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A Final Confession of Love and Regret

    • I was young. Why did you have to do that? My dearest friend. you said it was fine, so why does it hurt to think of you. I scratch, bite and beg for things to go back. but my doings ruined us. I must admit that we were an amazing duo. maybe even more but just know. If I were on my deathbed. my last words would be "I love you."

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    god how i crave you once again

    god how i wish you were here against me once more

    come back once more and I will do anything for you

    I will kill for you, I will cry for you, I will harm for you, I will die for you.

    I will do anything if just once final farewell

    before you disappeared with the pills

    its like your a forgotten memory

    your someone i want to forget

    but yet i cant bring myself to

    they will never fill the void like you did

    the stolen kisses that left my lips a mess

    the ways you made me laugh and feel

    now just for you to be gone once more

    a ghost i've never forgotten

    a ghost i want and need back

    i will wait as long as you take

    just don't take long my friend

    i wont disappoint you. I swear.

    days growing like weeds in a old house

    i already loved you too much

    i have to grow more and more obsessed

    but someone is waiting for me now.

    I can't latch onto you for much longer

    but i will hold on as long as i can

    just to get that feeling of your cold but accepting presence

    to get that small noise of your voice

    the same voice i listened to on that day

    then it disappeared after the pill

    now i have to take them daily

    only in the corner of my vision

    i see you in darkness when i wake up from something terrifying

    i see your eyes everywhere i look sometimes

    i see you in the reflection behind e

    i caught you staring last night when i woke up gasping for air

    your own eyes were filled with fear

    everything seems different without you

    i will wait until my skeleton turns into ash and dust

    i never cared what they said

    never opened up about you to anyone

    i remember ever so faintly of your presence

    im sorry for making you do that

    i fucked up so very horribly

    i dont see myself in the mirror the same way.

    the look of disgust haunts me

    your stare colder than your body

    it is just things i have been thinking about

    yo im schizo as heck

    Whirlwind Walrus