Eli, are you awake?

Hello, ryan.

hey may hru ?

Well

last night was horrible.

how so ?

why where u gonna take pills ?

😁

???

Colin's ur bf right ?

Yuh

but Ryan can we talk..

all I got is WJE right now

Ok.

okay ?

well

hol up

Yeah

?

I dont..

mmmm

I feel like I love him though

then u do ?

But I

but u like Colin ?

Yeah I think

alr

ex ?

Yeah

pffffff

why did u break up with her in the first place ?

She broke up with me

mmmmm

why ?

She made me so happy anf I truly loved her

and because we couldn't talk much

mmmmm

nd she was drunk

...

how old is she ?

and u again ?

12-14 I was 13

ur TWELVE ?????

right now ?

No she is...

??????????/

SHES 12

oml

I was 13

oh thank God

wait

yeah bc two years is so bad 🙄

Anyways

SHES TWELVE ?????

LIKE RIGHT NOW ?????

Yes..

She did once

that's irresponsible

Ik

may ur always gonna miss some of ur exes but u just got to move on from them

ITS NOT THAT I MISS THEM..

its that

He's so sweet

maybe I need time with him

how do u not like men ?

Its like wildflower form Billie Ellis

ellish

What do I do...

I don't lesson to bille Ellis

ok

sp how do u not like men ?

...

ok

but u like Colin ?

Kinda.

ok

ish

idk

how long have u been dating em

Jan 28th

...

may how long

I ain't doing math on a weekend

Only 13 days

uve been dating 13 day ???

yeah

may that's really early

ik

u barely started

ik

maybe I'm js overthinking

let it play through and if u still don't like them cut it off

Okk

but if u do don't like it and break up with

em

okay

be polite don't rush it

yeah

he deserves to know the truth on how u feel about him

No...

not now dingus

i can't tell him this

oh

but if u break up with em

u gotta tell em about it

Ok..

u cant have someone love u and break up having think it was with no reason

Ikik

I didn't and I'm sorry about that may

Its okay..

just stay in the relationship with Colin for the mean time alr ?

I will.

also don't scare him with pills

Im seeing Lilly tmrw..

I didn't mean too

I know

but it can really freak someone out when u do

just vent to someone

like Cosmo or him

MY FATHERRRRR

yeah

Cosmo makes me want to live

u should want to live

I do sometimes

life can be so fucked but its always great when good things happen

True

enjoy the good things more and lifes a little less fucked

u got a good thing happening right now may and I'm proud to see u being ok

ur doing great I gtg but I'll be back in a bit

Ok ttyl

back

hey do u got elis number ?

Yeah

text em to get on wire plz

he blocked me

damn

Yeah

I can't use wire on this tablet

i need to talk wit em

Its to old

oh

well he will get on eventually

alr