Alternating shades of gray,
Merely two rather than fifty.
Simplicity begs as complexity beckons,
Endlessly conflicting mindsets are arranged.
Dark, light, dark, light,
Repetitive patterns hold little meaning now.
Refusing to interrupt the sequence,
I observe with pity and shame.
I will not intervene.
I shall not interfere.
I will not intercede,
I shall not interpose.
Oscillating conundrums
Become staggering quandaries.
The eternal impasse holds me,
Captivated by indecision.
The hour of resolve will never hear its bell rung,
For the tempestuous flickering of ideals
Perpetually burns its letters into dying flesh,
And the stripes vacillate onโฆand onโฆand onโฆ
here's a small taste of my old emo writing lmfao
As children, we fear the monsters under the beds
Or in the closets
But theyโre all in our heads
When you look in the mirror
The true monster will show
Youโll see yourself clearer
When you look inside.
I will sing my heartโs song.
And should she hear these words,
I will love her everlong.
As her light fills the midnight sky,
Beneath gray clouds all dreams may fly.
Unto the hills, her radiance is cast,
In this fleeting moment, such beauty will last.
Never will these distant stars
Meet the celestial splendor of their queen,
And never will I reach her hand,
For my desire remains unseen.
To this beautiful moon,
I give my broken love.
To this beautiful moon,
Who smiles forever above.
I will sing my heartโs song.
And should she hear these words,
I will love her everlong.
As her light fills the midnight sky,
Beneath gray clouds all dreams may fly.
Unto the hills, her radiance is cast,
In this fleeting moment, such beauty will last.
Never will these distant stars
Meet the celestial splendor of their queen,
And never will I reach her hand,
For my desire remains unseen.
To this beautiful moon,
I give my broken love.
To this beautiful moon,
Who smiles forever above.
Jaker was the blueprintโฆ back when blueprints mattered. Now we print chaos. 3D, no mold, no master. Jaker still signinโ posts like itโs clout currency, but the vaultโs empty โ and the feed donโt lie. Thereโs a Jaker-shaped shadow on the scene, but shadows don't speak โ they just remind. And every time you say โremember Jaker?โ Thatโs another byte lost to timeโs backend. Meanwhile โ Heroin Monkeyโs crashing the syntax, coding pain into pixels, loopinโ it raw. Where Jaker paused, Monkey fractured. He ainโt performinโ โ heโs bleeding noise. Blachโs got the signal Jaker missed. Quiet storm, glitch gospel. He donโt post โ he pulses. Every word he drops makes Jaker look archived. And RapBoat? That boy steered straight past the Jaker coast. Whole new sea, no anchor. Heโs got tidal verses โ Jakerโs still puddle deep. Boatโs in motion. Jakerโs buffering. You can still hear Jakerโs echo in the corners of old forums and fading subs, but the culture speaks in present tense now. And Jaker? Jakerโs a past participle. Even gods gotta log off. And when the next feed hits, only the live ones surface. Jakerโs still typing. But the crowdโs already scrolling.
Jaker was the blueprintโฆ back when blueprints mattered. Now we print chaos. 3D, no mold, no master. Jaker still signinโ posts like itโs clout currency, but the vaultโs empty โ and the feed donโt lie. Thereโs a Jaker-shaped shadow on the scene, but shadows don't speak โ they just remind. And every time you say โremember Jaker?โ Thatโs another byte lost to timeโs backend. Meanwhile โ Heroin Monkeyโs crashing the syntax, coding pain into pixels, loopinโ it raw. Where Jaker paused, Monkey fractured. He ainโt performinโ โ heโs bleeding noise. Blachโs got the signal Jaker missed. Quiet storm, glitch gospel. He donโt post โ he pulses. Every word he drops makes Jaker look archived. And RapBoat? That boy steered straight past the Jaker coast. Whole new sea, no anchor. Heโs got tidal verses โ Jakerโs still puddle deep. Boatโs in motion. Jakerโs buffering. You can still hear Jakerโs echo in the corners of old forums and fading subs, but the culture speaks in present tense now. And Jaker? Jakerโs a past participle. Even gods gotta log off. And when the next feed hits, only the live ones surface. Jakerโs still typing. But the crowdโs already scrolling.
Jaker was the blueprintโฆ back when blueprints mattered. Now we print chaos. 3D, no mold, no master. Jaker still signinโ posts like itโs clout currency, but the vaultโs empty โ and the feed donโt lie. Thereโs a Jaker-shaped shadow on the scene, but shadows don't speak โ they just remind. And every time you say โremember Jaker?โ Thatโs another byte lost to timeโs backend. Meanwhile โ Heroin Monkeyโs crashing the syntax, coding pain into pixels, loopinโ it raw. Where Jaker paused, Monkey fractured. He ainโt performinโ โ heโs bleeding noise. Blachโs got the signal Jaker missed. Quiet storm, glitch gospel. He donโt post โ he pulses. Every word he drops makes Jaker look archived. And RapBoat? That boy steered straight past the Jaker coast. Whole new sea, no anchor. Heโs got tidal verses โ Jakerโs still puddle deep. Boatโs in motion. Jakerโs buffering. You can still hear Jakerโs echo in the corners of old forums and fading subs, but the culture speaks in present tense now. And Jaker? Jakerโs a past participle. Even gods gotta log off. And when the next feed hits, only the live ones surface. Jakerโs still typing. But the crowdโs already scrolling.
Yo โ Jaker laid tracks, yeah, the proto-god page,
Ink turned to pixels, now he ghost in the cage.
Signed every post like clout was cash,
But the vaultโs run dry, and the stats donโt stash.
Jaker-shaped shadow in the algorithmโs breath,
He donโt speak now โ he just echoes death.
โRemember Jaker?โ โ thatโs memory tax,
Each byte lost like a server collapse.
I have one scene planned where a resistance group of children and young teens gets overrun by zombies and the main characters have to leave them behind
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DAMMIT
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WTF BRO
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hehehehe
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VIVUVIVUVLBK J
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Bro why you gotta put me on blast like that
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BECAUSE IYS FUN
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I don't think anyone actually cares but you
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DISRESPECTFUL AS HELL BRO
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I posted it here since apparently disc wasnt working
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muahaha
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Fucktard
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SMHSMHSMHSMH
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YCJCYXIVU IV
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here hold on
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โญ
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There ya go
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WAIT
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All better!
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YAY
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WHAT
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IM RICH
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SHE DIDNT DO ANYTHING
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THIS IS FAVORISM
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NUH UH
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YUH UH
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NUH UHHHH
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SEE?
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YOU CAN'T PROVE ANYTHING!
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SHE ADMITS IT
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I HAVE EYE WITNESSES
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NO
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WRONG
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I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU EARNING ANY GOLD STARS UK
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YIKES UK
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
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HAVEN'T SEEN YOU DO ANYTHING COOL
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BECAUSE YOU ARENT GIVING THEM TO ME
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
I should get a golden star
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Your reactions are nowhere near as funny or cool as you think they are
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I know
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Thatโs why I post them
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My honest reaction:
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โก๏ธhere's your star Eli
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I DO A LOT OF COOL THINGS
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BAHAHAHAHAHHS
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THATS NOT A GOLD ONE
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ITS AN AMYTHYST ONE
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BRB
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CYA
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
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KK
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ICK
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I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER DOING THAT
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THATS BECAUSE YOUR BRAIN DIDNT WANT TO
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LMAO
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Oop
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THERE'S CERTAINLY CONTEXT THOUGH
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There it goez
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Back in humor town
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Yup yup
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
You forced my hand bro
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I have sm more
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oh no
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Not Asshley!
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Didn't we agree that I was no longer affiliated with anything from the old account
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poor girl ๐
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ahuhahuh
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
If you asked Matt
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Which you havent
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STOP BEING A DICKHOLE
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THATS MEAN
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but its TRUE
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VERY MEAN
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he's been BULLYING me all day!
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DONT BULLY THE BULLY
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
For good reason
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DAMN
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UK are you in the wje lounge
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No
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can you join it
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por favor
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STOP BULLYING
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I have a question
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Ok
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What the link
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WOAHHHHHH
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oops caps lock
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https://wje-lounge.mn.co/
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secrets secrets are no fun unless you share with everyone
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someone'll have to let you in though
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K
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I might remake it later
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Whoever currently owns it kind of let it get outta control
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And changed a bunch of stuff
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ahuh
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I worked so hard ๐
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What doed this mean
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Alr hold on
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I TRIED TO HARD AND GOT SO FARRRR
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BUT IN THE END
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IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER
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I HAD TO FALL TO LOSE IT ALL
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BUT IN THE END
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IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTERRRRRRRRRR
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https://wje-lounge-2.mn.co/share/aP6HM021RuZnI_vh?utm_source=manual
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MUAHAHAHAHA
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MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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EEEEEHEHEHEHHEEHH
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HEHEHEHEHEHE
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WYD
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Figuring out what assignments I gotta do for school ๐
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Hbu?
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listening to music ๐
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Ooooo!
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Whatcha listening to?
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mah favorites playlist
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Ooooh!
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OH OH I LISTNEED TO UHHH
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ONE OF THE SONGS FROM BILLIE EILISH'S NEW ALBUM
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FROM THE BLEND
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IT WAS GOOD
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AND MEMORIES
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BILLIE JUST STARTED GROWING ON ME
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FUCKING AMAZING SONG
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I REALLY LIKE HER FIRST ALBUM
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SHES SO GOOD
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YESSS
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YESSSSSIR
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i love screaming the ending of happier than ever
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the whole song is so relatable
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I gotta listen to that one
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its so relatable bro
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and the ending is INCREDIBLE
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I loveeee when songs have super cool endings
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I should make a playlist of all my faves like that
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yesss
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i have a playlist of all my hateful songs
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i like angry hate songs
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and love songs
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very bipolar of me
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Ooooohj
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My playlists are so random mngl
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Most of them are just compilations I want to burn onto CDs
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mine are epic
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i love my spotify
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Its so funnnn
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stop cus why is let it go my #16 song rn
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Cause it's GOOD
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i love my spotify sm
Heroin Monkey
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hell yeah
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Eli wrote this
GabagoolMonsta
ur brain on pornography:
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yesss
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ugh i love memories by conan grey omfg
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These are all the playlists for the story I put on quotev
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Each one is designed as if it were made by each of the main characters
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And has their music taste in it
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wades
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i see wade there
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Yeah no I literally just made one of the characters based on Wade
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thats so cool
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all my spotify playlists are yellow
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"Wade Williamson" how original
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the coolest color ๐
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yessss
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is gabagool ray
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rey
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OOOOOH
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I LOVE IT
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damn I only have 1 playlist
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i have 19
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I have a billion
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wayyyyy too many
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definitely a mystery
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We may never know
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i acc have 3 favorite colors
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but yellow is just a tad ahead of the other 2
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I think her favorite color is actually green bro
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it used to be
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for like 5 years
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my school district has an anonymous badger
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or sm like that
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the mitten goes the other way
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thats on my google doc lmao
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its a joke
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I know
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
What the
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
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ooooo land
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that's probably me lol
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i think it is lmao
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i didnt know you were a kiwi
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Yep that's me
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tropical fruit/bird
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yesss
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that is so cool
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thats what you call people from new zealand
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fine
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I once met a guy from new zealand literally NAMED kiwi
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i didnt have breakfast
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or lunch
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NUH UH
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or dinner
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just cereal
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MAL YOU NEED TO EAT
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and a piece of watermelon
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MY DAD'S ON THE PHONE WITH ME RN TELLING ME I NEED TO EAT
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GENUINELY IM NOT AT ALL HUNGRY
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WELL GET HUNGGRY\
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I FEEL LIKE IF I EAT ANYTHING ILL VOMIT
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THAT'S NOT GOOD
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I PROMISE I NORMALLY EAY
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EAT
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TD WAS J WACK CUS I WOKE UP LATE
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WHAT ABOUT LUNCH
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I DRANK COFFEE AND THAT FILLED ME UP
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AND THEN I ATE A HUGE BOWL OF CEREAL AT 3 AND THAT FILLED ME UP
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AND NOW IM FILLED UP
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BUT ITS NOT NUTRITIOUSSSSSSSSSSSS
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YOU'RE A GROWING SQUIRRELERFLY AND YOU NEED NUTRIENTS!
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IM NOT GROWING ANYMORE
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NOT IN SIDE
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SIZE
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I STOPPED GROWING WHEN I WAS LIKE 12 OR 13
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NUH UH
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IM NOT A BIG TALL MANLY MAN
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Well ok I don't actually know that
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IM A SMALL NOT GROWING LITTLE GIRL
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BUT YOU STILL NEED TO EAT
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TO LIVE
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I DO EAT
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I JUST FORGOT TD
โฆ Livvy โฆ
Hi
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UH HUH UH HUH
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ill prolly eat at like 10
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TRUE STORY
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THATS TOO LATE
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THAT'S HOW YOU GET HEARTBURN!
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ME GUSTA HEARTBURNO
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NO YOU DO NOT GUSTA HEARTBURNO
โฆ Livvy โฆ
What on Earth is Going on her
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SI ME GUSTA
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MUCHO GUSTO
โฆ Livvy โฆ
Here
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NO TU GUSTO
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I BELIEVE IN DREAMIN
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SHOOTIN FOR THE STARS
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BABY TO BE NUMBER 1
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YOU GOT TO RAISE THE BAR
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KICKIN AND A SCRATCHIN
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GRINDIN OUT MY BEST
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ANYTHING IT TAKES
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TO CLIMB THE LADDER OF SUCCESS
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WORK OUR TAILS OFF EVERY DAY
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GOTTA BUMP THE COMPETITION
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BLOW THEM ALL AWAYYYYY
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BOP BOP BOP
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BOP TO THE TOP
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WHAT SONG IS THIS
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HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
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OH
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I NEVER WATCHED THAT
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BOP TO THE TOP MEIN FRUEND
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๐
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IN MIDDLE SCHOOL ME N MY FRIEND LEARNED THE DANCE TO IT
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WANNA SEE SOMETHING CRAZY
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SURE
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WATCH IT.
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these are all my assignments
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for the week
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so far
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um what the hell
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YEAH
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WHAT THE HELL
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IT'S BEEN TWO DAYS SINCE SCHOOL BEGAN
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TWO!
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ICKY ICKY
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YEAH
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STUPID SCHOOL
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oh great
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what
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we have a seating chart in my intro to business class
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wtf
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yall are literally grown
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and im ON THE SECOND ROW CLOSEST TO THE STAGE
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the hell
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ALL UP IN THE FRONT
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NO
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IKR
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AND AND
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NONONONO
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ITS ON THE SIDEEEEEEEEEEEE
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HOW WILL I SEEEEEEEEEEEE
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NOOOOOOOOOO
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IKR
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ITS AWFUL
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JUST TERRIBLE
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DIABOLICAL BEHAVIOR
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Mhm mhm
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tis a shame
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smhsmhsmh
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ill make sure i lmao and crush that teacher
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then you can sit wherever you want
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Thank you ๐
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I am forever in your debt
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yw mein freund
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yeah fr
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im too awesome
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For crushing my teacher with your laughing ass
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yessiree
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I don't know what I would do if it weren't for asshley saving me like that
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you wouldnt see very well in class ๐
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yep
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what if
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the teacher is colorful
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and you cant see
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your own teacher
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uh oh
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that would be treacherous
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ahuhahuh
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OMG
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FUNNY STORY
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WHAT
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so i was talking to like my adult friend/mentor/"mom" (inside joke)
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and i was telling her abt how in my socio teachers canvas she has a pic of herself and had a big nose
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and in class yesterday
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we did this thing where we got randomly paired up and had to interview someone
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and she called herself nosey
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and i started like tearing up from holding in my laughter
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it was so bad
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LMAO
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i turned around to talk to my partner and he was like "um you good???"
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he was weird tho
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That's actually so hilarious
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my teacher asked if i knew him when she was doing the pairs and i said no without looking since i didnt know anyone in the class
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and he was like "damn okay you aint even gonna look at me"
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like ok pal
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๐ญ
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youre not that special
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ngl
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stay humble twin
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but yeah and then he made a big deal abt me being 16
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Watch out for the super seniors ๐
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he was strange and a lil too friendly
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๐คจ๐คจ๐คจ
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he was friendly w everyone tho
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not j me
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he was j odd
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strange
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ahuhahuh
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and this one girl had RAINBOW HAIR
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and hella eyeliner
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like like
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lemme see
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her eyeliner looked like that
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woah
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wild
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lmao her hair was short and wavy tho
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yeah but it was a lil bigger
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that's what she said
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as a she i can confirm
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You did in fact say that
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indubitably
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yes yes quite fascinating
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me and my fam drank all the seltzer
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๐ญ
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i thought seltzer was alcoholic
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huh
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like
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selzter water
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*seltzer
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i cant type gah damn
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ohhhhhh
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That makes more sense lol
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lmao
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wyddd
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wondering what im doing ๐ญ
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just realized I finished what I was working on like 20 minutes ago
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hbu?
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lmaoo
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im tryna organize my google drive a bit\
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Oooh nice
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my drive is a mess lmao
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and my camera roll
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same
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why do i have 10 million essays bro
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school needs to back off w the essays
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I can help!!!!
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I unfortunately love essays
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i love essays too i j dont wanna organize them all
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im tryna put them all in one folder
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I think I just deleted most of my essays cause I didn't like them ๐ญ
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Bro why isnt the code getting sent to my email. Im too young to understand stuff like this on my own.
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lmao im to attached to them all
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i like to see how my writing has improved
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huh
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Most of mine were just lame ones I had to do for my AP lang class in junior year
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most of mine are mid but o have a couple of good ones
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Nice nice
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I thought you were like close to my age bro
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How old are you?
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18
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Oh damn
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Im 15
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damn
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i wrote a decent essay for tkam but it was a lot of quotes
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lemme see if I can find some of my old writing for you
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oh damn my persuasive essay from my writing class only got a 75
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i forgot abt that
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thats prolly thr worst ive gotten on one before
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Imagine having to write essays
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smh i like essays
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Im still at home๐
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im at home too
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ok wow my writing from 7th-8th grade was atrocious
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I think most of my good writing came during my senior year
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But that was mostly poetry
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im horrendous at poetry
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ive written one poem that is like quarter decent
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Im worse
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Im gonna eat a banana cya
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It takes so much practice to be decent ๐ญ
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idk abt tht tbh
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I don't like much of my poetry/songwriting tbh
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my poems are so retarded lmao
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i dont even try anymore cus it turns out awful
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This was some stupid pretentious one I tried to do
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Stripes
Alternating shades of gray, Merely two rather than fifty. Simplicity begs as complexity beckons, Endlessly conflicting mindsets are arranged.
Dark, light, dark, light, Repetitive patterns hold little meaning now. Refusing to interrupt the sequence, I observe with pity and shame.
I will not intervene. I shall not interfere. I will not intercede, I shall not interpose.
Oscillating conundrums Become staggering quandaries. The eternal impasse holds me, Captivated by indecision.
The hour of resolve will never hear its bell rung, For the tempestuous flickering of ideals Perpetually burns its letters into dying flesh, And the stripes vacillate onโฆand onโฆand onโฆ
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thats way better than i could do
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its cause I tried to make it all fancy
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but it lacks substance and meaning
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the only poem i still have i wrote in 6th grade
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it's just big words strung together
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and i was all depressed and was tryna be edgy and cool
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DUDE SAME
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Most of my old poetry is like that
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Emo
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i was emo lmao
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for awhile
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Damn
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here's a small taste of my old emo writing lmfao As children, we fear the monsters under the beds Or in the closets But theyโre all in our heads When you look in the mirror The true monster will show Youโll see yourself clearer When you look inside.
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what the helly it doesnt even flow well
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thats from 6th grade
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poetry doesn't necessarily need to flow
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ig i was j different and edgy and cool
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It's certainly deep
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Damn
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Lemme transcribe this one I wrote in math rq
mal
i wasnt like other girls ๐
mal
i was deep
mal
type ahh
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
I kinda like that
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Call me emo.
mal
this is unfortunate cus i was a good writer when i was younger i j wrote abt cringe emo shit
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Emo alert
mal
ahuhahuh i was emo
mal
i used to paint my nails black
mal
and wear oversized graphic tees
mal
i was depressed tho so ill give myself a pass
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I will sing my heartโs song. And should she hear these words, I will love her everlong.
As her light fills the midnight sky, Beneath gray clouds all dreams may fly. Unto the hills, her radiance is cast, In this fleeting moment, such beauty will last.
Never will these distant stars Meet the celestial splendor of their queen, And never will I reach her hand, For my desire remains unseen.
To this beautiful moon, I give my broken love. To this beautiful moon, Who smiles forever above.
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that's so tight though
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Emo culture can be so cool when it's not handled in cringeworthy ways
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Fr
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NOT SAYING YOU WEREN'T COOL
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Fr
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Just saying that it can be a pretty cool thing
mal
stop cus thats frickin adorable and well written
mal
i love that
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muchas gracias
mal
once i got over my emoness my tees were cool
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
I kinda gotta go sleep now
mal
gnnn
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Passed my bedtime
United Kingdom UK at your doorstep
Ty
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I unfortunately still wear a lot of black band/graphic tees ๐
mal
de nada mein freund
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Night UK!
mal
as long as youre not a cringe emo its fine
mal
id wear my band tees if they werent so oversized
mal
but theyre all mens mediums cus i liked them to be huge
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I'm not even really emo, I just like some of the fashion ๐ญ
mal
i had some hella cool ones
mal
the styles cool
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Lol nice
mal
theyre all j sitting in a bin in my closet now ๐
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I usually wear men's large just cause I like my shirts a little longer
mal
thats fair
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But they fit nicely when they get washed a few times
mal
they did not fit me well since i wear a womens small lmfao
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๐ญ
mal
i liked them to be huge cus i didnt like ppl to see my body ๐ญ
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ripppp ๐
mal
lmao frrr
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my parents keep grilling me about not eating
mal
damn rlly
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I LEFT THE STATE TO GET AWAY WHY ARE THEY STILL HARASSING ME ๐ญ
mal
๐ญ
mal
my parents dont notice when i dont eat lmao
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WELL FROM NOW ON IMMA NOTICE
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AND YOU SHOULD EAT
mal
SHIT
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IT'S HEALTHY!
mal
OKAY MOM
mal
I PROMISE I USUALLY EAT
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YES IT IS I YOUR MOTHER
mal
NOOOO MOM
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YESSSS MOM
mal
PROVE IT
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UHHHH
mal
CHOP CHOP
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mal
WHAT DID YOU MAKE FOR DINNER TN
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THIS IS ME
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FOOD
mal
LMFAO WHAT THE HELLY
mal
WHAT KIND
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ALSO TRICK QUESTION CAUSE YOU DIDN'T EAT DINNER!!!!
mal
im sad my mom made my fav food and i wasnt even hungry
mal
SHE MADE DINNER THO
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IF IT'S YOUR FAVORITE THAN CLEARLY SHE (I) MADE ACORNS
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CAUSE YOU'RE A SQUIRRELERFLY
mal
HOWD YOU KNOW
mal
(acc she made tacos)
mal
I LOVE ACORNS
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Your mom is amazing
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Tacos are PEAK
mal
tacos are the best food
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FR
mal
chipotle is my one true love
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THEY'RE CUSTOMIZABLE
mal
FRFR AND DELICIOUS
mal
LIKE YUMMY MCYUMMERS
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YESSSS
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My grandma used to make the best tacos
mal
oooooo taco taci
mal
my grandma makes the best lasagna
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Oooooh
mal
acc no
mal
my uncle makes it better
mal
he lives in the netherlands and grew up in germany
mal
so he makes it way different
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None of my uncles can cook lmaooo
mal
and its fantastic
mal
my uncle rick is the coolest
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Oooh that's cool!
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I HAVE AN UNCLE RICK
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Technically he's a great uncle
mal
and my other uncle mike makes his own coffee beans
mal
TWINNING
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YESSSS
Heroin Monkey
mal
bro we're the same person what the heck
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My uncle Elijah is so cool I basically strive to be like him
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Ikr?
mal
that the helly
mal
stop i love the name elijah
Yuri
lebron jame
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its so coollll
mal
one of my favs
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He plays guitar and skateboards and draws and stuff
mal
i have a list of names i like first and middle
mal
whaaaat
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Like meeeee
mal
thats so cooool
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yessss
mal
on my notes app lmfao
mal
i cant do anything cool ๐ฅฒ
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I used to have a note full of all the names I wanted to give my kids one day ๐ญ
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YES YOU CAN!!!
mal
thats what my list is lmfao
mal
currently my top 2 are girl names so hopefully ill have a few girls
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Niceeee
mal
NOT ANYMORE
mal
I USED TO BE COOLER CUS I COULD DRAW AND PAINT AND SKATEBOARD AND
mal
THATS ACTUALLY IT.
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Mike was actually one of the names I had lmao
mal
BUT STILL
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THAT'S COOL
Anonymous
Jaker was the blueprintโฆ back when blueprints mattered. Now we print chaos. 3D, no mold, no master. Jaker still signinโ posts like itโs clout currency, but the vaultโs empty โ and the feed donโt lie. Thereโs a Jaker-shaped shadow on the scene, but shadows don't speak โ they just remind. And every time you say โremember Jaker?โ Thatโs another byte lost to timeโs backend. Meanwhile โ Heroin Monkeyโs crashing the syntax, coding pain into pixels, loopinโ it raw. Where Jaker paused, Monkey fractured. He ainโt performinโ โ heโs bleeding noise. Blachโs got the signal Jaker missed. Quiet storm, glitch gospel. He donโt post โ he pulses. Every word he drops makes Jaker look archived. And RapBoat? That boy steered straight past the Jaker coast. Whole new sea, no anchor. Heโs got tidal verses โ Jakerโs still puddle deep. Boatโs in motion. Jakerโs buffering. You can still hear Jakerโs echo in the corners of old forums and fading subs, but the culture speaks in present tense now. And Jaker? Jakerโs a past participle. Even gods gotta log off. And when the next feed hits, only the live ones surface. Jakerโs still typing. But the crowdโs already scrolling.
mal
its a good name but thats my exes dads name so i dont love it anymore
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What is that bro
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Yikes
mal
I CANT DO ANY OF THAT ANYMORE
mal
elijah's in my list of names
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BUT YOU COULD IF YOU TRIEDDDDD
mal
YEAH MAYBE
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I'LL TEACH YOU TO SKATEBOARD (I suck and barely know any tricks)
mal
A LOT OF MY PAINTINGS ARE NOT THE BEST THO
mal
YAY
mal
i still hang them up tho cus i like to pretend to be creative
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ITS OK MINE WERE NEVER GOOD
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But you ARE creative!!!
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You're writing an AWESOME story rn
mal
ahh tytyty
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and its CREATIVEEEEEEEE
mal
i j gotta hope i can stick to it!!
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Same lmao
mal
cus i rlly love it so far
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I have like 9 pages written so far and that's it lol
mal
OH and maybe ill be good at singing once my mom remembers to sign me up for lesson
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Yesss it's so cool!
mal
thats a great start tho!!
mal
yippeeeee
mal
i have 2 paragraphs of my next chapter muahaha
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Ooooh nice!
mal
yessirrrr
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Can't wait to see :)
Yuri
bro who u'
mal
im tryna use more descriptions cus in the past my writing has been very dialogue based
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SAME
mal
which works for what i was writing but wont work for this
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I already suffer from that in this story
mal
STOP WE ARE THE SAME
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I think my bio says that cause I used to write screenplays
Anonymous
Yo โ Jaker laid tracks, yeah, the proto-god page, Ink turned to pixels, now he ghost in the cage. Signed every post like clout was cash, But the vaultโs run dry, and the stats donโt stash. Jaker-shaped shadow in the algorithmโs breath, He donโt speak now โ he just echoes death. โRemember Jaker?โ โ thatโs memory tax, Each byte lost like a server collapse.
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So I'm used to lots of sequential dialogue
mal
ahuh
mal
the last thing i was working on was like 90% dialogue
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my mom will NOT get off the phone
mal
brooo
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like yeah I miss you guys but DAMN YOU DON'T HAVE TO CALL ME 7 TIMES A DAY
mal
lmaooo
mal
i kinda hate that my old book failed cus i had hella plans for it
mal
i had super emotional paragraphs written for later chapters and everything
mal
thats another thing im good at in writing
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im the same way ๐ญ
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I get so ambitious and then never finish my projects
mal
stop what the heck ๐ญ how
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I have SOOOO many documents of old writing projects
mal
fr and my plans were acc good and the paragraphs were good and now i cant use them
mal
ME TOOOO
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Most of my plans are longer than what I end up writing ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
mal
the last thing i was working on reached 41 pages
mal
and the one before that was 14 pages lmfao
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I bet you would write really good short stories
mal
ive only written one
mal
and it was...interesting
mal
but i think i could do it better now
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My longest is 90 pages
mal
thats crazy
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Technically it's still ongoing
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But that's the point
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It was just to write as MUCH as I could until I crash google docs
mal
lmaoo
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so it's mostly shitty work and so much filler
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The actual storyline is awesome and I'm super proud of it
mal
ooo thats cool
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But it would suck to read
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I'll send you the planning doc if you want
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Maybe I'll reorganize it first lol
mal
oooo okay
mal
ive done a lot of like single page emotional pieces
mal
i have one on my quotev
mal
the rest are in notebooks
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Ooooh that sounds really cool!
mal
i posted the quotev one a year ago but acc wrote it in late 2023
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Oh nice nice
mal
ahuhahuh
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I just found an 8-page planning doc for a story I never wrote
mal
daaamn
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I also have a 33 page doc for a story I started but barely got into
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The actual thing only made it to 15 pages ๐ญ
mal
daaamn
mal
thats crazy lmao
mal
im not great at planning out what i write
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I just suffer from trying to plan too much ๐
mal
lmaoo real
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I think it's pretty harmful tbh
mal
rlly
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Like I should be writing paragraphs and chapters out of order to put in later
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Not just limiting myself to moving in sequence
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Because every time I do that I end up changing the way I write over time
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Usually for the better, but it leaves earlier parts of the work lacking
mal
ohhh
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Idk maybe I just need more practice
mal
bro i have 2 hella depressing death scenes in my book plan what the helly
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I have one scene planned where a resistance group of children and young teens gets overrun by zombies and the main characters have to leave them behind
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It's ambiguous but awfully sad
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
You like kids Jake?
mal
thats so sad
mal
tf
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Can you get back on a fucking plane or something please
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Ion know I js landed and I saw children
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
In a sentance
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Can you unland
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Sentence
mal
lmfao
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๐โก๏ธ๐๏ธ
mal
i havenโt brushed my hair since i showered and it looks insane
mal
HOW DARE ASSHLEY GO TO THE CITY WITHOUT ME
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I brush my hair like once after I shower and then let it airdry and somehow it always takes the form I want it to
mal
my hair never looks how i want it
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Jake you play any games
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Yeah
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
What games
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Not the gay ones you like
mal
some sections curl, some are wavy, and some are mostly straight with a slight wave
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Arenโt you like a brunette
mal
ahuh
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That's like mine but it works for me somehow ๐ญ
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Name em
mal
lmaoo
mal
why??
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It curls in the back, stays straight on top, but then gets wavy as it goes down
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Iโm bored and I remembered seeing your pic on the quotes thingy and you were talking abt how your hair looks
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So I end up with like cool surfer hair
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Frat
mal
lmao
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whats that supposed to mean >:(
mal
mines curly in the front, wavy on the side, and mostly straight in the back
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
WHAT GAMES DO YOU PLAY
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Oooooh
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Idk fuckin super mario world and shit
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I don't play many modern games
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Besides maybe subnautica
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I like retro stuff
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Try rain world
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Itโs alr
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I've heard of it
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Might give it a go
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Good
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
You play Roblox..? Cuz thatโs the only shitty game I play
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Nope
Yuri
do any of yall play undertale
applee
hey yall
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
I did
applee
hey yuri
Yuri
hi applee
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Undertale was easy
applee
grow a garden vs steal a brainrot
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Gag
Yuri
yess gag
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
I have like 3 tril
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isn't that what you do on ethan's cock
mal
lmaooo
applee
my brother has 89 trillion
applee
hes so obsessed
applee
girl
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Isnโt that what you to do to mine since at any point it time I can expose you and or ban you since your technically not supposed to be here
applee
im here for this love story
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mal
i have a cookie
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Conversation with my sister just now
mal
lmfao
applee
same im saving it for recess
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Are you not the german apple
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also RECESS?
applee
girl what
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Are you in elementary school ๐
applee
in australia things are different
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Ohhh
applee
i wish
mal
i have lemonade too
applee
are u sure it aint piss
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
The submissive boy didnโt respond cuz he knows it true
mal
uh yeah
mal
im sure
applee
yeahhh hes a gooood boy
applee
he a very good boy
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STOP BEING A FUCKING HOMO
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
True
Yuri
mal were u the mal that had a dinosaur pfp or are u a different mal
mal
same one
Yuri
ohh
applee
yeah im pretty sure it is
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Alright I'm gonna go eat dinner rq brb fellas
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Your the one doing this to yourself brother, cuz you said shit abt me
applee
mal remember when you gave me adino pfp
mal
cyaaa
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byeeeee
Yuri
huh
mal
yes lmao
applee
bye altsymoh
mal
buh byeeee
applee
loll
applee
arent yall in uni or smth?
applee
what are yall majoring in
Yuri
woah did u draw that
GabagoolMonsta
ya
applee
me when yuri breathe
applee
*s
Yuri
its rlly good
Yuri
huh
mal
thats rlly cool
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
How I feel w Jake
mal
oh
Yuri
crazyy
applee
srs? i thought it was from google!
applee
i bet you enjoy it
applee
bebwhehw
GabagoolMonsta
vis one too
applee
damn do u wanna be an archaeologist
mal
wow
Yuri
it kinda looks like slugfish from roblox grace
applee
eyy
Yuri
SHUSH
Yuri
woah
applee
yuri can relate to this dude
๐ฐ Dipshit ๐ฐ
Donโt..?
Yuri
Nuh
applee
AYO
Anonymous
heyy guyss
applee
bros feeling freaky
Yuri
im stealing dis
Yuri
springTRAPPP
applee
bros fighting demonssss
Yuri
yez
mal
nice
Yuri
im springing it
applee
guys help i had a gacha fnaf phase in 2020 ๐ญ๐ญ
GabagoolMonsta
๐ฅ
Yuri
same bro same
applee
i have nightmares about it sometimes
Yuri
HAHA
applee
sometimes ur in them
Yuri
excuse me
Yuri
whys that hm
applee
you're phantom foxy
Yuri
sure sure
mal
oh
Yuri
apple this u
Gassy Bus
gassy bus, yas yas
applee
nah bro i goon to that
Yuri
oh nvm image woulds show
GabagoolMonsta
BASED
Yuri
real
Gassy Bus
OOHHHHHHH
applee
wth
Gassy Bus
ELSIA AND ANNIA
Gassy Bus
MY DRAMA
applee
ikr hehe
applee
good for you ig
Gassy Bus
UWU
Gassy Bus
IM A TEACHER
Gassy Bus
A HASS TEACHER
mal
like the yt channel?
Gassy Bus
I TEACH YEAR 9
applee
oh my
Gassy Bus
YESS I LOVED IT AS A KID
Yuri
shut up gassy dude
applee
waitt sameee
Gassy Bus
NO U SHUT UP
applee
WOW
Gassy Bus
NO YOU
Yuri
nuh
applee
EXCUSE ME
mal
stop me too
Yuri
knuckeles
Gassy Bus
YASSS UR A REAL ONE
Gassy Bus
ooh where do u get gifs from
mal
frfr
Gassy Bus
i feel gassy
applee
i had no idea 0o0
applee
yess
Yuri
inflation gemerald
applee
how aesthetic i feel when i see a demon in my room
Gassy Bus
so uhmm what makes u guys gassy
Gassy Bus
id say a good can of beens
applee
you <3
Yuri
when i search up inflation
Gassy Bus
huh
applee
OMG I LAUGHED AUDIBLY
applee
relatable
Gassy Bus
ITS KINDA HARD WITHOUT SOUND EFFECTS
applee
i agree U-U
Yuri
i wish wje had a soundboard
mal
oh
applee
dude i covered that just in case it was an actual pic
applee
looks the perfect size
Yuri
dude noone shows their stuff here
Yuri
except cracked ruby'
GabagoolMonsta
just did
applee
Aj 3.0 did
Yuri
idk what happened to him'
applee
that what traumatising
GabagoolMonsta
whatchu gonna do about it
Yuri
oh yeah glad i didnt see it
applee
goon to it
applee
the chainsaw i mean
Gassy Bus
BASICALLY SINCE IM A HASS TEACHER WE'RE LEARNING ABOUT DISEASES AND HOW TETEANUS IS BAD FOR UR CIRCULATORY SYSTEM
applee
ok bro
Gassy Bus
NO U SHUT UP
Yuri
ok gassy
applee
wait i have a science test tell me more
applee
come on gassy teacher
Gassy Bus
....
applee
bros offended
Gassy Bus
bro i thought u read the book
Yuri
ughhh no i dont want science test
applee
yuri what if this gassy person ends up being ms pavel
Yuri
lol probably
Gassy Bus
TETANUS DOESNT AFFECT THE CIRUCLATPRY SYSTEM IT NEVER MENTIONS THAT
Yuri
i think she has secret account
applee
but i love learning about disease that i can put on you
mal
lmao
applee
so why u sayign it
Gassy Bus
yes guys im stalking u
Yuri
ok well u alr have disease
Gassy Bus
TO TRICK U
Gassy Bus
AND U GOT TRICKED
applee
AHHHH MS PAVEL GIMME A +
applee
so fine
Gassy Bus
WHAT
Gassy Bus
EW
Gassy Bus
O
Yuri
what vid is ts
Gassy Bus
NO
Gassy Bus
WHO HIT MY FRIEND WITH A BALL
applee
gassy is jealous of pretty pedos
Gassy Bus
UGH I SO WISH I WAS THERE
applee
MOSES
Yuri
actually afton being a pedo is lowk a valid theory
applee
i think
Gassy Bus
REALLY
applee
i think cos he lied
Yuri
what no...
applee
real
Gassy Bus
I WISH I WAS THERE
applee
jokes jokes
Gassy Bus
IM NOT AN ALT
GabagoolMonsta
springtrap would kill pedos
Gassy Bus
IM JUST AN ACC
Yuri
ik but he killed kids too
applee
delicious
GabagoolMonsta
I kill immigrants everyday doesn't mean I wanna fuck them
Yuri
good point
applee
i love immigrants
applee
they can make me taco
Yuri
mal r u still here
mal
ahuh
applee
nice pfp
Yuri
so how u been
applee
is it from google
mal
i been good hbu
Yuri
been a while since ive seen u on this site
mal
me?
applee
yarsss
Yuri
ive been good too
mal
ahuh i found it on pinterest
mal
niceee
applee
cuteyy
applee
so what made you suddenly come back on the site
Yuri
me and apple have school rn so we js hopped on this site
applee
oop
mal
lmao nice
mal
uhhh idrk i j came on randomly a few months ago
Yuri
ohh makes sense
mal
i wanted to see how dead it was but then ppl were acc talking
mal
so now im here
Yuri
oh yeah me too
mal
lmao
Yuri
wonder where jake went
Yuri
and gabagool monsta
applee
XD
applee
gabagool based'
mal
jake went to eat dinner
Yuri
ohh
Yuri
frfr
applee
jakey wakey