright

    What happened

    mythias got with the girl who was

    "just his freind"

    Friends with benefits

    he ghosted me

    while we wehre dating

    and got with her

    What a cunt

    i dont wanna fee l this again

    make it go away

    i ust got over this pain

    why dose it have to come back

    Is there any way i can help?

    but he said he loved me

    I know

    Hes just a jerk

    but it still hurts

    i want to hurt myself so bad

    to focous on that pain instead

    That would just make it painfuller

    why do i have to be so stupid

    Wdym? Its not your fault

    to fucking fall for somoen whos js gonna hurt me in the end

    i littearly cant breathe

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    to fucking fall for somoen whos js gonna hurt me in the end

    Thats how manipulation works

    Its not your fault

    Dont blame yourself

    Blaming yourself would just make it hurt more

    but i cant let it be his fault

    Why not?

    because no matter how much someone hurts me, i cant let them be the bad guy

    get the bad vodoo

    lll always wish them the best and never let them be the worst

    to proect them

    But you cant just blame yourself for something you didnt see coming

    Anytime

    Spectral Mallard