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    • im sorry love

    no mal not that.

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    thats not good..

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    i dont ever want to feel this way again

    idk what to say

    i really hope you not mad at me.

    the pain is suffacting

    it physcially hurts my chest.

    because.. its all i feel i have left

    i need this pain

    but i also just wish i was hapy

    i kinda feel like i deserve it

    and the comofrt is because im finally getting what i deserve

    i feel like im drowning, and im so ready to stop fighting to swim

    and just fall under the water

    you dont deserve it

    it feels so wrong for yoou to sayt it

    because ive heard it so much

    im not sure how i feel about it

    Orlaith

    i kinda feel like i deserve it

    You do not deserve it, youve already suffered alot

    no youve suffered more than enough

    i love you too

    i just cme back form like

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    guess its already been dealt with so oh well

    I faded out again]

    Orlaith

    not enough

    hell no

    you've suffered enough to last a lifetime

    you need some peace for once

    lifes the thing that fucked you up

    i js feel like i did smthin wrong

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    emily was the one who didn't try to listen to you

    she's the one that was unfaithful

    are yu tired dad?

    went skiing and im pretty exhausted

    and it was a long drive back home

    you should get sleep

    i still got enough energy

    sorry im taking forever to repyl

    im just used to you taking forever

    es cause we barley talk anymore..

    Orlaith

    es cause we barley talk anymore..

    i got a lot of shit always goin on

    Orlaith

    its fine!

    im not slow. why you sayin its fine to be slow

    Cosmo idk

    i got a lot of shit always goin on

    i know.

    yeah but when i go to school tmrw, ill be able to get on through the bus n stuff

    or when im sneakin on my computer

    im forcing myself to be on lightmode so it doesnt look suspicious

    i get you got shit going on.

    i kinda had covid fuck up my ability to follow through with motivations so idrc

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    gotta love never even having an actual graduation since preschool

    literally its only cuz i got her number that i talk to her more

    literally shes jus a friend

    but seriously theres no reason for this envy

    you think i wanna be jelous?

    at how close yall are

    how much yk about eachother

    how many inside jokes

    and rlly she's talkin more to jomoki more so i've been giving them more space

    Orlaith

    how many inside jokes

    we don't rlly use many anymore

    i don't know that much about her rlly

    and small issues in my head are getting bigger

    Orlaith

    how much yk about eachother

    honestly i don't want to know all the things ik about her that i do

    i wish you cared enough to talk ot me likwe used to.

    i actually care more about you now

    rmeber that night i did smthin and you where telling me to yell for my dad cause i was abt to pass out?

    i remember almost everything that happened to you

    well im sorry i do so much shit

    like that time we collabed on a book

    i could tell you enjoyed it a lot

    i was really bad.

    i kinda found that some other time and was on it while at my granpdarents as an excuse to be on my chreombook

    Cosmo idk

    i also suck at writing

    you where better than i was

    stop distracting me im tryna be mad

    we never call anymore

    Orlaith

    we never call anymore

    hmph

    omg lmao that was hilarious

    i used to moan on here

    and i think it was you who made me switch to my other acc that had rules

    i think it might've been some other people

    i miss him lots sometimes

    i js miss you cosmo.

    i js fucking miss you

    i also miss callin you too

    and rlly all the funny moments you've done

    Cosmo idk

    i also miss callin you too

    and im really fucking scared for next year.. or when you graduate

    you kinda just being you rlly

    i havent been me in so long

    Orlaith

    and im really fucking scared for next year.. or when you graduate

    its fine

    Orlaith

    i havent been me in so long

    you've always been you

    Cosmo idk

    its fine

    its not.. parker and me where talking and he was tellling me abt how he and yu and mal where all gonna leave soon cause your old

    Cosmo idk

    you've always been you

    maybe i js chnaged

    Orlaith

    and im really fucking scared for next year.. or when you graduate

    im not planning on leaving but you're stronger now

    Orlaith

    its not.. parker and me where talking and he was tellling me abt how he and yu and mal where all gonna leave soon cause your old

    no

    Cosmo idk

    im not planning on leaving but you're stronger now

    i dont wanna lose you

    i prolly wont be on as much but i will pop in

    you barely on now

    i try to be on as much as possible tho

    Orlaith

    i dont wanna lose you

    you're not gonna lose me

    anyways gotta dip for the night

    (aka till my dad goes to sleep)

    how old dose he look?

    he js dmd me and im being a good child >:)

    Orlaith

    he js dmd me and im being a good child >:)

    uh back off

    somethin about him feels a lil off

    guys i have 222 notifs thats so satisfying

    Cosmo idk

    somethin about him feels a lil off

    racist mf

    Cosmo idk

    somethin about him feels a lil off

    because hes black??

    mal♡

    guys i have 222 notifs thats so satisfying

    get unsatisfied

    nope you racist

    you said real

    Cosmo idk

    jus the appearance

    i mean maybe he was dressing for comfort

    you woulda spelled it reel

    since youre a stickler for spelling

    11:11 make a wish

    he called me chubby :<

    Orlaith

    he called me chubby :<

    uh

    well i showed him my face

    and he said he was guessing i was kinda chubby

    hahah i feel better now cuase i showed him my body (clothed ofc) and he said

    :'"Damn ngl you are so fucking hot ngl"

    i love highering my self esteem

    uh yeah he gon ask for nudes

    and i will say no

    call him a bad dog if he gets freaky

    and then tell him that you're about to send a dick pic

    what does that even mean

    big dick randy dumbass

    js said hed kiss my neck rn

    Cosmo idk

    big dick jomoki?

    😋

    do i call him bad dog now

    Orlaith

    do i call him bad dog now

    yes

    and then starting acting like a maniac

    noo im giving him another chnace

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    tell him you finna whip out your dick

    i tell him dont be weird to be me

    "if you gonna be weird imma whip out my dick"

    "ts finna be the hunkiest meat you ever seen so you better calm down"

    say all that

    ion wanna get banned!!

    say "its throbbing and needs someone to releive it"

    itll make me laugh very hard

    "ts hunky meat aint ever seen a black guy before"

    Orlaith

    ion wanna get banned!!

    after you send all those, report him for being sexual

    mal♡

    "ts hunky meat aint ever seen a black guy before"

    girl

    ima js block him..

    ok just send somethin not as crazy

    "if you kiss my neck ill hang you with my schlong"

    go kiss some bitch while she eats kibble

    "if your lips touch my neck its only fair my tip touches yours"

    were way past the neck thing

    mal♡

    "if your lips touch my neck its only fair my tip touches yours"

    ...

    it even rhymes

    you tell him this

    https://www.chatogo.com/free-chat-rooms/

    Cosmo idk

    im not as crazy as mal

    you lack the humor i have

    mal im so happy that you got jomoki

    mal♡

    you lack the humor i have

    i got more dry humor.

    i got more funny humor

    mal♡

    uh me too

    ugh i wanna text him so bad

    dont have a threesome

    Cosmo idk

    ugh i wanna text him so bad

    gay mf tryna steal my man

    Orlaith

    dont have a threesome

    we wont.

    Orlaith

    dont have a threesome

    EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

    we wont ever let autism touch our bed

    what happens if you accidnelt send someone nudes?

    charlie did you say the meat shit

    Orlaith

    what happens if you accidnelt send someone nudes?

    ..........................

    Orlaith

    what happens if you accidnelt send someone nudes?

    uhm

    how do you do that

    im just asking what happpend if you do

    i js randomyl thought of it

    then id have a lotta questions

    "make your man call me daddy"

    Orlaith

    "make your man call me daddy"

    mals got a bit of ptsd from a blonde kid calling her mommy...

    Orlaith
    Image

    tell him you finna lay your dick across his lap

    and he said ok i respect that

    Orlaith

    and he said ok i respect that

    he a liar

    but i kinda wnna do rebound..

    mal♡

    tell him you finna lay your dick across his lap

    say this

    ive done my fair share of catfishing

    theyll all go back to freaky

    please js let me do one rebound

    say "if you wanna get freaky [mal say something about showing dick])

    ok mal say waht i should tell him

    "if you get freaky again my dick is going so far up your rectum that your shit is gonna back up into your throat"

    thanks for putting that image in my head

    BAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

    im glad your happty

    DID HE REPLY

    BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

    SCARED OF A LITTLE DICK ACTION

    ill brb i need food

    im looking at shoes

    i loove vans

    mal♡

    vansss

    i got vans too

    i have to get new ones every couple of months cuz they wear very easily

    Cosmo idk

    real

    If you could check the old bitrix again that would be amazing

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    charlie..

    while im still biased against you, just say what you have to say.

    Breek

    If you could check the old bitrix again that would be amazing

    mk

    Cosmo idk

    while im still biased against you, just say what you have to say.

    I'm not trying to talk to any of u just charlie but I wanted to say sorry even tho I don't know how to show it

    leaning towards one side

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    I'm not trying to talk to any of u just charlie but I wanted to say sorry even tho I don't know how to show it

    Wat I do..

    Idek the full story of what happened. Kinda just left this group alone after Charlie removed me from the bitrix for no reason

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    I'm not trying to talk to any of u just charlie but I wanted to say sorry even tho I don't know how to show it

    you've hurt her a lot

    Breek

    Idek the full story of what happened. Kinda just left this group alone after Charlie removed me from the bitrix for no reason

    she removed me to but that's bc I called her out

    Just give it time and try to slowly show her that you'll change

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    she removed me to but that's bc I called her out

    I didn't provoke her in anyway I just got removed cuz she "didn't want me talking in there"

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    she removed me to but that's bc I called her out

    she had a simple request from you and you were dishonest to her about it

    im not trying to heat things up

    That would be different then. If you asked her about it constantly and she said it was fine. She doesn't have room to be mad

    I mean she did stuff behind you back too thou the severity is different

    Like y'all did different things

    I don't think it's behind your back anymore cuz we pushed her to tell you

    But it was mainly just taking pills and the usual stuff she does

    But nothing with cheating on you

    She doesn't usually do that kind of things

    I didn't mean to be violent

    I am on a neutral stance

    We'll talk later hopefully

    I do understand more of your side now, however, from what im seeing from charlies side is that she felt like the catfishing was getting in the way of yalls intimacy

    I understand what you are saying and why you feel like that

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    she removed me to but that's bc I called her out

    this is fucking funny

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    I'm not trying to talk to any of u just charlie but I wanted to say sorry even tho I don't know how to show it

    yu keep saying sorry then being a total fucking dick, pick a side

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    and I was never disloyal that's my father no me

    fucking liar, i had pple who know you clairify tht yu where disloyal.

    About this, they may also not know the full story

    Orlaith

    yu keep saying sorry then being a total fucking dick, pick a side

    This may be true idrk

    Breek

    About this, they may also not know the full story

    its still someone i trust the word of

    Breek

    This may be true idrk

    shes says sorry, i dont say it back, she gets mad because she dindt get her way.

    because of pride and stupid ass reasons

    tries to make me feel bad for everything i do, even if it has nothing to do with her

    Orlaith

    shes says sorry, i dont say it back, she gets mad because she dindt get her way.

    Getting mad may be an overreaction if all you do is not accept the apology. If you actively yell at her afterwards it makes sense

    Orlaith

    tries to make me feel bad for everything i do, even if it has nothing to do with her

    That is a bit farr

    Breek

    Getting mad may be an overreaction if all you do is not accept the apology. If you actively yell at her afterwards it makes sense

    i told her not to talk to me and get off this site

    She's just trying to apologize. And she has people on this site too so let's let her be on the site just y'all dun talk?

    Cuz it's a community drivin site

    well im not fucking stupid parker

    so just fucking drop it and stfu

    I'm just trying to calm the situation. And I said one thing towards you

    I'll drop the situation

    I never said you were stupid either

    But I won't stfu

    you wernet fuckig calming it parker

    I was trying to get an mutual understanding based of evidence for myself since both of you all have a different story

    And you don't have to swear. I understand ur upset

    Breek

    And you don't have to swear. I understand ur upset

    im sorry im sorry

    just this shit rly fucked me up

    wishing_to_be_hers_once_again

    ur Parker?

    Uh huh

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    Orlaith

    im sorry im sorry

    It's okay

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    Charlie..

    over when the thign happend with ryan

    and the thing with ryan was 53

    Orlaith

    just this shit rly fucked me up

    I can tell..

    Orlaith

    and the thing with ryan was 53

    17 times more

    i faded out of reailty last night

    That's not good Charlie.. at some point if the cuts keep happening you can partially lose feeling in you leg

    Orlaith

    i faded out of reailty last night

    Ik

    Breek

    That's not good Charlie.. at some point if the cuts keep happening you can partially lose feeling in you leg

    oh

    and told him and he said i needed to get over him

    and i was rlly upset

    and i cut myself

    and then later that night thats the night my dad threw me up against the car and shit

    i only remember the car part

    i dont think you told me about ryan

    i dindt tell anyone but parker

    You didn't? I thought you would've told sm else

    Orlaith

    and i cut myself

    We were on call and I was in gym class when it happened

    Breek

    You didn't? I thought you would've told sm else

    no

    I had ur trust back then

    i dindt wanna tell anyone that i let a guy fucking destroy me

    esp one who did nothig wrong

    and it took me a long time to tell anyone i even cut

    Sry for what I did

    To break ur trust

    charlie, you can still trust him

    he dosent even talk to me anymore

    i dont belive that dad

    he js makes me so mad sometimes

    i mean i guess hes my brother it happens

    Cosmo idk

    he does want to though

    I do, just stopped because it ends up upsetting you

    Orlaith

    i mean i guess hes my brother it happens

    Forgot abt that

    Cosmo idk

    uh so ur my son...

    Ig

    Wait how old r u

    hes younger than you

    Thought so

    You younger

    few days ago was my half birthday

    Breek

    You younger

    cmon man

    i made a freind last night

    and hes older than both of you

    Cosmo idk

    age is just a number

    Crazy

    Cosmo idk

    age is just a number

    we know your a pedo

    Orlaith

    and hes older than both of you

    Um ....

    Be careful..

    mal taught her some tricks to say to freaky people that are very very graphic

    bahahah that was so fucking hilarious

    he hasnt been freaky at all or showed any signs of that at all

    did he ask for any pics of you?

    Orlaith

    he hasnt been freaky at all or showed any signs of that at all

    Still be careful

    Cosmo idk

    did he ask for any pics of you?

    nope

    he was also like very

    idk the word for it

    but he felt bad and was tryna comofrt me (without being weird by changeing the topic to us jokinly being racist)

    like felt bad when i was talkign abotu emily

    could be genuine but idk

    We'll see how this turns out

    he hasnt even once tried to push any boundries

    lowk how we talk

    and ive seen what he looks like

    so he seems fine

    If you say so

    Cosmo idk

    mal taught her some tricks to say to freaky people that are very very graphic

    ha yes i did

    Meager Minke Whale