Guys, I went to church on Sunday. The church I used to go to has a new pastor. He has three girls and one boy. The girls are all around my age, and really sweet. And I was sitting next to the girls' side of the youth group, and one of their daughters asked me if I wanted to pray with them during worship. So I was like, "yeah sure," and I went in front of the pews to pray with them. One was holding my hand, then Paris, she took me in a hug, she was speaking tounges and I was VERY confused. She just held me for a moment until she started talking to me. She told me god wants to use me, and that he hasnt given up on me. She was telling me he sees how I'm hurting, how broken I am, and he wants to fix me. And then she started hinting at things that have been going on in my life that I did NOT tell her, so I was stunned. She called me beautufuil told me I'm not worthless. I was literally crying, cause where the fuck did this come from? Like she was repeating some of the things, and I just said "dont say that," but she kept talking. After a little bit, her mother grabbed me, hugged me, and told me What happend to me isn't my fault. She told me she can see the brokenness, then I might not believe her, buts its not my fault. Then she told me I could change the world. Anyways, more happend but, mascera was a bad idea.
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love you charlie
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MOMMYY
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I love you too
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and church is like really scary 😅
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but when i was surrounded by people
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i wanted to run away and hide
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it was alot
VampyFox19
I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that
mal
i love church lmao
mal
what kinda church were you attending ðŸ˜
VampyFox19
Pentecostal. But it was like a giant worship concert. "Everyone was doing it" and if u didn't they acted like you were possessed by the devil or something
mal
wtf
VampyFox19
Nothing wrong with church but some are better than others
mal
agreed
mal
i personally love my church
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I GO TO A PENACOSTIAL CHURCH
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but yours sounds like a cult
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smh
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apasolic penacostial
VampyFox19
Haha no the church was fine the camp was a bit weirder. I was in youth group there. One of the first times I got into guitar and music
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HELLO mAY
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bbgggggggggg
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im in therapy
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rn
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yayayy
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how is it
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shes mean
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opallll
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mall hi
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how are you
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NOOO
mal
i’m ok hbu
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I'm pretty good ngl
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(shes not )
mal
yayay
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how is ur bf
mal
idk we haven’t been able to talk in like weeks
mal
BUT he gets his phone back tmrw 😋😋
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why is bros phone taken
mal
cus the ppl in charge of him suck
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ohhhhhhh that's shitty ngl
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isn't he like 17? why people people on his dih bro
mal
he’s 16
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but like still bro
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STILL VROOO
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like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh
mal
they gotta get off his dick that’s my job fr
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i’m 17 and have parental controls
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BAHAHAHHA
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jk
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I feel bad
mal
ts shit retarded fr
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OMG its SO retarded
mal
they’re not as bad as they used to be
mal
but it’s still like gng imma be 18 in september
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YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
mal
why can’t i use my phone after 11 be so fr
opal 😿
bros gonna be unc
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well Jake was unc
mal
almost grown over here and can’t install apps without their passcode
mal
yes he was
opal 😿
Jake is UNC and flirts with high school girls
opal 😿
he flirted with my 15 year old friend
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ew
mal
dodged a bullet fr
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bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho
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hes fucking stupid
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idiot
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he's chopped and unc
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oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better
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which like i did
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so goal accomplished
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oh
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holy red flag boi
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he dindt deserve yoyu
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fr
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i honestly tho don’t rly have hard feelings toward him
mal
he was clearly dealing with shit and it sucked that he dragged me into it and kept giving me false hope
opal 😿
true ngl
mal
but like it’s fine 😋
mal
i js hope he’s doing better now
opal 😿
long distance low-key sucks sometimes
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jessica said its called victom mantality
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oh shes in your dramam now btw
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bros pity fishing
opal 😿
long distance is so ahh like can we crack alread
mal
real asf
mal
my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already
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ðŸ˜
opal 😿
my bf tried to have esex with me and then he just stood there and then asked me to take my shirt off and then I said I didn't send nudes so we were in awkward silence for like 10 minutes
mal
ðŸ˜
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ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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I don't blame him cuz like
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he doesn't talk to women
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at all
mal
lmfaooo that’s valid
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ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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lmaoo
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remember when Wade and Wilkinson were a couple
mal
i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away
mal
genuinely makes me so sad
opal 😿
wjat state RU in?
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nh
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IMAGINE
opal 😿
ah nh and Arizona are far far away
opal 😿
better than an 11 hour flight bruh IM COOKED
mal
he didn’t even live in az he’s further
opal 😿
where is he
mal
he’s ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY.
mal
FULLY
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FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.
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is he from like California?????
mal
YES.
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OH ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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OH NOOO
mal
i might as well go to maine js so we can be fully across the country
opal 😿
close enough ngl
mal
OH BUT HEY MAINE IS 20 MINS AWAY FROM ME CUS IM FAR NOTRTH NH
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gonna fucking die gng
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I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you
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take me to cali with you
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bro I wish
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when I get a car we're all gonna meet up
mal
hell yeah
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my bf might come to DC next year when bro turns 18 and can leave
opal 😿
16 and 18 like isn't bad I think
mal
it’s okayy
mal
esp since the guys older
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better than my old relatjonship bruh
opal 😿
ts was some pedo shi
mal
oh ðŸ˜
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14 and 17 ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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wtf ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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we dated for like a year and then he cheated on me
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EMILY IS DATING a 17 YR OLD
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SHES 12
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HUHHHH
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BRO WHAT??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
mal
i always forget yall are younger than me
opal 😿
I'm 15
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that's not THAT young bruh
mal
no ikik
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i mean i forget yall aren’t like 17 too
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I used to larp being 17 on here
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LMAO
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WHAT IS LARP
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to fake or pretend
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ohtuer
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BAHAHA
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i used to larp being 16 on here
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and having sex in my car with an 18 yrold
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ðŸ˜
mal
damn i was always real with my age ðŸ˜
opal 😿
I've never been cracked before bro
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me either
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ts sounds overrated I cant lie
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it dose fr
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I've only made out with my ex gf
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dick dun sound fun
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RERAL
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may did you break up w the guy that owned you or smth ðŸ˜
mal
i made out w my ex bf and it was a mistake lmfao
opal 😿
my ex was like a shitty ahh kisser but I cant be talking cuz like I sucked at it too ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
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mine drooled everywhere
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ew ew ew
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like he’d be kissing my LIPS and his drool was on my shirt
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me when I see my bf
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REAL
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loll
mal
finest boy i’ve ever seen fr
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guys
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my ex was THE BEST kisser istg
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like
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omg
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that's so epic ahh
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yurr
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real
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anyways i gotta focous on school to cath up
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love yall byebye<#3
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BAIBAIII
mal
BYEEE
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hehe imma go to the store and get redbull
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EPIC AHHH
mal
YESSSS
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BLASTED THE KILLERS AND THE CRANBERRIS WITH MY WINDOWS DOWN
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i love life sometimes
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yayya
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yayayaay
Cosmo idk
uh
mal
what