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An Unexpected Spiritual Encounter

    • Guys, I went to church on Sunday. The church I used to go to has a new pastor. He has three girls and one boy. The girls are all around my age, and really sweet. And I was sitting next to the girls' side of the youth group, and one of their daughters asked me if I wanted to pray with them during worship. So I was like, "yeah sure," and I went in front of the pews to pray with them. One was holding my hand, then Paris, she took me in a hug, she was speaking tounges and I was VERY confused. She just held me for a moment until she started talking to me. She told me god wants to use me, and that he hasnt given up on me. She was telling me he sees how I'm hurting, how broken I am, and he wants to fix me. And then she started hinting at things that have been going on in my life that I did NOT tell her, so I was stunned. She called me beautufuil told me I'm not worthless. I was literally crying, cause where the fuck did this come from? Like she was repeating some of the things, and I just said "dont say that," but she kept talking. After a little bit, her mother grabbed me, hugged me, and told me What happend to me isn't my fault. She told me she can see the brokenness, then I might not believe her, buts its not my fault. Then she told me I could change the world. Anyways, more happend but, mascera was a bad idea.

    Comments (218)

    • love you charlie

    and church is like really scary 😅

    but when i was surrounded by people

    i wanted to run away and hide

    I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that

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    Orlaith

    and church is like really scary 😅

    i love church lmao

    VampyFox19

    I remember church camp and they pretty much forced u to "speak in tongues". Really awkward making up gibberish on the spot like that

    what kinda church were you attending 😭

    Pentecostal. But it was like a giant worship concert. "Everyone was doing it" and if u didn't they acted like you were possessed by the devil or something

    Nothing wrong with church but some are better than others

    i personally love my church

    I GO TO A PENACOSTIAL CHURCH

    but yours sounds like a cult

    apasolic penacostial

    Haha no the church was fine the camp was a bit weirder. I was in youth group there. One of the first times I got into guitar and music

    Orlaith

    apasolic penacostial

    HELLO mAY

    opal 😿

    how are you

    i’m ok hbu

    opal 😿

    NOOO

    (shes not )

    opal 😿

    I'm pretty good ngl

    yayay

    idk we haven’t been able to talk in like weeks

    BUT he gets his phone back tmrw 😋😋

    cus the ppl in charge of him suck

    ohhhhhhh that's shitty ngl

    isn't he like 17? why people people on his dih bro

    but like still bro

    like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh

    they gotta get off his dick that’s my job fr

    opal 😿

    like Jake was 17 and still had parental controls bruh

    i’m 17 and have parental controls

    ts shit retarded fr

    they’re not as bad as they used to be

    but it’s still like gng imma be 18 in september

    why can’t i use my phone after 11 be so fr

    almost grown over here and can’t install apps without their passcode

    opal 😿

    well Jake was unc

    yes he was

    Jake is UNC and flirts with high school girls

    he flirted with my 15 year old friend

    dodged a bullet fr

    bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho

    hes fucking stupid

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    opal 😿

    bro why did Jake like straight up ghost you tho

    oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better

    which like i did

    so goal accomplished

    mal♡

    oh cus he hates himself and didn’t feel like he deserved me and wanted me to find better

    holy red flag boi

    he dindt deserve yoyu

    i honestly tho don’t rly have hard feelings toward him

    he was clearly dealing with shit and it sucked that he dragged me into it and kept giving me false hope

    but like it’s fine 😋

    i js hope he’s doing better now

    long distance low-key sucks sometimes

    jessica said its called victom mantality

    oh shes in your dramam now btw

    bros pity fishing

    long distance is so ahh like can we crack alread

    my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already

    my bf tried to have esex with me and then he just stood there and then asked me to take my shirt off and then I said I didn't send nudes so we were in awkward silence for like 10 minutes

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    I don't blame him cuz like

    he doesn't talk to women

    lmfaooo that’s valid

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    remember when Wade and Wilkinson were a couple

    i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away

    genuinely makes me so sad

    mal♡

    i js wanna be with my bf cus why tf is he so far away

    wjat state RU in?

    ah nh and Arizona are far far away

    better than an 11 hour flight bruh IM COOKED

    he didn’t even live in az he’s further

    he’s ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY.

    FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.

    is he from like California?????

    i might as well go to maine js so we can be fully across the country

    OH BUT HEY MAINE IS 20 MINS AWAY FROM ME CUS IM FAR NOTRTH NH

    gonna fucking die gng

    I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you

    take me to cali with you

    when I get a car we're all gonna meet up

    my bf might come to DC next year when bro turns 18 and can leave

    16 and 18 like isn't bad I think

    it’s okayy

    esp since the guys older

    better than my old relatjonship bruh

    14 and 17 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    wtf 😭😭😭

    we dated for like a year and then he cheated on me

    EMILY IS DATING a 17 YR OLD

    BRO WHAT??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

    i always forget yall are younger than me

    that's not THAT young bruh

    i mean i forget yall aren’t like 17 too

    I used to larp being 17 on here

    opal 😿

    I used to larp being 17 on here

    BAHAHA

    i used to larp being 16 on here

    and having sex in my car with an 18 yrold

    damn i was always real with my age 😭

    I've never been cracked before bro

    ts sounds overrated I cant lie

    I've only made out with my ex gf

    dick dun sound fun

    opal 😿

    I've only made out with my ex gf

    RERAL

    may did you break up w the guy that owned you or smth 😭

    opal 😿

    I've only made out with my ex gf

    i made out w my ex bf and it was a mistake lmfao

    my ex was like a shitty ahh kisser but I cant be talking cuz like I sucked at it too 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    mine drooled everywhere

    like he’d be kissing my LIPS and his drool was on my shirt

    mal♡

    mine drooled everywhere

    me when I see my bf

    finest boy i’ve ever seen fr

    my ex was THE BEST kisser istg

    mal♡

    finest boy i’ve ever seen fr

    real

    anyways i gotta focous on school to cath up

    love yall byebye<#3

    Orlaith

    anyways i gotta focous on school to cath up

    BYEEE

    hehe imma go to the store and get redbull

    BLASTED THE KILLERS AND THE CRANBERRIS WITH MY WINDOWS DOWN

    i love life sometimes

    mal♡

    my bf gotta js get his ass over to me already

    and its a reallll big ass

    opal 😿

    I'm going to Cali this spring break I'll pull up to his house and say hi for you

    he still stuck at his prgrm

    Cosmo idk

    and its a reallll big ass

    best ass ever

    opal 😿

    ah nh and Arizona are far far away

    girl he does not live next to me.

    Cosmo idk

    ...

    oh dont even youre the one who brought it up 🙄

    mal♡

    FURTHEST STATE POSSIBLE.

    hawai'i, dumbass

    hawaii doesnt count

    i dont even think of it as a state

    Cosmo idk

    it is 100% a state

    yeah no shit

    i still dont think of it as one

    ur jomoki's weirdo and that makes it even weirder for me

    ugh i love him

    mal♡

    ugh i love him

    don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

    that kid was the one thing keepin me sane durin my last month

    Cosmo idk

    don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

    i didnt remind you

    you reminded yourself

    Cosmo idk

    don't remind me of the times you moaned on the call

    cosmo i know something you don’t

    Dejected Ptarmigan