Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween

Anything planned for it or nah

woop woop

:p

im going to screamfest with my friends

hbu

damn ded

yay a holiday i cant celbrate cause my dads a dick

damn

(:

hry

*hru

bad.

damn

hbu?

im ok

yaya

yea

kinda sad its halloween tho

why?

cus its jakes favorite so i miss him extra

if things were normal i woulda woken up with a super excited happy halloween from him

yeah tahts true ):

yea

im sorry

its fine

Sryyyy pop quiz :[

Uh no I dun do nothing

huh?

For Halloween

ohh

Hiiii kitty

GRRRR

hey how is everyone happy Halloween

absoulate shit

I wanna eep

i bet you fucking do.

Hey

I need to change my sleep schedule

i know.

you got two hours of sleep.

If I get late one more time I get Saturday school

So I'm not doing that

like school every saturday?

That's more then regularly

hi

Uh if you get in trouble enough ye

my fucking dad decied to stay home from work

so yay

and my moms prolly picking me up after work so late.

I'm sry

and i prolly have to clean the kicthen

cause my dad makes the biggest fucing messes and leaves em to me

oh and parker

my dad last night found out ive ben calling you

im pretty sure hes taking the phone

Ik I'm sryyh

You ok thou?

Physically

no.

What happened

idk.

my throat hurts and my chest hurts

noo

Awe

Yk if you can bring ur chrome book thou?

prolly not

...

its soemthing i have to take with me last minute not ask to do.

Ok

and i migh tnot even go to my moms tn

cause its haloween

why

and she might be working at the bar

noo

Oh...

and shes not gonna pick me up after

cause itslll be fucking 3 am

when my dads out of the bathroom ill ask him when

and i really hope its not like

"after work'

cause wth.

Mhm

hope and pray to the Lord for it

its the worst when parents are vague like that

It'll be in the afternoon basically losing a day in the weekend

oh dang

Yea

damn

zane hru doing

yup

shes picking me up "after work"

damn

...

ykw im sick of that

cause ive been crying to god every fuckign weekend

for a change

and there never is one

sometimes it takes a long time for him to answer

it took years for him to answer me

its been years.

you js gotta keep trying

don't disgrace the LORD ALMIGHTY you don't have a clue what he has planned or what he'll do for you

k.

he took my shitty situation and turned it into something beautiful

I dont mean to be rude but you should fear the Lord thy god

it js takes time for his plan to unfold

k.

i feel that

wdym?

js that shits hard

so like i js feel that

sometimes life js sucks but gods always there

and even tho allat was awful it’s made me a more mature and caring person

n lmk if you didn’t see that btw

ded

Sry :p I was having a Lil chat w someone

..

who?

I winder

Bruhhh

I WINDER

Shhh

lmao

i wonder

It was a very close friend ok hmph

my dad said hes going to go run some errands today

*winder

so

Uh huh

when your trying to make fun of seomeone for selling msthin wrong but you spell it right on accident

is that a yay

yeah

it was autocorrect 😭

then YAYAYAY

If only mine worked when I wanted it to

bro i fr dropped some lore n zane js left

lmao reallll

i saw :/

Too much info for him to process

lmao frfr

yeah i think i told you that stuff before tho right?

no

not really that exactly

but dipped into it

my fault It was out of my hand

lotta ppl react that way 😭😭

lmao i’m js joking it’s all good

ohhhh okok

seth said watching me crash out is funny..

yeah i tend to keep my personal life to myself unless it’s relevant

how rude

i have an eyelash in my eye 😭😭

I just keep it to myself

parker

if i leave go on doc.

.

cause like

this is arounf the time the teacher blocks everything but ixl

Uhhhh

i share when it’s relevant cus i like to help ppl not feel so alone

I on the bus

I'll jog home quickly

doc still works on bus.

the wheels on the bus go round and round

round and round

round and roundd

guys lets not make me smile or laugh

my dad will kill me.

😭

real

Yeah but the stuff in my personal life are the bad stuff others trust me with

i have coffee!

ohhhhh real

i hold onto other ppls lore and my own lore 😭

Same. Just nothing comes out :p

yessirrrrrr

dosent mean you shouldt fucking share

with poeple who yk

care about yo

and yk

Ig

wanty to fucking help

oh real

gtg cya soon

i feel that i used to not share with anyone cus a parent got mad at me once

for telling her daughter (my bsf at the time) js a little abt my past

Yeahhh I have some people who I can talk to if it gets bad but I'm fine rn so dw

cya

Mm

If I need to I tell trusted adults about stuff since they dun know about anyone in the things

mm

i honestly tell anyone who asks

Hey I've talked with you about stuff before

cus the less i keep it a secret the less stressful it is for me

I have a chill personality so it doesn't get to me much

Like 3 times in the last year

But nothing major. I think

ahh

y stoamch hurts

I don't fully remember one time :p

You hungry?

rjnrjnrt

Huh?..

that’s fair

im checking my xbox chats parker

Oh :p

May be cooked

Nvm I didn't do anything

If something is there it wasn't me

one of killer bears freinds texted me

Oh I didn't check after you left

I got off ur account

m :/

he asked me

"why you unadd me"

Though I might mess with Mc today well see

Uhhh you did the wrong person or just ignore him

oop

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Yea she went on a spree clearing her friend's list

smh

i do that alot

:p

i unadd pple i dont talk to anymore

real

guys

That's fair I should prob do that

Hm?

yea

i hate anyone with the name riley

or rylee

or anything

damn

Ok

I hate a Riley too

yup.

omg who

Someone who faked his death to ghost his gf

...

wtaf

wait guys i take itback

my dogs name is riley

But proceeded to make group posts for gta5

....

i want a pole prok sandwitch

Yeah...

i want

Mm

like real food

i haven’t had real food in a bit

i will make you a 3 course 5 start meal ml

star*

tyty

When I get home ima make some quick food.

yesterday i ate a hot pocket and 5 oreos

Op :p

im going to make you steak and lobset

lobster

with uhhh

Lobset

i don’t like steak but i’ll take lobster lmao

m my favorite

i dont like stake either

ill make you lobseter and crab

Uhhh

with biscutis

and then

uhm

ooo maybe i’ll make like eggs or sum

You need sm on the sude

a cake

Damn you making alitnfor her

my siblings are eating mac n cheese very loudly

im going to make you a weeding cake.

How...

cus they’re toddlers

guys

For you 2?

seth has asked me 4 times

Ah

tfor me to dom him

No

huh?

Stop talking w him

He still weird

you stop talking with him!

I'll start actually

NO

Tell Jim off for being weird

arker

no

guys i love my brother

he’s so cute

guys i love mal.

im in love with mal

Then you stop hmph

im very gay for mal

oop

oh wait omg

Mal = pony

in middle school a girl had a huge crush on me

Charlie = kitty

Goose = ducky

and my school had uniforms and she asked me to button down my shirt for her “to see what’s underneath”

Everyone have a y

i was like maam you’re 12

neigh bitch neigh

Dang

i’m actually a person

Lol:p

pretending to me a pony

crazy ik

Mhm you go girllll

i tricked you all

get pranked

Huh!!!!!

mal im making this for you <3

gorgeous

slay queen

no mal im making this fro you

.

You know it

l

it wont send

:p

noooooo

we all know it girl

stunning

Holy

...

and thats why im making it , not buying it

holy shit

i have a pinterest board for my wedding

it’s all planned out

ooh

Already

for my wedding

i wanna get married

yes duh

Bruh

No duh

i wanna marry a certain someone smh

someone who said he’d get me a promise duck

Mhm you got that girlll

like awe

ofc i do i got it in the bag queen

Mhm period

parker lts stop being gay

But whyyyyyyy

It funny

no stop it’s awesome

i want this dress so bad

yes ma'am

Oooohhh

in all seriousness, i will make it for you.

i’m a sucker for the ballgowns

i can make corset based wedding dresses

like for prom i wore the most gorgeous dress ever omg it looked like belles

helooo

and the layering looks like itd take time but itd be like easy af

hiiiii

ooooo

malll heyyy

and omg i don’t want a diamond ring

i could def make that dress

i want an opal one

omg love it

opal ring?

thats so pretty

Opal is nice

rlly?

i want either emrald or pink dimond

Mm

i just want diamond ig

like lookit this

it’s so gorgeous

thats so prettyyy

me toooooo

omggg

I think Pink would work with you

with youself?

You

It messed up

proms soon here and i still dont know what to wearr help

omggggg i had prom a few months ago

i wore a yellow flowy dress

and had so many random ppl tell me i looked like belle

omgg so cutee

i need my wedding dress to be the build of this, not this dres sbut the build of this

oooo

like i need flowy

on corset

Mm

i think i want a mermaid dress but like really long on the bottom

mermaid dressed are so easy but time consuming to make.

I have no clue what all this is....

mermaid dresses are the kind of dress i ahte

lmao that’s ok

it was rlly pretty

I'm confuzzled

and the fabric was rlly silky so it was comfy

mermaid dresses

my prom dress was literally the prettiest thing i’ve ever worn

i think like a dark blue or dark red would suit me well bc i have dark hair and tanned skin but the fabric has to be satin

i love it sm

how are you so pretty without a face omg

i love that dress

Same kind of yellow

OMGGG UR SOO PRETTYYY

cus my fave is covered lmao

I LOVE ITTT

tyyyyyyyy

it was basically belles dress but modern

Mhmmm

act with tanned skin and dark hair, a silk or satin yellow would be perfect.

red and blue would also be pretty asf

i tried on a blue dress

but yellow or a pink act owuld suit rlly well

it was stunning

but i didn’t get it cus it was tight and i wanted a flowy one

i see

i understadn that

i want a tight on top flowy on bottom

hmm now that i saw mal in that dress it matched like perfectly but i think its not what i want

i also tried a sparkly purple one but it was too itchy

it dose, so dose a pink.

the sparkyl ones are itchy

it was gorgeous tho the sparkles were everything

it was rlly the back cus it was glittery lace

ohhhhhhh

yeah

i can fix ichty just not under lace

cause lace inst always made to have silk underneath

i love tight clothes

on a back itd look weird'

w

i mean tops but pants baggy ofc

i love tight clothes too but i’m such a sucker for ballgowns

i love desiging tight clothes

i get ittt but i feel fat in them

js baggy ass pants though

stop a tight tank top and baggy jeans is the hottest combo ever

REAL

ur designing clothes?

yes ma'am

frrr

like i wear my tank tops with my baggy black cargos all the time

and it’s so cute

and i have a cropped green flower sweater that i put over them cus it’s open and it’s so cute

i love sweaters omg

me too

i wear them all fall and winter

yeaa same or like those tops with rectangle cutout

my outfits are so cute

i dislike most hodies lthough

yesssss

i like being abel tot zip smthin up

i live in hoodies

i think ym dads leaveing soon

!!

yayyyyyy

but not black cargos, i wear more like those ballon wide jeans

ima go get some food brb

kk

i love my black cargo pants

yesterday i work i stuffed a plastic water bottle in the pocket

crazyyy

it was wonderful

wanna show some designss?? i used to do it as a hobby but i gave it up

lmao

all my coworkers were like i’m so that’s strange

*um

i fear that i might look boring with the same jeans every day lmao😭

coworkers?

yea

i alternate between my cargos my ripped jeans and leggings lmao