Good morning.

yall

are

so

fucking

lame

stop

being

dead

omg

fr

frfr

wait brb i needa drive to the store gimme like 10 min

alr

frfrfr

back

hello

my wifi keeps crashshing

damn

yo yo yooooo

sup

nout hbu

im going to a homecoming celebration 😒at 12:15

oo

wait mal

pls tell me u and jake are still tg

i havent been on in a month

and it ends at 3:10

we’re struggling rn

who are you?

but we’re tryna figure it out

imma have to get off at12:15

i have to go to something for 2 hours and 55 minutes.

ok

awhh i hope you guys can work it out

you know :)

uhhhh

no i don’t

me too it’s been rlly hard on me

wait i’ll be back in like 10 i gotta drive home

don’t leave

im watching jjk

what’s that

Jujutsu Kaisen

ah

im watching it on my phone at school, even tho phones are banned from school

damn

you dooooo

hmmmmm

nope

yess

i spoke to u a month ago

hmmmmm

i don’t rememberrrrrrrr

lol

a lotta ppl talk to me

I live in the uk

hmmmmmmm

idkkkkkk

hmmm

bruh

E___

e…..

wow

my memory is bad

ngl im a little offended lol

nooooooo

OH

WAIT

OMG

NO IKIK

???

HI

bruh i’m so dumb

HIII

hehe

mbmb i swear half the ppl here live in the uk lmao

hruuuuuu

lol fr

i gtg

how have you been

ok theres supposedly 7 ppl on here rn

so say sum

damn ok js went down to 4 in half a secon

yall are lame.

Hi

hi

hru

Good

How's life going for you>

eh

@explain bear hi daddy

Listen, I ain't your daddy. Get outta here with that noise.

wanna talk about it

idk js a lotta shit going on rn lmao

and it sucks

Anything on WJE? or js real life

like both

ngl

what happened w wje

stuff with jake

Did yall break up

like

not exactly?

more like a break cus he going through shit rn

Ohhhh valid

yea

and its js eating me up bro

i miss him sm

Hopefully he's not being a bitch he's kinda... odd

hes trying his best

Ofc ofc

he tends to shut down when things get difficult which is whats happening now

and it js hurts to see

cus like i want him to be happy and i want to be there for him but he wont let me

Yeah that's a lot like me acc and it sucks

yeah i was that way for a long time

It sucks when everyone cares about u and wants to check in w you and you think no one gaf about you

so i totally get it and im trying to be as understanding as possible

yup yup

but yk im js trying my best to do little things for him so he knows im there and i havent given up

but like also trying to be gentle and bare-minimum with my approach so i dont overwhelm him

Is he still on

my main thing rn is js writing him short little letters and sending the link to him so he can read it when hes ready and then its there whenever he needs it

He's not been on for 15 days

not on here

Aww thats cute

yeah i js do that every once and awhile when i have a lot to say but dont wanna js dump it in our messages cus then its overwhelming

so if i js put it on a google doc and send the link he can read it when he wants to instead of it js being shoved in his face

if that makes sense

Yeah totally

That's so sweet omfg

Or maybe I weaking

tweaking

im trying my best

lmao

js trying not to fall apart in the meantime

i been keeping a journal on google docs (ofc lmao) and writing it as if im talking to him and that helps a bit

cus it feels like im talking to him without actually sending it

and then i add a song for every entry cus its fun

and now i have a cool playlist that literally outlines how ive felt over the past 2 weeks

Journaling is AMAZING for your mental health actually

frr

i always do it when im having a shitty time

Since I got out of the mental health hospital thing I've been journaling all day every day

thats awesome

i used to journal all the time when i was in middle school

It's 100% super good cuz if you have anxiety like me u don't have worry thoughts as much

sometimes i read my old entries and im like tf who hurt this girl

yup yup yup

Help I read mine from 2022

Gah DAMN bro

and connecting music to it js made it sm better too

In like January 2024 all I wrote about was Wje and everything that went down

stop mine was from 2022 as welll

omg thats so real

Lmaoooo

open.spotify.com/playlist/5OhnugxwMB50cprZcTjPju lookit my cute lil playlist

woo

I'm at home lemme find an excerpt

okok lmao

MCR MENTIONED

my middle school journal was bad dude

HELL FUCKING YES

PEAK MUSIC

PEAKKKKKK

cemetery drive is the best on TCFSR

i like ty for the venom

the into goes SO hard

"I don't know why I pretend to be others, it's probably cuz I'm so miserable in my own skin. But it's still weird as fuck"

YES

stop i feel that

Me when I was L*o

EW

WEW

I hate that version of myself

I still can't believe I pulled the biggest alt heist in history of WJE

that was insane

stop in my middle school journal i used to write letters to my mom these are so sad

"sometimes im glad you cant see me because youd hate who ive become"

gosh fucking damn

someone give little me a hug omfg

"i wish i could come join you, but 13 years isnt long enough. i want to join you, but im too scared"

fucking shit bro

Wait bro

That's lowkey

Sad af

yeah fr

Why am I lowkey tearing up

LMAO

lmaooooo

My meds make me craycray

holy fucking shit imma cry now

UGHHH I HAVE 55 minutes till school ends and then I can hang out w my friend and smoke

It's ok let it out queen

"maybe if i hadnt been born youd be here. im not worthy of taking your place in this world, it wasnt a fair trade"

oooo

today is my last day of smoking before I quit

ohhh nice nice

good luck quitting bro you got this

Igot this

wooooo

I got a shit ton of gum yesterday

#distraction

oooo

real

Don't smoke kids

dude im so excited tmrw im doing a trunk or treat with my work and were all being minions

frfrfr

Omg it's so preppy in here!

Jkjk

Fun

I have band in 7 mins I'm gonna kms

noooo

what do you play

bass

oooo

We're playing this song and I haven't learned it yet

i played trumpet in 5th grade lmfao

Kms

it was bad

nooooo

Yep

time to do my makeup for work woo

Low-key my fault since I've been at the mental hospital I've been on super sedating meds that keep me from doing anything but my body is super jittery, it's called Akathisia (the jittery thing)

Do you go for a light thing or like a full beat

ohhh damn

light

Fun

yup yup

i dont usually do my makeup for work but i feel ugly td so

lmao

Real

frfr