Guys, I went to church on Sunday. The church I used to go to has a new pastor. He has three girls and one boy. The girls are all around my age, and really sweet. And I was sitting next to the girls' side of the youth group, and one of their daughters asked me if I wanted to pray with them during worship. So I was like, "yeah sure," and I went in front of the pews to pray with them. One was holding my hand, then Paris, she took me in a hug, she was speaking tounges and I was VERY confused. She just held me for a moment until she started talking to me. She told me god wants to use me, and that he hasnt given up on me. She was telling me he sees how I'm hurting, how broken I am, and he wants to fix me. And then she started hinting at things that have been going on in my life that I did NOT tell her, so I was stunned. She called me beautufuil told me I'm not worthless. I was literally crying, cause where the fuck did this come from? Like she was repeating some of the things, and I just said "dont say that," but she kept talking. After a little bit, her mother grabbed me, hugged me, and told me What happend to me isn't my fault. She told me she can see the brokenness, then I might not believe her, buts its not my fault. Then she told me I could change the world. Anyways, more happend but, mascera was a bad idea.
mal
love you charlie
Forest
MOMMYY
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I love you too
Forest
and church is like really scary 😅
Forest
but when i was surrounded by people
Forest
i wanted to run away and hide
Forest
it was alot
VampyFox19
I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that
mal
i love church lmao
mal
what kinda church were you attending 😭
VampyFox19
Pentecostal. But it was like a giant worship concert. "Everyone was doing it" and if u didn't they acted like you were possessed by the devil or something
mal
wtf
VampyFox19
Nothing wrong with church but some are better than others
mal
agreed
mal
i personally love my church
Forest
I GO TO A PENACOSTIAL CHURCH
Forest
but yours sounds like a cult
Forest
smh
Forest
apasolic penacostial
VampyFox19
Haha no the church was fine the camp was a bit weirder. I was in youth group there. One of the first times I got into guitar and music
opal 😿
HELLO mAY
Forest
bbgggggggggg
Forest
im in therapy
Forest
rn
opal 😿
yayayy
opal 😿
how is it
Forest
shes mean
mal
opallll
opal 😿
mall hi
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how are you
opal 😿
NOOO
mal
i’m ok hbu
opal 😿
I'm pretty good ngl
Forest
(shes not )
mal
yayay
opal 😿
how is ur bf
mal
idk we haven’t been able to talk in like weeks
mal
BUT he gets his phone back tmrw 😋😋
opal 😿
why is bros phone taken
mal
cus the ppl in charge of him suck
opal 😿
ohhhhhhh that's shitty ngl
opal 😿
isn't he like 17? why people people on his dih bro
mal
he’s 16
mal
but like still bro
opal 😿
STILL VROOO
opal 😿
like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh
mal
they gotta get off his dick that’s my job fr
mal
i’m 17 and have parental controls
opal 😿
BAHAHAHHA
opal 😿
jk
opal 😿
I feel bad
mal
ts shit retarded fr
opal 😿
OMG its SO retarded
mal
they’re not as bad as they used to be
mal
but it’s still like gng imma be 18 in september
opal 😿
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
mal
why can’t i use my phone after 11 be so fr
opal 😿
bros gonna be unc
opal 😿
well Jake was unc
mal
almost grown over here and can’t install apps without their passcode
mal
yes he was
opal 😿
Jake is UNC and flirts with high school girls
opal 😿
he flirted with my 15 year old friend
Forest
ew
mal
dodged a bullet fr
opal 😿
bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho
Forest
hes fucking stupid
Forest
idiot
opal 😿
he's chopped and unc
mal
oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better
mal
which like i did
mal
so goal accomplished
Forest
oh
opal 😿
holy red flag boi
Forest
he dindt deserve yoyu
opal 😿
fr
mal
i honestly tho don’t rly have hard feelings toward him
mal
he was clearly dealing with shit and it sucked that he dragged me into it and kept giving me false hope
opal 😿
true ngl
mal
but like it’s fine 😋
mal
i js hope he’s doing better now
opal 😿
long distance low-key sucks sometimes
Forest
jessica said its called victom mantality
Forest
oh shes in your dramam now btw
Forest
bros pity fishing
opal 😿
long distance is so ahh like can we crack alread
mal
real asf
mal
my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already
Forest
😭
opal 😿
my bf tried to have esex with me and then he just stood there and then asked me to take my shirt off and then I said I didn't send nudes so we were in awkward silence for like 10 minutes
mal
😭
opal 😿
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
opal 😿
I don't blame him cuz like
opal 😿
he doesn't talk to women
opal 😿
at all
mal
lmfaooo that’s valid
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
opal 😿
lmaoo
opal 😿
remember when Wade and Wilkinson were a couple
mal
i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away
mal
genuinely makes me so sad
opal 😿
wjat state RU in?
mal
nh
Forest
IMAGINE
opal 😿
ah nh and Arizona are far far away
opal 😿
better than an 11 hour flight bruh IM COOKED
mal
he didn’t even live in az he’s further
opal 😿
where is he
mal
he’s ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY.
mal
FULLY
mal
FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.
opal 😿
is he from like California?????
mal
YES.
opal 😿
OH 😭😭😭
opal 😿
OH NOOO
mal
i might as well go to maine js so we can be fully across the country
opal 😿
close enough ngl
mal
OH BUT HEY MAINE IS 20 MINS AWAY FROM ME CUS IM FAR NOTRTH NH
mal
gonna fucking die gng
opal 😿
I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you
mal
take me to cali with you
opal 😿
bro I wish
opal 😿
when I get a car we're all gonna meet up
mal
hell yeah
opal 😿
my bf might come to DC next year when bro turns 18 and can leave
opal 😿
16 and 18 like isn't bad I think
mal
it’s okayy
mal
esp since the guys older
opal 😿
better than my old relatjonship bruh
opal 😿
ts was some pedo shi
mal
oh 😭
opal 😿
14 and 17 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
mal
wtf 😭😭😭
opal 😿
we dated for like a year and then he cheated on me
Forest
EMILY IS DATING a 17 YR OLD
Forest
SHES 12
mal
HUHHHH
opal 😿
BRO WHAT??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
mal
i always forget yall are younger than me
opal 😿
I'm 15
opal 😿
that's not THAT young bruh
mal
no ikik
mal
i mean i forget yall aren’t like 17 too
opal 😿
I used to larp being 17 on here
opal 😿
LMAO
Forest
WHAT IS LARP
opal 😿
to fake or pretend
Forest
ohtuer
mal
BAHAHA
Forest
i used to larp being 16 on here
Forest
and having sex in my car with an 18 yrold
Forest
😭
mal
damn i was always real with my age 😭
opal 😿
I've never been cracked before bro
Forest
me either
opal 😿
ts sounds overrated I cant lie
Forest
it dose fr
opal 😿
I've only made out with my ex gf
Forest
dick dun sound fun
Forest
RERAL
opal 😿
may did you break up w the guy that owned you or smth 😭
mal
i made out w my ex bf and it was a mistake lmfao
opal 😿
my ex was like a shitty ahh kisser but I cant be talking cuz like I sucked at it too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
mal
mine drooled everywhere
opal 😿
ew ew ew
mal
like he’d be kissing my LIPS and his drool was on my shirt
opal 😿
me when I see my bf
mal
REAL
opal 😿
loll
mal
finest boy i’ve ever seen fr
Forest
guys
Forest
my ex was THE BEST kisser istg
Forest
like
Forest
omg
opal 😿
that's so epic ahh
Forest
yurr
opal 😿
real
Forest
anyways i gotta focous on school to cath up
Forest
love yall byebye<#3
opal 😿
BAIBAIII
mal
BYEEE
mal
hehe imma go to the store and get redbull
opal 😿
EPIC AHHH
mal
YESSSS
mal
BLASTED THE KILLERS AND THE CRANBERRIS WITH MY WINDOWS DOWN
mal
i love life sometimes
Forest
yayya
mal
yayayaay
Cosmo idk
uh
mal
what
Cosmo idk
and its a reallll big ass
Cosmo idk
he still stuck at his prgrm
mal
best ass ever
Cosmo idk
...
Cosmo idk
girl he does not live next to me.
mal
oh dont even youre the one who brought it up 🙄
Cosmo idk
erm actually no
Cosmo idk
hawai'i, dumbass
mal
hawaii doesnt count
mal
i dont even think of it as a state
Cosmo idk
it is 100% a state
Cosmo idk
you thinkin mainland
mal
yeah no shit
mal
i still dont think of it as one
Cosmo idk
weirdo
Cosmo idk
but hey
Cosmo idk
ur jomoki's weirdo and that makes it even weirder for me
mal
ugh i love him
Cosmo idk
ugh i miss my roomie
Cosmo idk
don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call
Cosmo idk
keep ts to him
Cosmo idk
that kid was the one thing keepin me sane durin my last month
mal
i didnt remind you
mal
you reminded yourself
opal 😿
cosmo i know something you don’t
opal 😿
well you know
opal 😿
you just won’t say it