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An Unexpected Spiritual Encounter

Guys, I went to church on Sunday. The church I used to go to has a new pastor. He has three girls and one boy. The girls are all around my age, and really sweet. And I was sitting next to the girls' side of the youth group, and one of their daughters asked me if I wanted to pray with them during worship. So I was like, "yeah sure," and I went in front of the pews to pray with them. One was holding my hand, then Paris, she took me in a hug, she was speaking tounges and I was VERY confused. She just held me for a moment until she started talking to me. She told me god wants to use me, and that he hasnt given up on me. She was telling me he sees how I'm hurting, how broken I am, and he wants to fix me. And then she started hinting at things that have been going on in my life that I did NOT tell her, so I was stunned. She called me beautufuil told me I'm not worthless. I was literally crying, cause where the fuck did this come from? Like she was repeating some of the things, and I just said "dont say that," but she kept talking. After a little bit, her mother grabbed me, hugged me, and told me What happend to me isn't my fault. She told me she can see the brokenness, then I might not believe her, buts its not my fault. Then she told me I could change the world. Anyways, more happend but, mascera was a bad idea.

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love you charlie

I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that

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and church is like really scary 😅

i love church lmao

VampyFox19

I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that

what kinda church were you attending 😭

Pentecostal. But it was like a giant worship concert. "Everyone was doing it" and if u didn't they acted like you were possessed by the devil or something

Nothing wrong with church but some are better than others

i personally love my church

Haha no the church was fine the camp was a bit weirder. I was in youth group there. One of the first times I got into guitar and music

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HELLO mAY

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shes mean

NOOO

opal 😿

how are you

i’m ok hbu

opal 😿

I'm pretty good ngl

yayay

idk we haven’t been able to talk in like weeks

BUT he gets his phone back tmrw 😋😋

cus the ppl in charge of him suck

ohhhhhhh that's shitty ngl

isn't he like 17? why people people on his dih bro

but like still bro

like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh

they gotta get off his dick that’s my job fr

opal 😿

like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh

i’m 17 and have parental controls

mal♡

i’m 17 and have parental controls

BAHAHAHHA

ts shit retarded fr

they’re not as bad as they used to be

but it’s still like gng imma be 18 in september

why can’t i use my phone after 11 be so fr

almost grown over here and can’t install apps without their passcode

opal 😿

well Jake was unc

yes he was

Jake is UNC and flirts with high school girls

he flirted with my 15 year old friend

dodged a bullet fr

bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho

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opal 😿

bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho

oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better

which like i did

so goal accomplished

mal♡

oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better

holy red flag boi

i honestly tho don’t rly have hard feelings toward him

he was clearly dealing with shit and it sucked that he dragged me into it and kept giving me false hope

mal♡

he was clearly dealing with shit and it sucked that he dragged me into it and kept giving me false hope

true ngl

but like it’s fine 😋

i js hope he’s doing better now

long distance low-key sucks sometimes

long distance is so ahh like can we crack alread

my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already

my bf tried to have esex with me and then he just stood there and then asked me to take my shirt off and then I said I didn't send nudes so we were in awkward silence for like 10 minutes

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I don't blame him cuz like

lmfaooo that’s valid

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remember when Wade and Wilkinson were a couple

i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away

genuinely makes me so sad

mal♡

i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away

wjat state RU in?

ah nh and Arizona are far far away

better than an 11 hour flight bruh IM COOKED

he didn’t even live in az he’s further

he’s ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY.

FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.

is he from like California?????

i might as well go to maine js so we can be fully across the country

OH BUT HEY MAINE IS 20 MINS AWAY FROM ME CUS IM FAR NOTRTH NH

gonna fucking die gng

I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you

take me to cali with you

when I get a car we're all gonna meet up

my bf might come to DC next year when bro turns 18 and can leave

16 and 18 like isn't bad I think

esp since the guys older

better than my old relatjonship bruh

14 and 17 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

wtf 😭😭😭

we dated for like a year and then he cheated on me

BRO WHAT??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

i always forget yall are younger than me

that's not THAT young bruh

i mean i forget yall aren’t like 17 too

I used to larp being 17 on here

opal 😿

I used to larp being 17 on here

BAHAHA

damn i was always real with my age 😭

I've never been cracked before bro

ts sounds overrated I cant lie

I've only made out with my ex gf

may did you break up w the guy that owned you or smth 😭

opal 😿

I've only made out with my ex gf

i made out w my ex bf and it was a mistake lmfao

mal♡

i made out w my ex bf and it was a mistake lmfao

my ex was like a shitty ahh kisser but I cant be talking cuz like I sucked at it too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

mine drooled everywhere

like he’d be kissing my LIPS and his drool was on my shirt

mal♡

mine drooled everywhere

me when I see my bf

finest boy i’ve ever seen fr

mal♡

finest boy i’ve ever seen fr

real

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anyways i gotta focous on school to cath up

BYEEE

hehe imma go to the store and get redbull

BLASTED THE KILLERS AND THE CRANBERRIS WITH MY WINDOWS DOWN

i love life sometimes

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MOMMYY

uh

mal♡

my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already

and its a reallll big ass

opal 😿

I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you

he still stuck at his prgrm

Cosmo idk

and its a reallll big ass

best ass ever

opal 😿

ah nh and Arizona are far far away

girl he does not live next to me.

Cosmo idk

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oh dont even youre the one who brought it up 🙄

mal♡

FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.

hawai'i, dumbass

hawaii doesnt count

i dont even think of it as a state

Cosmo idk

it is 100% a state

yeah no shit

i still dont think of it as one

ur jomoki's weirdo and that makes it even weirder for me

ugh i love him

mal♡

ugh i love him

don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

that kid was the one thing keepin me sane durin my last month

Cosmo idk

don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

i didnt remind you

you reminded yourself

Cosmo idk

don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

cosmo i know something you don’t

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