ts is why i need a bf 💔 ik im still young... i feel like tho i dont trust myself with a bf after my last one. i als odont rlly trust most boys anymore lol
i have a big problem with a boy atm and its like i cant move on no matter how much i try hes so fineee and hes so funny and kind and i just cant stop liking him
i had a bf that broke up wit his gf to get with me whih was weird and he was so nice and we dated for four weeks ik not long but that was my longest relationship and on the day he broke up with me we went cinema with some friends and he kept sitting next to his ex and then when we went maccies afterwards he was flirting with my bestie and he broke up with me that night to get back with his ex
i had a bf that broke up wit his gf to get with me whih was weird and he was so nice and we dated for four weeks ik not long but that was my longest relationship and on the day he broke up with me we went cinema with some friends and he kept sitting next to his ex and then when we went maccies afterwards he was flirting with my bestie and he broke up with me that night to get back with his ex
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hiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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hiii
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hru
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im good hbu
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eh not the best ty for asking tho
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aw im sorry
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its ok <3
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<3
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anyways wyd :)
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eating candy lmao
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you?
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lol
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im just listening to music and thinking lolz
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nice
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jake left to go to the store
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i think he might be getting the milk
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ohhh cool
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LOL
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cus it been foreverrrrr
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n my clingy ahh is bored
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fr
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smhsmhsmh
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ts is why i need a bf 💔 ik im still young... i feel like tho i dont trust myself with a bf after my last one. i als odont rlly trust most boys anymore lol
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just coz theyre all annoying
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and if you try to ask one out they go an tell everyone
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yeah i get that
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my ex ended up being an ass
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my most recent ex was the one who nealry killed himself
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and i was scared to love anyone else but then i found someone better
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ohh damn
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but that was my fault
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how
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i invited him to one of those lounge websites
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and id kwhat happened it was smt to do with disc
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but hes ok now
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oh damn
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and i did apologise
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i sent a whole essay to apologise
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ohhhh damnn
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my ex cheated and never confessed to it
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after over a year of dating
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and apparently he still likes me but i couldn't ever bring myself to getting back with him after how much he hurt me and i hurt him
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oh
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damnn
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damn im sorry
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its ok ty tho
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yeah and he acted like i was the problem and made me question a lot
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and feel less than worthy
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oh that horrible
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but all that to say that even when guys mess us up a lot and hurt us and stuff it definitely seems scary to fall in love again
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yeah
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but when you find the right person who makes you feel safe and worthy its not as scary anymore
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i have a big problem with a boy atm and its like i cant move on no matter how much i try hes so fineee and hes so funny and kind and i just cant stop liking him
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yuppp i totally get that
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ive liked him for over a year
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he was mesaging me too
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and we were geting along
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until he blocked me on whatsapp and then messaged mem n messages before ghosting me completelty
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what an ass
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mhm
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and i also planned to ask him out on the last week of yr 8 and then he found out and told his mat
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mate*
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and this mate apparently likes me and he was mocking me
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thats messed up
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so i never asked him out
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you deserve someone better than that
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yeah i wish it was easier to move on 💔
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yeah its not easy
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when me n my ex broke up i found myself missing him
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not cus i loved the person he is now but cus i missed who he used to be
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i just had to keep reminding myself that that persons gone
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and that i deserve so much better
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anytime i found myself missing him i just reminded myself of all the disgusting things he did to me and it made it a hell of a lot easier
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i had a bf that broke up wit his gf to get with me whih was weird and he was so nice and we dated for four weeks ik not long but that was my longest relationship and on the day he broke up with me we went cinema with some friends and he kept sitting next to his ex and then when we went maccies afterwards he was flirting with my bestie and he broke up with me that night to get back with his ex
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im so sorry queen i hope ur ok
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thats awful
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im a lot better now
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im j worried abt his new gf ngl
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i think i was his longest relationship at the time too, he was such a player but he stayed with me for a while
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thats good
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damn
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i dated my ex for 1 1/2 years and he said the last 6 months didnt count for him (cus thats when he was likely talking to his now gf)
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the way both the boy i dated made me feel though when they treated me so well is why i miss having a bf
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oh thats horrible
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yeah its a pretty wonderful feeling
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yeah
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but you just gotta remember that someday youll find someone who will make you feel like that without the cost of being mistreated
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yeah...
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sorry ignore the ... i was gonna say smt else but i didn't
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no worries lmao
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lol
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hahaha
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idk if its just me but theres something about listening to olivia rodrigo while just thinking about stuff and like memories
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or just any good singer
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music is so great
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iss it so ironic that the song that just came on is
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all i want
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like the one that goes all i want is love that lasts is thattoo much too ask
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daaamn
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wait brb
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okok
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backk
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hii
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heyyy
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its storming where i am
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oh
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its calm here for onc
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once*
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nice lmao
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lol
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im so bored
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same
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twinning
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yessss lolz
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lmaoo
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haha
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wyd
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just listening to music still hbu
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still waiting lmao
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lol
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i might go play roblox
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see if my mate called noah is finally online
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brb
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nice lmao
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no 💔 he aint online
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noooo
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lol
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he never is
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lmao
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hes always online when im not so lol
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noo
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yup
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did eberyoe just forget abt the other site lol
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prolly lmao
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